Ava Shahres (they/her) - FREAKFACTOR vol.5
“Hi! My name is Ava, and I am big fat lesbian who likes to dress up and make funny pictures.”
Based in North Vancouver British Colombia.
Full Disclosure - A piece about one of the freakiest things of all; Insecurity. I illustrated this when I was a teen as a sort of stylized snapshot of my internal conflicts. I'd always let my warped, euro-centric perceptions of beauty inform my own self worth, and over time those expectations changed into something ghoulish and scary. I wanted to create a character that demonstrated how warped my perception of "beauty" had become, and how I was letting it bleed into my subconscious. These feelings never go away, but my hormonal yearning for thin, white prettiness has thankfully gotten quieter.
The texture of tomatoes and failing a backflip.
What do you believe in? What don't you believe in?
I believe we weren't put on this earth for a purpose, and that we should just live for our own joy. I don't believe we should have to justify our existence.
How are you embracing your inner "freak"?
By dressing super silly and being very queer.
Trashcan Media, Ava Shahres, Beautiful Trash for Beautiful People, vol.5 published October 1st 2024 ‘FREAK FACTOR’