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I was just starting to feel okay with you finally ignoring me as you should even though it hurts me. I was starting the emotional journey and then you come back and laugh at my jokes again and my ice cold frozen heart does this little fluttering thing and boy am I glad that I did some writing last night so now I’m feeling a little bit stable even though you just pulled one over me.

I also accidentally started watching the Izzie-George arc in Grey’s anatomy. I used to hate it so much but now I can seem to relate to Izzie’s line. My heart also felt tugged when the scene showed Derek choosing Mer regardless of how much he knows it’ll hurt him and idk, I kind of wish one day you might pull a McDreamy to my Meredith. I’d even settle for a McSteamy to my Lexie.

I’m still writing from the 12th floor though.

#therapy writing #writingoutloud #forsocks #freewriting #words #therapeuticwriting #12thfloor #grey’s anatomy #mcdreamy #slexie #merder #i write to cope #gravity

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"I'll get going", he said. "Book me a ride?"

She booked him a ride, waited for it to arrive and said her goodbyes.

Yet again, she's left dissatisfied and used. She has never hated herself more. It wasn't supposed to be this way. He was supposed to be the one who feels broken and used every time he leaves, not the other way around.

As she closed her door that night, she vowed that will be the last time that door opened up for that person. She can't count on anyone to make things right for herself. She only has herself.

May the gods, the God, the Universe--whatever is out there hear her prayers this time.

#forsocks

I know I said I needed space but wow I am surprised to find out how much of an ass you are. Like I knew it but I’m still very much surprised that you would really run away at the first sign of trouble. What an ass.

I’m thankful for the space though. I hope my thoughts of you stop haunting me, too.

#forsocks #who is an ass #but I already knew that #iwrite #to cope #and to heal

I need you to stay away from me because I have to do what is right.

#forsocks #lifethings #brokenhearted #what I wanted to say

Sometimes I think I’ve gotten over you completely. And then there are days like today when I wish you would just ask me how I am out of the blue. Like call me and not just message me so I can’t ignore you. Force my hand to ignore what is right and wrong and just go all the way with you. I know healing does not follow a linear path. I also know that I have to want to heal. I know that but I still don’t know what I want.

If only all of these happened earlier. before everything.