Constellations spark behind his eyelids. After the collision of celestial bodies, he wanders the vastness, infinity, and darkness. His breathing normalizes. His pulse slows down. Your quivering breath fans beneath his ear.
âWhat are you thinking?â you mutter as you try to scrape off from his chest, but he surrounds you with his strong arms. Youâre not going anywhere.
âNothing.â
âI donât believe you.â You squinch around him, your giggling muffling his gasp.
âAlright, Iâm thinking of how good you feel.â His fingers play with the ends of your hair, gingerly twisting and pulling. Starts wink in the sky, sheepishly giggling at the two honoring the goddess of love.
You stir, kiss him on the cheek, bodies lustrous in sweat, faces glowing in rushing blood. The music is too loud downstairs.
Tears ferment in the corners of his eyes. They remain close as he hops from star to star. âDonât die. Tomorrow, and as long as I'm here, please donât die.â He holds you tight and rolls over; your knees hooked at his waist, and he rocks his hips again. "Promise it."
âI wonât die, Levi,â you mewl in a moan as your nails draw marks in his back. Sticking your flag everywhere.
 You will survive, itâs all he can think about. You will be the last person roving the universe. And he will make sure of that âYours is the last human thought.â Looking into your eyes, he sweeps the wild tendrils of hair off your face.
âYou will be that last thought.â
âYours will be the last word.â
âYour name will be the last word.â
Flakes of skin peel away; tears hiss in the heat wave. Red, tender, raw. Nerve ends wrecked; he no longer feels pain.
Levi, Levi, Levi.
You lurch from bed, rattled in heavy breaths, heart whipped into a canter. Half of the room lights up in a faint orange halo that's soft with the eyes. Levi groans, raked from slumber. âWhatâs wrong?â
You look at him, breaking in sobs, the scars on his face concealed in the darkness, his body embraced in a ring of light from behind. You hug him, cling onto him, pepper his t-shirt in tears. His heartbeat is steady, full of life.
âIâm here. I'm here,â he soothes you in a raspy whisper. His hand, incomplete, stroking your back.
Now you know he was being selfish when you made that promise.
You canât be the last human roving. Because without him you cannot survive.
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â Text: hello everyone!! I went through my drafts and realized I never got the chance to post this and felt the need to do it (with some editing). I have decided to combine these two requests together to bring out and make a very fluff but some angst headcanons, it was actually interesting for me to do something like this. I did this because they had a similar theme and I wanted it to have a very fluff ending and longer writing for you all since I keep seeing more likes and reblogs in my account so thank you so much to all after all this time! Enjoy it :,)
synopsis: coming from the underground and having to adapt to a new environment is quite challenging for anyone, especially having to deal with people constantly bullying and picking on y/n just because she is different. Y/n is a very determined person and always tries her keep on going. Although, it does get hard on her later and Captain Levi does take notice of that. He usually doesnât worry a lot about new cadets, but y/n coming from the underground, Levi could relate, and actually feel sympathy towards her. He slowly begins to worry for her more and care for her which leads to him being protective and enjoying being with Y/n....but something happens and Captain Levi does not hold back anymore.Â
word count: 2.2k. fluff, comfort, angst, warning: slight picking on, bullying, aot world, headcanons & fanfiction ⥠â
Finally, y/n was free from that damned place. It felt like she was going to be there for the rest of her life but she finally made it out. Apparently, the military needed some more people to join the Survey crops since a lot had left, were injured and many died recently in the last expedition when they rescued Eren the titan shifter from the enemies.Â
A lot hesitated, but y/n did not care. She just needed to leave this toxic environment that was draining her each day. But little did she know, the outside world was going to be the biggest challenge she had to face.
âEveryone salute and welcome your new cadets!â Mike Zacharias, the instructor, yelled out across the field that you were pretty sure your eardrums were going to burst.Â
âHey I heard there is someone from the underground that joined the survey crops, is that true?â someone uttered which you overheard as you looked at them. They quickly glanced at you, staring at you deeply with a look of judgment. âYup, this is not welcoming at all.â Y/n thought as she looked away and started to introduce herself.Â
âIâm Y/N L/N, I hope I can keep up with everyoneâs pace and learn from you.â Y/n said eagerly, finally it was a new start for her, no more getting bad treatment in the underground, no one being rude to her. She heard a lot about being part of the survey crops, you finally get some respect from people as part of a famous regiment.
âWhere did you come from huh?â Someone yelled from the crowd, âHuh? why is he asking that, does it really matter where I am coming from?â Y/n thought as she gave a look of concern and worry. âUm, from....the underground.â As soon as she uttered that, the whole vibe changed and everyone looked at each other.
The squad leader just gave a sigh and left. It seemed like he knew this would be the start of a big problem and did not want to be responsible for it. But, he glanced back at Y/n, âPlease....donât cause any trouble.â Then he finally left.
Y/n was now even more confused. Was there a reason that there would be trouble in the first place? She decided to just let that thought slide since it had no answer and decided to go into her cabin.
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Okay, now she gets it. Itâs cause she was from the underground and no one was from there and treated them differently. It seemed like any place she went to would never be welcoming. The group of trainers had started to treat her differently, when it was lunch time no one would sit with her, or if she needed advice they would always ignore her or tell her to âfigure it outâ. Y/n had no friends and no one by her side, she accepted that fact but then wondered...Was there something wrong with her maybe? She kept doubting herself now and that was the last thing she wanted.
Although, not everyone was treating her differently. Corporal Levi was their instructor for the use of 3D maneuver gear. Apparently, he is known as the strongest soldier who performed exceptionally well in everything.
Levi was observant, that was not something hard to guess coming from a man who is very much experienced. He noticed the gap between the recruits and...Y/n. He did find that odd and probably thought perhaps she didnât take a shower.
Well. Yes, he was not treating her differently because Levi actually treats everyone the same! So perhaps Y/n would take that as...fair treatment for once?
âAlright, thatâs enough for today.â Just as everyone was ready to go have dinner and relax Levi stood in front of Y/n. âYou. Iâm gonna need you to stay behind and follow me.â
Okay scratch that âfair treatmentâ. Y/n was wondering now what she had done after following Levi. She noticed then that he was quite muscular from the back and he really...did look quite attractive upfront. Later on, she noticed that she was in his office.
âSo whatâs the deal with you?â. Hearing that suddenly once he sat down on his chair made Y/n nervous but still stood her ground. âI... dont think I understand, Corporal.âÂ
âListen, I need to know whatâs going on. Being part of the survey crops means we need to collaborate together, but if there is an issue then Iâll need to hear it, Hm?â
Was he concerned about her perhaps? Y/n then decided to go ahead and tell him about how she was one of the newer recruits that joined coming from the underground and was the reason everyone was giving her that behaviour. Levi was completely off guard, he looked at her with surprise that she herself never seen.
âOkay....I think I get it now. Clearly, there are some shitheads that I need to deal with.â Y/n now was the one who stood off guard. âS-Sir? I didnât mean to complain or anything!â She was now worried. Scared knowing that maybe now she had done it for herself and made this a bigger problem as it is.
âDonât worry, just go back for now. Iâll see you in the morning.â He said as he got up and then put his hand gently on her shoulder. âYou are....doing a great job. Hang in there.â
And with that, she was left alone in his office, but with a warm feeling, so warm it warmed her heart. He was indeed not what the rumours said about him. But perhaps, it was the same with her since she knew there were some nasty rumors going around. Then she thought âJust maybe....I found someone I can relate toâ
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Ever since then, Levi seemed irritated with the other scouts as he did notice and heard some remarks about others mocking Y/n. As well as the way they were just really acting like a bunch of kids who were not mature and had no idea what was coming from them. They truly were pathetic. âYou know, itâs best not to be with such pathetic people.â He said suddenly as he was helping Y/n fix her 3DMG which mysteriously got jammed.Â
Y/n felt these past few weeks that Levi was caring for her.....but in his own way.
Whenever they had a break, he would go over to Y/n and have a small chat. Nothing big just simple talks. âMake sure to wear good clothes...you know the winter is around the corner.â Y/n quite liked the small chats, it was a while since she had such a nice refreshing chat with someone. But she did not expect Levi to be the one, as he was not very vocal but she noticed actions spoke louder than words for him. Always giving her water or some biscuits for her to have, and checking on her equipment. It felt like she was cared for once and it did make her have an unknown feeling. It was quite complex for her to figure out but, it made her feel happy for sure though.
Whenever she got bullied by the other scouts on how she was just a nobody and just a junkie from the underground, it really made her feel embarrassed and she started wearing a hood over her head just to not be seen or known by others. However, that did not work for Levi as he spotted her quickly as she was sitting beside a tree. âY/n? Why are you hiding there.â She looked up and saw him with a concerned look. But she gave a small smile, he was....different that was for sure.
âI just wanted to be alone, thatâs all.âÂ
âOh. Then, would you like me to leav-â
âNo!â Y/n did not realize that she had just now raised her voice, but not only that....also grabbing the Corporal's wrist! She quickly backed away and before she was about to say something, Levi just started to....laugh? The whole atmosphere changed within seconds and Y/n just found herself smiling like an idiot.Â
âYeah, I am convinced now that you are an idiot.â He sat beside her and looked at her with a reassuring smile. Now she was a blushing mess, she just knew her face was heating up! Just being beside him the whole time, made her forget about what even made her upset from the beginning and not feel insecure anymore. Levi made her feel that just being herself was nothing wrong, nothing to be embarrassed about. Just spending time with Levi made her realize that, as someone like himself who really doesnât seem to care about what others say about him while doing what he has to do was the highlight for her. She was y/n, her own person, and also....maybe an idiot according to Levi? But she will take that.
Y/n wasnât sure what this unknown feeling was, but she wanted to keep feeling it for way longer. As time went by, she felt Leviâs worry and care for her. Whenever they passed by each other, he would look at her with a small smile, and sometimes when they were alone he made y/n to call him Levi.
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Again, her 3DMG wasnât working. She was quite disappointed in herself for not maintaining her gear, this would definitely not make her survive outside the walls if she had this problem occurring.
Y/n looked over at Levi who seemed quite angry and annoyed. She felt something in her gut that today...something was gonna happen.
âAlright, who done it.â The whole training area in the forest got silent. Everyone looks at each other with fear in their eyes. âWhat...? Donât tell me.â
And thatâs when Y/n figured it out, someone was tampering with her 3DMG! It was not just a coincidence after all. However, that left her feeling terrible. Levi could see that and thatâs when he snapped when seeing just how hurt Y/n was.
âNo one is leaving here till that disgusting shithead who is responsible comes out.â No one had really seen Corporal Levi like that, the atmosphere changed so bad that even Mike felt it without sniffing anything. âI said no trouble...cause Iâm afraid of this.â
Everyone now started to back away and look towards the guy who was trying to hide in the middle between the scouts. Y/n quickly noticed that it was one of the main people in the scouts that really was bothering her and came to the conclusion after seeing his fearful face that he was the culprit indeed.
Levi didnât need to guess who it was and went walking slowly, straight up to him. âWas it...You.â Now, Y/n was sure that guy might have probably taken a real shit right now. He started sweating so badly and then got to the floor. âI-Iâm so sorry Corporal!!! I mean to..!â Levi looked down at him with such disgust. âYou are indeed pathetic. I did notice your shitty behaviour lately. But to go this far...doing that to another comrade? No. You are no longer a trustworthy scout, let alone a decent citizen and Iâm officially taking you out of the whole Training Corps.â
The tension was so high, that everyone backed away from Levi and the bully, who really started this whole problem. Y/n just stood there with sadness and confusion. Seems like she probably will never know why she was the one picked on, like always.
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After a long day, Y/n was called into Leviâs office during the evening. She went over there and inside his office. Levi noticed immediately the sadness in her eyes and the change in her vibe. He wondered why, why was she still upset? Did they bother her afterwards? He was about to ask when.
âWhy did you do that for me? Was it for the good of the scouts to remove someone who doesnât collaborate with others or....was it for me?â With that last word, she looked up with tears in her eyes that made her eyes come out looking more beautiful than ever. He stood in front of her now, and slowly, gently grabbing her hand. He looked at her with a lot of affection this time. âIdiot. It was because I care for you.â Levi said it so quietly, as if he just wanted Y/n to hear it and no one else even though they were both alone in his office. But, he said it in a way that made him blush just slightly, he was definitely not used to talking in a way to make someone acknowledge how he cares for them but also....for someone who he seemed to like.
âI was from there too you know.â He said suddenly, âSo I understand.â Levi was now softly wiping the tears that rolled down Y/nâs cheeks. Levi didnât need to say more, nothing more. Just that look in his eyes and the feeling that they are both feeling right now. That Unknown feeling was reassuring and what Y/n only needed. Nothing else. Y/n then brought her arms around Leviâs shoulders and hugged him, she wanted to feel his warmth on this cold winter night and comfort for her heart that she never knew she needed till tonight. Levi, hugged her back tightly with affection around her waist, also needing some more warmth that night and they stood there, hugging each other while outside his office window, it started to finally snow.
note: okay, Iâm glad to have posted this! Iâm not sure if anyone will read it or like it but I felt the sudden urge to post it and it was on my mind lately! Iâm also finally done with uni and taking a break, so I decided to come back to post this and see whoever wants to read it and enjoy it. The world is crazy atm and I hope whoever reads this gives themselves a break once in a while <3