Let me share my experiences this past 365 days. The first month we went to Ilocos Sur particularly in Vigan City for a wholesome trip to welcome the year with my cultural group. In the same month I traveled with my fellow HRM students for our OJT in Boracay. We lived in Boracay for about a month. I think I’ve experienced the worst at the same time the best in this Island. I garnered a lesson which I will never forget, my thoughts and perceptions becomes wider and more mature than ever. We finished our on the job training second week of February and we went back to La Union to finish the reports and paper works for our graduation. April I finally made it, I got my Bachelor’s Degree get out of college and finally starts to look for a job. Then the next month I got a job from the Hotel in Baguio. Until recently I quit the job for some personal issues. There is something that I cannot be certain with that everyday it seems pointless and meaningless. I wanted more, I wanted happiness, I wanted the courage , I wanted to fill in the feeling that is missing in me. But then I cannot figure what I truly wanted, I tried my best to hang on and just keep the job, but still I end up leaving on Christmas day. Now I am unemployed waiting for the 2018 to come. And wishing that this coming year I will be more happier. 2017 is been rough for me I did a lot of mistakes, there is so much teardrops I’ve cried. But thankfully I’ve learned my lesson and that makes me more stronger, be extra cautious, how to keep moving , and how to hang on in the situation that I needed to choose just one in the option. Now I have to weigh in my feelings, internalize the situation before acting, observing the right way to live as a human being, and keep on dreaming to find out the best thing to do for a lifetime. Because at the end of the day I think that life would be the greatest gift I’ve ever received, and this is only for once on earth so I needed to keep on track and live this life the best way I can. Returning the favor for the one who gave me this wonderful opportunity to see the beautiful creation in this world. At the end of this roller coaster ride there lies the stability of gratefulness and thankfulness for the one above who’ve showered us the endless blessing in this life. I am always thankful for all the things I received in this life may it bad or good. I always find a way to say what I feel and expressed my emotions, call for help when I thing I’m on the wrong path. I am so blessed that I experienced the things on earth, grateful enough to continue living under any circumstances that this coming year may offer to me. At the very last hour of this year I’m lying here on my bed typing these letters, words, to expressed my gratitude to each and everyone I met on the way, thank you for teaching me a lesson, though I know majority of you would not remember me. I appreciate each of everyone of you, though I don’t exist most of the time that I’m with you. Cause I know in this world full of people and faces, chaotic places, disorganized behaviors I barely exist. Still I would like to thank each and everyone for sharing a piece of your time, effort and life with me.
