01/19/18
Just wanted to post these shameless trans man selfies that I took tonight. Feeling super confident in myself and how I’m growing to accept myself as the man I was meant to be. I know there are mountains to climb and a grand ole journey to take on, but I’m making it a point to be thankful for every single transition I make, even if the most change right now is only noticed on the inside. As for physical transitions, without testosterone, hats are a big thing for me right now. They make me feel masculine and the hair on my underarms has grown even more, though I believe it’s reached it’s capacity without testosterone. With these pictures, I can envision what Calvin might look like after top surgery, with some facial hair, and with a stronger facial bone structure. Carissa still exists. Under the hat and beyond the short hair, she’s there in all her glory. And she’s there, still, also on the inside. But Calvin is yearning to come out. Calvin is screaming to be seen, and I can’t wait for him to have the day he deserves. I’ve made it a beautiful 24 years, in my body as Carissa. It’s time to take on a new journey, and explore my life as Calvin…the life I believe I was meant to live. Love you all <3
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