... a crushed daffodil ...

this one's a doozy, its really fucking long btw get ready for my plant yapping

from, musing of thy soul

I hate him.

I hate what hes done to me, I just want to forget about it all already. but at the same time I dont, and all I want to do is cry about everything he put me through.

I wanna tell the people that matter to me every tiny, miniscule detail and hope theyll realize just how bad it was for me.

I want them to know that at the end of it, when I was sleeping alone on a nasty fold out mini couch, in the other room from him because he couldn't even look at me; I was banging my head against the walls.

I was hoping that I would do it a little too hard a few times too many, and that it would kill me then and there.

I stared out of the window, looking at the roof piece below it, and wishing that I had the strength to step out on it and fall.

I wish I could express just how badly he made me go crazy, I wish I could explain just how much he wanted me to go crazy.

he wanted me gone so badly, just to try and crawl back afterwards and telling me how much he loved my body- but nothing of my personality.

he hated me, but loved what I could make him feel.

-sincerely, heavensent.

Supertato: Gladioluses, which symbolize strength, moral integrity, and remembrance

Carrot: Irises, which symbolize wisdom, hope, trust, and valor

Broccoli: Tulips, which symbolize perfect, deep love, rebirth, charity, joy and optimism

Aunt Broccoflower: The music note plant, which represents the beauty of a well-lived life, peace, the “music” of nature, and a lighthearted, cheerful spirit

Uncle Cauliflower: Asters, which represent love, wisdom, faith, and patience

Caulilini: Lavender, which represents serenity, grace, calmness, and devotion

Great Aunt Gypsy: Camellias, which symbolize style, elegance, and grace

Brocco-Mum and Mumma Broccoli: Carnations, which represent love, fascination, distinction and motherly love

Kale: Jasmine, which symbolizes love, sensuality, beauty, and grace

Chilli: Tiger lilies, which represent confidence, fierce beauty, prosperity, and pride

Tomato: Peonies, which represent romance, prosperity, good fortune, and a happy marriage

Grape Kids: Pansies, which represent loving thoughts, remembrance, and contemplation

Evil Pea: Snapdragons, which represent grace, strength, deception, mystery and magic

Sweet Pea: Sweet pea flowers, which represent blissful pleasure, thankfulness, departures and sweetness

Butterfly Pea: Butterfly pea flowers, which represent purity, grace, divinity, metamorphosis, new beginnings, and spiritual intuition

Sugar Snap Pea: Lilac, which represents springtime renewal, youthful innocence, and the spark of first love

Snow Pea and Winter Pea: Snowdrops, which symbolize hope, rebirth, and the promise of new beginnings

Beach Pea and Sea Pea: Beach/Sea pea flowers, which symbolize fond memories, gratefulness, lasting friendship, strength, resilience, and endurance

Mommy and Daddy Pea: Orchids, which symbolize luxury, refinement, rare beauty, and thoughtful love

Mini Peas and Tiny: Forget-me-nots, which symbolize true love, faithful connection, and remembrance

Corn Cobs 1 and 2/Corn and Cob: Larkspurs, which represent strong bonds of love, lightness, an open heart, a sweet disposition and a desire for laughter

Turnip: Water hyacinths, which represent the delicate duality of beauty and power, natural abundance, adaptability, spiritual purity, grace, and resilience

Pumpkin: Pumpkin blossoms, which represent bounty, prosperity, fertility, growth, abundance and the appreciation of nature’s seasonal gifts

Captain Pak Choi: Crimson pirate daylilies, which symbolize fleeting passion, flirtation, and seizing the moment

Kiwi and Kiwiberry: Bird of Paradise flowers, which represent joy, freedom, magnificence, paradise on earth, optimism, faithfulness, and successful new beginnings

Prickly Pear: Prickly pear cactus flowers, which symbolize endurance, protection, unyielding strength, the beautiful, hidden potential that can emerge from harsh or challenging circumstances, warmth, warmth-in-adversity, and resilience

Banana: Sunflowers, which symbolize adoration, loyalty, and unyielding faith

Monstertato: Calla lilies, which symbolize magnificent beauty, purity, rebirth, and graceful transitions

Robotato: Cornflowers, which represent hope in love, delicacy, devotion, fidelity and the anticipation of romance

Jalapeño: Fire lilies, which symbolize passion, glory, bold ambition, resilience, transformation, and the intense energy of achievement

Sprouty Claus, Cranberry and her Parents: Poinsettias, which symbolize good cheer, success, celebration, joy, community spirit, miracles, holiday warmth and positivity

Runner Bean: Daffodils, which symbolize new beginnings, rebirth, resilience, joy, unrequited love, and the promise of spring

Baby Watermelon and Daddy Watermelon: Baby’s breath, which symbolizes everlasting love, pure affection, innocence, the purity of new emotions, the innocence of newborns, and spiritual devotion

Raisin: Primroses, which symbolize youth, new beginnings, young love, femininity, grace, and renewal

Seakale, Crambe and their Parents: Sea kale flowers, which represent resilience, purity, endurance, overcoming adversity, inner strength, and untouched natural beauty

Melody: Stargazer lilies, which symbolize ambition, prosperity, wealth and the pursuit of dreams

Ken: Marigolds, which represent sunshine, warmth and optimism

Supertato, Melody and Ken’s Parents: Red roses, which symbolize passionate love, romance, and deep devotion

Ginger: Lotus flowers, which symbolize purity, rebirth, spiritual awakening, resilience, eloquence and truth

Lemon: Lemon blossoms, which symbolize fidelity in love, discretion, promise, longevity, and the sweet beginnings that help us navigate life’s sour challenges

Lime: Lime blossoms, which symbolize healing, protection, conjugal love, fidelity, grace, and dreams

Dr. Orange and Clementine: Orange blossoms, which symbolize purity, innocence, eternal love, fertility, prosperity, and new beginnings

Dr. Paula Red: Apple blossoms, which represent preference, good fortune, peace, hopeful romance, rebirth, fertility, and the promise of future happiness

Peach: Peach blossoms, which symbolize romance, prosperity, and the renewal of spring

Plum: Plum blossoms, which symbolize perseverance, resilience, hope, the courage to overcome adversity and the promise of impending spring

Cherry: Cherry blossoms, which symbolize renewal, the fleeting nature of life, and the beauty of the present moment

Strawberry: Strawberry blossoms, which symbolize perfect goodness, purity, innocence, the sweetness of life, new beginnings, and faithful love

Pineberry: Daisies, which symbolize innocence, purity, new beginnings, and cheerfulness

Blueberry: Magnolias, which symbolize dignity, nobility, perseverance, and a deep love of nature

‘Ākala: Hibiscus flowers, which symbolize delicate beauty, feminine power, seizing the present moment, hospitality, romance, and Hawaii’s famous Aloha spirit

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