#fluid?

THIS WAS AN OPTION THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME?? THIS??? I SPENT TWO FUCKING DECADES FIGHTING WITH WIRES AND CUPS AND STRAPS, THINKING THAT WAS AS GOOD AS IT GOT, LONGING FOR ONE SIMPLE PIECE OF SECURE FABRIC AND IT WAS THIS THE WHOLE TIME????????!!

I’m having a bit of a gender identity crisis. I’ve always thought I was cisgender, but now I’m not 100% sure on that

I’ve always liked looking androgynous, I had my hair short for a while and I loved wearing hoodies and backwards ball caps. And I’ve been jealous of the way that guys can wear things since like 6th grade

And now I’m thinking about pronouns, cuz I was originally just like “oh I enjoy being androgynous, and I really wouldn’t mind having a penis some of the time, but I still like she/her” but now I’m thinking about it and I think I do like he/him pronouns

But not all of the time

Like I still wanna wear sundresses and do my makeup and be girly sometimes, but other times I really wanna dress like an e-boy and have my short hair back and have a dick and maybe have people use he/him for me?