#foxseer

my jaw hurts from clenching down so hard my teeth could break blood pissing from my mouth purging the very thought of you and i'd cut off my smile to spite your face if it meant you never saw it because it wasn't yours to take hell-damned, scoundrel in the night ASW // june 2026

flesh being ripped from my bones in a frenzied attack no sound to be heard because no one's around ASW // june 2026

was it really necessary? did you have to come along and give me a shopping list of all new traumas? did you have to make me fall in love with you? did you have to call me your wife? did you have to name the children you said we’d have? did you have to say you felt pressure because i was 35? did you have to fuck other people? did you have to lie about your name? did you have to lie about money? who do all those cards belong to? did it make you giddy to know i was one of many? were my tears getting in the way of you jerking off? did you get off on my devotion? did i not give you all my time? why did my needs make you love me less? did you ever love me at all? why was it all about you? did you have to gaslight me? who won the game? why did you still call me every time you wanted to die? did it comfort you to know each time i died a little inside? and when you saw me fading, did you think to stop? had i not debased myself enough for you? did you have to set a trap for me? did you have to call me "little miss"? did you have to lure me in? did you feel smug watching me panic for days? did it flatter you to hear i still loved you? could you taste the desperation in my poems? did you enjoy the power play? where did you find the audacity? did you really think i wouldn’t find out? don’t you know i know everything? you’re quite sloppy, you know? how do you think i found out? did you think i'd just stay quiet? was any of this worth it? 0/5 ☆☆☆☆☆ garbage goods. i loved him like the instructions said and i still got fucked over. stole my money. lifetime warranty is a scam. don't waste your time. ASW // june 2026