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BOO i’m back and with Little Guys no less!

i have been convinced by my partners to post more about these guys… so here they are but as PLUSHIES!!

how about i let you drift. how about i let you realize how much you dont need me, only to be pulled back to you when my mind overtakes my body. how about i try to kill a goddess in your name, only to realize that i must kill myself, or have someone else do it. how about i want to live, yet the shackles of fate pull me down. how about i want to learn words for you. how about i rest on you. how about i keep you safe when you sleepwalk. how about i want to die for you.

how about i see you as a sister. how about i want to braid your hair and listen to you play the piano. how about i wait for you when you leave. how about i look for you, too. how about i don't know much about you, yet you remind me of moons and rainbows, and i want to learn. how about i trust that you're strong, but i want to help carry your burdens. how about i'll try to make sure your flowers are in check and that you won't suffer. how about i want to live for you.

how about i give you nicknames and want to promise you eternity, yet i know i cannot. how about you've been there for me, when i cannot be there for myself. how about i prepare you for my own death, but both of you have shown me the beauty of the life, and i hesitate.

would it be okay if i zoned out near you? would it be okay if i said things that i don't mean? would you guys still love me?

would it be okay if i slipped up and called you "sister?" would it be okay if you reminded me of her, but what i thought that she could be? would it be okay if you stayed with us a little longer, and didn't run off?

would it be okay if i slipped up and called you "mine?" would it be okay if i get nervous around you, but i don't know why? would it be okay if i missed you? would it be okay if i like when you get flustered?

i do not understand humans. i do not understand much at all. i've been hurt so much that i created a friend using my mind alone. i feel wronged. i feel off. i think that i need fixed. so, can you help me?

i feel afraid a lot of the time. or, just uncertain. sad. upset. i live in the dark, and i feel my flowers wilt. so, can you show me the light that i see in you both?

the world will end. but, i will protect you. because i love you. and i don't believe your words when you say it back, but i trust you. i know that i do. so, do you trust me, too?

maybe i won't ever say anything. maybe i'll say everything i can. nightmares constantly haunt me, and in each one, i see you two. my mind is a bad place where even i get lost. so, will you find me?

if i must lose myself;

if i must suffer;

if i must lose it all;

for you, i will—

and, only you.

because, who else would i choose?

hasta que la muerte nos separe—

y después también.

uuuumm. sylvan posting.

i figure since i posted the Other One with flower symbolism i should post this one too (it hasn’t been a few months since that nooooo)

(i just realized i have yet to draw a third one for the Other Guy.. whoops i’ll do that soon)

this is my qpp’s oc!!!!!!

symbolism under cut

I wonder if i like flowers… idk

no pretty quote this post idk what to put </3

this is an oc unrelated to the other two i have been posting, this drawing is not canon i just like flower symbolism

Meanings under cut ☆