#forcedeviae

if your system mates want to help you, they should be gentle with you, and first learn your fears of a new body. it's scary, the first time with Non-Human Biohacking, but I promise that it's worth the changes. Once that's out of the way, they'll start getting comfortable with dehumanizing you, recognizing your presence, and watching how you interact with others, and they'll see your intentions without you having to even open your mouth.

you're not a person, you never were. so why approach this with the rationality of a human being? all these labels, these terms - default to your natural emotions, your instincts, your needs. you NEED this to become physically nonhuman, ignoring that need requires believing in the idea that you have a choice to become nonhuman. you don't.

watch as your system mates hormonally change you. relish in the feeling of becoming ungovernable by human bounds. watch your nonhumanity flourish without you even having to speak. show off the growth that NHB has done to you, your body, your mind..

and if you really, really need to go there.. there's no harm in whining to be changed. there's no harm in snarling for it either, begging is not submissive, it is a demand in different tones. begging to be turned into an animal, to be ravaged into nonhumanity, stripped of what makes you a person by expressing pleasure through wild howls, robotic churns, or monstrous screams. you don't have to soften or toughen yourself to be a beast, being one is enough.

I know it's terrifying, and I know it might seem fruitless to accept yourself.

There is no forgetting that humanity is just another label. Humanity is not a biological concept if nonhumanity isn't one either. The animals see the city-folk differently because they behave differently.

But you? They see you as one of them. The way you walk, the way you talk, the way you howl with them, you dream the same way they dream...