“French shells began to hit to the right and left of us. Leaving human forms writhing in agony.
Our advance came to a stop and after hesitating a few minutes drew back to our lines where the artillery fire followed us, ripping large gashes in our formation.
Soon the French drumfire engulfed us, filling the air with gas and giant pieces of steel. We automatically mounted the machine gun for action, and then like animals we burrowed into the earth, trying to find protection the deeper we went. Something struck my back where I carried my gas mask but I did not pay attention to it. A steel splinter broke the handle of my spade, and another knocked the remains out of my hand.
I kept digging with my bare hands, ducking my head every time a shell exploded nearby. A boy to my side was hit in the arm and cried out for help. I crawled over to him, ripped the sleeves of his coat and shirt open and started to bind the bleeding part. The gas was so thick that I could hardly discern what I was doing.
My eyes began to water and I felt as if I was going to choke. I reached for my gas mask, pulling it out of its container and then noticed to my horror that a splinter had gone through it, leaving a large hole. I had seen death thousands of times. Stared it in the face, but never experienced the fear I felt then.
Immediately I reverted to the primitive. I felt like an animal cornered by hunters with the instinct of self-preservation uppermost, my eyes fell on the boy who I had bandaged. Somehow he had managed to put his gas mask on his face with his one good arm. I leapt at him, and in the next moment had ripped the gas mask from his face.
With a feeble gesture he tried to wrench it from my grasp, then fell back exhausted. The last thing I saw before putting on the mask were his pleading eyes."
