Anyways to feel God's complete and utter love which is so vast and tender it extends to every single one of your atoms so infinitely loved that He'd die for you, that He'd die for you billions of times over, that Hed do anything in existence to possibly let you know how dearly He loves you....
Feeling that when you've only known bitter self hate that burns like flames on your body even though you know the fire is fictitious,
It feels like, well, a burn finely being treated with aloe. It feels like an end to suffering















