#fluttersky

"Why are you are still here?" Asked Tirek, he knew the answer but couldn't quite understand the thought process behind it

"I still care about them, and about her, and i told you this before T" said the cranky draconequus "and i also told you before that HE has not yet found a way to kill me thus far, and so i am still here"

"Right, right" the minotaur sat in a rock besides Discord "remember when you betrayed them with me and i ended up betraying you?" Discord just nodded "those were the days! how many iterations ago was that?"

Discord looked over a rock he etched with countless engravings "seventeen thousand and twenty eight iterations ago" Discord had been around to try and fail to protect ponykind from obliteration that many times, each time the Infinite Multiverse would fall apart he was there to patiently mend it back together and begin another iteration doomed to failure; and yet he still cared, he cared far too much to let go and move on to another Reality Bubble, he had to keep going, for whatever caricature of his friends remained, and for whichever twisted copy was birthed anew of the one pony he cared about most, and couldn't spend a day without thinking about damn near to tears, this iteration's "Fluttersky" was particularly terrible, she was shallow and manipulative and spoiled rotten and an immoral hired assassin, yet was carried in life by her delightful looks and beautiful voice and refined time management skills, and all those other things that made Discord want to go back, seventeen thousand and twenty eight iterations back.

"Awful long time huh? Man, does it ever fly! How did the last battle with the Big G go?" Asked Tirek, knowing the answer was going to be soul crushingly delicious.

"He beat me to a pulp and i am back into my personal hell, there, are you happy now?!" In this last attempt to fight off Grogar and his army, he was experimenting feeding his good friend The Smooze every last shiny thing in Equestria and having him block the powers of the Army so he could take out Grogar more efficiently, this plan was made futile by Grogar blowing up the Smooze and taking Discord out...again

"Uh, right, yeah, ok" blabbered Tirek, he wasn't the best with words, or with being friends, even after all this time

"Thank you for your enlightening words T, now if you could leave me alone for the day, that would be great, i need to practice poking a goat's eyes out" said Discord with a vacant stare

Tirek left without further word

Discord slowly walked back into his observatory carved out at the peak of the inside of his mountain, and from there he saw a lot of things

A fancy schmancy mare trying to run from garbage food

Two business owners in a silent yet nuanced romance

A useless mare pretending to have a heart attack just to be unemployed for longer

And somepony who resembled his...his best friend, but was acting much like a big piece of shit

Chapter. 1 

Fluttershy is about as normal as anyone could be as a disabled 9-year-old girl with low vision and physical scarring all over her body, it’d earned her weird looks, but it was nothing compared to the loneliness she felt when her first friend moved away in 2nd grade. In 3rd grade, she’d had no friends at all, instead she opted to spend recess latching to anyone she could, but they never liked her, she was far too “jumpy”. 

Home wasn’t much better; during the weeks she stayed with her mother, a manic-depressive psychopath who did nothing but waste money on expensive clothing instead of food, her mother was a leach, even to Fluttershy. Her Mother used her constantly for venting and always tried to force her to cry. When Fluttershy wouldn’t cry, her mother would resolve to say she’s a bad mother, knowing that always got to her and made her cry.

Starting her 5th grade year’s first week, Fluttershy was simply happy to be seeing her friends again on this Friday morning and this time, even made a new friend, a girl named AJ. AJ was a year older than her, quiet and reserved, preferring to draw and watch anime rather than going anywhere but AJ loved her family a lot, so Fluttershy understood why she’d want to be home so much. She breathed in the calm September air once off the bus and went to the wall where AJ stood, though it was a small school building, she enjoyed this school much more than the one she had no friends in, that was large and scary.  

“Good morning.” It took AJ a second to grasp that she was being spoken to, “Morning.” she said flatly and the two girls rounded the corner, Fluttershy sat and AJ crouched across from her, the gravel was warm on Fluttershy’s thighs and the sun beating down on her face was relaxing but then she moved to her knees, “Wanna talk about anime?” She asked, since Fluttershy was trying more now to get into anime, she figured AJ would be a good person to get the basics from, “Sure,” AJ said, Fluttershy could never figure her out, who she was or what her motives were, though she didn’t have much time to guess. “Can I talk with you guys?” A girl appeared, making Fluttershy crane her neck, ‘A new friend!’ she thought, standing to meet the gaze of the tall girl with long rainbow coloured hair which Fluttershy thought was so pretty. 

“I’m Fluttershy!” She took the tall girl's hand, who nervously shook it, her hand was wonderfully soft and pale, the touch made Fluttershy hesitate to pull her off hand from the other girl. “What’s your name?” The tall girl looked flustered and a little scared as she pulled her hand away, “Rain...” Fluttershy didn’t catch the last of her mumbling, “Uh, what was that?” The girl just mumbled again but she no longer needed her to say it, “Rainbow Dash!” another girl shouted, and Rainbow Dash groaned, seemingly losing her shy and quiet personality in an instant. “Who’s that?” Fluttershy asked, in the distance, she could barely see the girl who came running before her attention was snatched by Rainbow Dash running off. 

Fluttershy turned and almost took off with her but quickly checked in with AJ, “You okay if I go?” she asked quickly, earning a shrug from AJ. She ran, following Rainbow to the corner, a dead end with a chain link fence greeted them both. “That’s Gilda.” Rainbow Dash answered her, “She thinks she’s my friend because I know nobody else here.” she scoffs, “It’s fucking stupid.” Fluttershy was shocked, she’d never heard that language from anyone but adults. “You swear?” she asked in disbelief and Rainbow nodded, hands on her hips. “Yeah? If anyone tries to get me in trouble for it, I just lie and say I didn’t do it,” she said proudly, she was only seeming more intriguing and cooler by the second, “That or I just say I said something different.” She shrugs, the bell rings for morning classes to start. Fluttershy follows obediently behind her, watches her brush off Gilda when she tries to speak then, they enter the school. “This is my class.” Rainbow mentions.  

“Will I see you at recess?” 

“I... guess?” 

The two girls parted ways in the hallway. Fluttershy didn’t pay attention all throughout her morning classes, she was much too focused on Rainbow Dash, she liked that name, her face, how soft her skin was, she liked how edgy and cool she appeared, her disregard for rules and authority was so appealing to the young girl, she hoped so much that they’d see each other again at recess and that she wouldn’t lose track of her like she did at the old school with so many people. She wouldn’t let it happen again. 

By recess, Fluttershy changed her shoes and ran outside, finding Rainbow Dash looking lost. “Rainbow Dash, right?” The taller girl turned to face the younger, “Yeah...” Rainbow scratched her arm, “So what things do you like?” Fluttershy asked, walking with Rainbow Dash toward a long dirt path filled with pebbles and slightly larger rocks. Rainbow clicked her tongue, “Have you ever heard of the Wonderbolts?” she asks, Fluttershy wracks her brain but shakes her head, “Well, it’s awesome,” Rainbow begins, “They’re a band and my favourite member is Surprise, I have a massive crush,” Fluttershy thought that was a strange name for a boy, “...on her. Though she’s super underrated.” Rainbow finished. “She?” Fluttershy asked, “Yeah, she. I’m a lesbian.” 

Lesbian was a word that Fluttershy had only heard once or twice when her mother made strange comments about women who seemed intimate with other women. “I like girls.” Rainbow narrowed it down, “Actually, just Surprise but you get what I mean.” Fluttershy thought to herself, on one hand she’d gotten Rainbow Dash to open to her and on the other, Fluttershy was starting to question how she felt when she first saw Rainbow Dash. “I think you’d like Blaze.” Fluttershy committed the name of the band and the member to memory for later when she’d be at her grandmother’s place. It wasn’t long for the bell signaling the end of the 20-minute break was up and afternoon classes began. Once insisde to take off her shoes, Fluttershy mumbled some analytics to herself, “If she likes girls...and I’m a girl and I like her, maybe she might like me too.” The thought of it made her sick in a good way. As usual, she didn’t pay the slightest attention in class, focused solely on her new friend’s interests. 

"I come here to see, the one they call Fluttersky"

After the kindly old staff members guided him to the rooms with the various technicolor fillies, he discerned the one with long pink hair and yellow coat, this was the target, boss wanted to know about their wellbeing.

"Infant, inform me of your status" said Lord Tirek with a voice so gruff it could intimidate any pony, and so this tiny pony was very, very intimidated.

"EEK!!" Cowered the shy yellow pegasus

"I DEMAND TO KNOW OF YOUR STATUS! TELL ME EVERYTHING ABOUT YOURSELF THIS INSTANT!"

"I-umm i-i-i-umm ah- i" Fluttersky wasn't anything close to a brave pony, she was scared of her own shadow and got nervous near candles, so this was a death sentence for her and her little heart.

"I will take that as a 'bad', but now tell me, do you have any...friends in this here place?" Tirek tried to be less intimidating, he failed, but the attempt was just what was needed.

"I-i...i have no f-f-friends here, i-i only have myself and my toys, eep!" Fluttersky then slowly but timidly lowered herself to silently have a heart attack right then and there. Tirek noticed this, of course.

"WOAH THERE! Don't die on me, boss would never forgive me! Just wait a second..." Lord Tirek thought about his options now, he could make a run for it while the staff were still off doing something else, he could tell boss that he got it wrong and it was another filly born with the essence of his favorite pony ever, or he could...

Tirek channeled his magic and put some droplets of his life force into the tiny pegasus, restarting her heart and giving her life anew, a better life probably, being less of a doormat most likely!

"W-what just happened?!" Tiny little Fluttersky felt...very odd, very very peculiar indeed! It's like her brain was forming itself back up using the new input it had, shaping her emotions into something very much unlike her old self, and more similar to-

"I saved you from death, be grateful, i will tell boss you are well and that's that, goodbye" Tirek began to leave, when Fluttersky instead took this time to look at the fillies around her with new eyes, she looked at a brown colt, he had taken one of her toys once, she can't believe that she apologized to him when she should have taught him a lesson on the spot! Idiots like that have no place near her, neither do losers like the useless Carrot Twist, always with those rancid hoof painting skills that nopony gives a flying feather about, New Fluttersky can't even fathom how she complimented her drawings out of politeness, she can't believe that she didn't laugh when Sweetie Drops broke her leg the other day!

She pushed some ugly piece of work away as she walked up to Lyra Heartrings, and took her baby doll for herself

"HEY! Give that back Flutters! What's wrong with you?" Exclaimed the poor, ugly little orphan.

"Oh? Boo hoo hoo! Snowflake got offended?" Lyra opened her mouth for half a second before being closed by Fluttersky's wing "Yeah, i don't give one damn about that, so shut it, ok?".

And so Fluttersky went for a nap, and left this day a different filly than when she started, why she would never be the same!

THIS SERIES IS NOT FOR ANYONE BELOW MY AGE (16), CONTAINS TRIGGING TOPICS

I'm flutterskies-hd and I've had some pretty rough moments in my life so I made this fanfiction to cope. I love MLP and Creepypastas centering around the media have always been intriguing to me so I decided to join the fray.

Before we start, please keep your own mental health in mind and assess yourself properly. As much as I want this fanfic to help others like myself to cope, don't read this if you're prone to breakdowns of any kind

Secondly, everything you'll read on this blog is my own personal and real traumas and I ask you to please respect that knowledge.

Third, despite this series containing real life events, it will not contain the names or physical descriptions of the people involved, instead, they will be replaced with MLP characters similar to their likeness

Fourth, because this is derived from my life, certain MLP characters (most of them) will not completely match their in-media colourful horse counterparts, which isn't really far off from most MLP horrors (ie. .mov series) lol

Yes, I've had good moments in my life but this is a VENT SERIES!

Now onto the warnings, this series contains:

Physical abuse, mental abuse, emotional abuse, attempted murder, bullying, cyberbullying, self harm, suicidal motifs, depression, obsession, parental conflict (arguing), emotional incest, implied racism, implied p3d0 fetish (you wont see much of that, its one line of dialogue), slight sa(?), attempted poisoning, mentions of ED, Gaslighting, sexually violent fantasies (as a trauma response), arguing, Dissociation, memory loss

The Plot + Chapter links

a disabled nine year old named Fluttershy starts her second year at a new school and meets a shy girl named Rainbow Dash who's two years her senior. The pair become fast friends, at least in Fluttershy's mind. When the pair bond over their abusive upbringings, things take a turn for the worst.....

The Mane 6 the name of Twilight Spankle gang of friends. The members are: AppleJack, Rainbow Dash, Fluttershy, Rarity, Pinkie Pie, Twilight Spankle.  I found a song or songs that summer-up the characters of AppleJack, Rainbow Dash, Pinkie Pie, Twilight Spankle, FlutterySky. Each song summer-up those characters in many ways. I think those 6 characters good models to males, females. The reason I’m…

Fluttershy's making a really good argument here. Applejack you stupid, lovable hick, get off your high apple and see reason.

All of these ponies are lebians, I swear to goddamn goddamn, "When you go big, Applejack, you really GO BIG~!" Did you say that, Rarity, did you really just fucking say that? Holy fucking shit these bitch horses.

I love it so much. Especially blue bitch horse. Now we need to get blue bitch horse a song of her own.

HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK SHE'S A VAMPIRE SHE'S A FUCKING VAMPIRES WHATTHEFUCK

SHE'S STILL A VAMPIRE