#from sleep

Ive accidentally attacked my brother in my sleep once. He shoved a toy gun in my face and screamed ‘Im gonna kill you!”

I have PTSD. why would you do that to someone who has PTSD? I ended up kicking him across the room and into out youngest siblings toy box (breaking it) before I was even mildly coherent or even slightly conscious. ittook him whimpoering and crying out on the floor for me to wake up and realize ‘oh shit.’

Of course I felt terrible; I almost sent him to the hospital! mom told me I would’ve gone to jail. I dont think thats true. I think she was overly exaggerating. I cant stop thinking about it, and it really wasnt my fault.

Max Richter - Dream 13 (minus even)

與貞去看了電影Max Richter’s Sleep，套票包含一張八小時濃縮為一鐘頭的精選專輯From Sleep。推薦曲目四：Dream 13，特別溫暖。

電影無限療癒，對於（後）現代性的個人存有，以深邃而動容的音樂，依照自然生長規律的頻數那樣推展，以撫慰，領著我們思索這加速日常裡的安生。這樣寄寓於歇息時刻，如同被毯那樣無微不至地覆蓋，沉沉地，我們舒展開所有內在。於是觀看至末尾，幾乎有些眼淚。

作曲家Max Richter的妻子Yulia Mahr說：「我認為生命裡的脆弱性，以及生活中諸如此類的脆弱，就是他想談的事情。朝向認識世界的正確道路，還有人性，是我們在探索著的重要語彙。我們都是有缺陷的人類，對吧？」

Album Re-Design for Max Richter’s album From Sleep.