#floaty feeling

I’ve been having weird floaty dissociations recently. The fact that more people are calling me Ursa now is weird. Great, but weird. I wonder if Shiki or Maximoo ever had a problem like this. I should ask them at one point.

I also happened to work on the same day Carlos (Olivera™️) chaperoned his kid on a field trip at Dewberry Farm. He called me by my old name and I felt weird. It was good to see him though.

That same time, Connie had complicated my voice, saying “You have such a cool voice”. It definitely made me flustered. I “helped” with crowd control (though “helped” is a generous way to put it), and I ended up working with Karina (the girl I befriended last year) and Victoria. I got to interact with a bunch of kids, so that was nice.

Don’t work, tomorrow though because of the rain. Hoping to go to the craft store to find things that’ll help in making my Halloween costume, but we’ll see.

I am borderline depressed again? Like I’m not really sad, I’m able to get up for work most times without crying but I was kinda ready to just off myself a few days ago without really feeling much. Like while discussing with my brother what house we’re moving into since we’re both homeless now I’m already convinced it’s my last day on earth. And I feel really weirdly detached about that, and I felt really bad that people would be hurting about it so I tried to apologize but they just cried and I feel really lost.

Like I guess I wont, I probably wasn’t going to considering how I was convinced out of it by bodily functions when people are stressed out. So I guess I Was faking or something. I’m not really sure. I feel like I’m depressed though but I’m not allowed to just lay in bed all day and things are normal-ish I guess so I’m just kinda here. With noodle arms. I’m kinda hungry to be honest but I don’t really care that much either and if I think about it too much I make myself really sick and I’m not hungry anymore.

Frau slowly grows a smile through this speech. Of course, a little 'oh my!' popped up at the orgasm part, but at the end she was smiling. She placed a hoof on Star's shoulder. "I'm ecstatic to hear that, dear! I know you two will stick to each other, and be inseparable. You two were made for each other!," she nods. "And I hope you are happy for the rest of your days."