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This past weekend (August 7-10, 2025) was the annual Fic Writers' Retreat and the first European Writers' Retreat, and I was fortunate enough to be a part of such an exciting and magical experience! I put up the offer during the retreat to boost the fics that everyone either wrote or started during both retreats, so here are the ones that I have found or has been enthusiastically submitted to me!!
If you were part of the 2025 retreats and have a fic that you want to promote, please let me know and I'll add it to this list!
Please note that that unlike my normal lists, I am linking to TUMBLR posts as well on this list (indicated in the fic listing); I've tried to link to the ones I have reblogged to my own blog in case they disappear, but I will do my best to keep the links on this post updated.
I am ALSO aware that there will be (is?) an AO3 collection, so when that link is available, I'll add it as well.
ALSO NOTE!!! THIS IS A MULTIFANDOM / MULTISHIP LIST! Please respect those fandoms, and the fandoms/ships are listed as well if they're different than Johnlock.
FULL WORKS (AO3 LINKS)
Reluctant Topping Series by ShirleyCarlton (E, 6,805+ w. across 2 works || University AU || Alternate First Meetings, Bisexual John, First Time, For a Case, Virgin Sherlock, Switching) â During last week's Fic Writers' Retreat, I finally picked up the WIP of part 3 of this series, which had been sitting in my WIP folder half-finished for OVER THREE YEARS. Aaannnd.... I just managed to finish its first draft, yay! It's bottom!lock, from Sherlock's POV. (And this time, he is *more* than a bit of a slut. However, meeting John of course changes everything. Well, not everything.) (FROM THIS POST HERE)
Darwin Drift by StellaCartography (E, 3,689 w., 1 Ch. || Mystrade || Cliff Jumping, Blow Jobs, Hand Jobs, Sex While Swimming, Mild Fleeting Angst, Public Sex) â In fluid dynamics, Darwin drift is the displacement of fluids through two fluid parcels after the passage of a body perpendicular through the plane of separation. Part 3 of Surface Tension
FLASH FICS (PRIMARILY TUMBLR LINKS)
Flash Fic 1 by @raina-at (G, 635 w. || TUMBLR || SHERLOCK FANDOM || Parentlock with Rosie) â For the prompt 'Write an argument', and I drew John and Rosie as characters (so, easy mode, really).
Flash Fic 2 by @raina-at (G, 439 w. || TUMBLR || SHERLOCK FANDOM || Dancing, Undercover for a Case, Cruise Ship) â This was a prompt we all did together. We had four words, ship, money, accusation, shield. We could skip one word. I skipped shield.
Flash Fic Round I by @shirleycarlton (G, 486 w. || TUMBLR || SHERLOCK FANDOM || Crack) â So today, at our European Fic Writers' Retreat, we did a Zoom call with the Canadian retreat (which happens to take place at the same time!) We used a random number generator to choose several prompts from various lists and websites. First, you had to write a list of characters you were willing to write about, and number them. Then the random number generator tells you which ones to use. This way, I ended up with the following prompts to use: Lestrade, Mrs Turner, An argument, flight, superhero The rules were: you have 20 minutes.
Flash Fic Round II by @shirleycarlton (G, 420 w. || TUMBLR || JOHNLOCK || Board Games, Stroppy Sherlock) â So here's my flash ficlet from the second round we did today at the European Fic Writers' Retreat, together with the Canadian retreat (over Zoom). This time, we all used the same prompts. We used storytelling dice to come up with the following prompts: ship, shield, money, accusation. The rules were: Use at least 3 of these. You have 20 minutes.
Crying in the Elements (Flash Fic 1) by @meetinginsamarra (G, 448 w. || TUMBLR || MYSTRADE || Stroppy Greg, Kissing) â We used a random number generator to choose several prompts from various lists and websites. First, you had to write a list of characters you were willing to write about, and number them. Then the random number generator tells you which ones to use. The rules were: you have 20 minutes. I got Greg and Mycroft, so first written Mystrade ever, and used the following prompts: Write about an argument, Flight and to depart, Superhero, fic title "Crying in the elements"
Flash Fic Round II by @meetinginsamarra (G, 341 w., || TUMBLR || SHERLOCK FANDOM || Crack, Piratelock) â So here's my flash ficlet from the second round we did today at the European Fic Writers' Retreat, together with the Canadian retreat (over Zoom). This time, we all used the same prompts. We used storytelling dice to come up with the following prompts: ship shield money accusation The rules were: Use at least 3 of these. You have 20 minutes. I used ship, sack of money, accusation
Avoiding Secrets⨠by @helloliriels (G, 708 w., || TUMBLR || SHERLOCK X SANDMAN CROSSOVER || Pre-ASIP, Army John, Light Angst, Dreaming, Character Study) â John stepped into the large marble hall, gazing around in wonder at the great expanse. At one end of the vast room was a raised dais above a winding set of stairs, and out the window beyond, the stars - the stars! - too numerous to count, shone through the window brighter than they should at any time of night. He knew he must be dreaming.
Brooklyn Dust by @beccibarnes (G, 540 w. || TUMBLR || GOOD OMENS / MARVEL CROSSOVER || Steve Rogers POV, Bars/Pubs, Bartender Crowley) â I rolled Steve Rogers and Crowley as characters, which is an interesting combination in itself. Then I kinda mixed and matched the two prompts, "Protagonist visits a place of their childhood home" and "He drank life before spitting it out". But mostly I just tried to make these two meet in a believable way. Written in 15 minutes with only minor edits afterwards.
Flash Fic by @seekers-who-are-lovers (G, 366 w. || TUMBLR || RKDD FANDOM || Bombing, Tension) â The moment the rockets dropped on the Izu Islands, Toto Isshiki dragged Alice Moriarty with him, shielding her away with his jacket, running fast. He forced her to hide inside the cave nearby.
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here is the link to the first writersretreat flash fic I posted on my tumblr https://meetinginsamarra.tumblr.com/post/791569407914786816/flash-fic-round-1
meetinginsamarra asked: Hi Steph! I hope I understood your post correctly. Here is the link to my tumblr post for the second writersretreat flas fic https://www.tumblr.com/meetinginsamarra/791569858123923456/flash-fic-round-2
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Crying in the Elements (Flash Fic 1) by @meetinginsamarra (G, 448 w. || TUMBLR || MYSTRADE || Stroppy Greg, Kissing) â We used a random number generator to choose several prompts from various lists and websites. First, you had to write a list of characters you were willing to write about, and number them. Then the random number generator tells you which ones to use. The rules were: you have 20 minutes. I got Greg and Mycroft, so first written Mystrade ever, and used the following prompts: Write about an argument, Flight and to depart, Superhero, fic title "Crying in the elements"
Flash Fic Round II by @meetinginsamarra (G, 341 w., || TUMBLR || SHERLOCK FANDOM || Crack, Piratelock) â So here's my flash ficlet from the second round we did today at the European Fic Writers' Retreat, together with the Canadian retreat (over Zoom). This time, we all used the same prompts. We used storytelling dice to come up with the following prompts: ship shield money accusation The rules were: Use at least 3 of these. You have 20 minutes. I used ship, sack of money, accusation
Hi there! Thanks for making that post!It was so lovely to write together with you guys and wave at each other and I can't wait to see some of the results from your side! Here are the two flash fics I wrote during the joint session:
Flash Fic Round I by @shirleycarlton (G, 486 w. || TUMBLR || SHERLOCK FANDOM || Crack) â So today, at our European Fic Writers' Retreat, we did a Zoom call with the Canadian retreat (which happens to take place at the same time!) We used a random number generator to choose several prompts from various lists and websites. First, you had to write a list of characters you were willing to write about, and number them. Then the random number generator tells you which ones to use. This way, I ended up with the following prompts to use: Lestrade, Mrs Turner, An argument, flight, superhero The rules were: you have 20 minutes.
Flash Fic Round II by @shirleycarlton (G, 420 w. || TUMBLR || JOHNLOCK || Board Games, Stroppy Sherlock) â So here's my flash ficlet from the second round we did today at the European Fic Writers' Retreat, together with the Canadian retreat (over Zoom). This time, we all used the same prompts. We used storytelling dice to come up with the following prompts: ship, shield, money, accusation. The rules were: Use at least 3 of these. You have 20 minutes.
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YES YES YES!!! SO HAPPY!!! Thank you!! It will be on the list for Sunday!!
It was such a joy to see y'all, and I hope everyone will send me over their fics!
lilac could u pretty please write some trevrasha fluff in this trying time
Trevor/Arasha - Trevrasha - Sick Day
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Trevor shivers and curls into himself a little tighter than before. Heâs currently laid up on his couch, alternating between shivering and burning up with a fever. Heâs sick. Itâs easy to catch a cold both with the change of season in California â even if itâs nothing compared to Idaho â and because he works in an office with so many people that when one person gets sick, it spreads easily.
âHere,â Arasha says, her voice gentle and soothing. She comes back from his bedroom with a thick blanket from his bed, laying it over Trevor on the couch.
It reminds him of the way his mom did it when he was a kid, something full of love and affection.
Arasha not only covers him up, but she tucks in the edges of the blanket too, cocooning Trevor in the comforter. Her hand gently brushes the sweat damp hair from his forehead as she presses the back of her hand to his skin.
âYou still feel pretty warm,â she says.
âBut I feel like Iâm freezing,â Trevor says, his teeth chattering together.
âOkay, but tell me if you start to feel too warm,â Arasha says. âI donât want you to overheat.â
Trevor manages to look up at her. Arasha is leaning down over him, concern on her beautiful face. Her dark eyes scan him over, her hair hanging in cascades. Sheâs a vision, an angel, something so beautiful to Trevor.
âIâll be okay,â Trevor says, âyou should go. I donât want to get you sick.â
âMy immune system is pretty strong, and I got my flu shot recently.â
âStill,â Trevor mumbles, feeling silly. He just has a cold and while he feels miserable, he is a grown man, and he should be able to take care of himself. âI donât want to get you sick, âRash.â
Arasha crouches so sheâs level with him. She pets her hand through his hair, comforting, her nails gently massaging his scalp. Trevor feels like a cat, like he could nod off right away to the way she rubs his head.
âAnd I donât want you to feel sick and be all alone.â
Trevor doesnât argue and Arasha presses a kiss to his forehead before she stands.
âLet me make you something. A soup? What do you have?â
âA little of everything,â Trevor says. Itâs the chef in him, unable to just buy a few things here and there, he likes to give himself a lot of options.
âThereâs a soup my mom would make when I was a kid and didnât feel good. I think I remember it. Iâll make it for you.â
Trevor coughs weakly. Heâs sick and he feels suddenly so fond of her, even fonder than he usually is for the sweet, hilarious, gorgeous girl that he thanks his lucky stars he gets to call his girlfriend.
âYou rest,â Arasha says, âand Iâll wake you up when itâs ready.â
âOkay,â Trevor says, too tired and ill to put up a fight, not that heâd win one against Arasha anyway.
Trevor doesnât think heâll be able to sleep, but heâs happy to close his eyes. He can hear Arasha moving around in the kitchen, he can smell when she begins to cook. Itâs comfortable and comforting. Heâs in that weird space between awake and asleep, listening to Arasha hum. He hears when she briefly calls her mom to confirm that Arasha had the right recipe and ingredients to make the soup.
Trevor feels very safe, very warm, and well loved. All thanks to Arasha.
âCan you believe we pulled that off?â Ian asks, sighing as he leans back against the smooth black of the church pew.
Theyâve rented them and still have until tomorrow before they have to be returned, but Ian let the cast and crew go for the night, opting to let them celebrate and come in a little earlier tomorrow to clean up the funeral set.
âYeah,â Anthony asks, gingerly fixing the delicate black lace of his glove, âI canât believe they bought it.â
Ian looks at his best friend and he smiles. Anthony smiles back, and now, with it just being the two of them here on the set of Anthonyâs funeral, Anthony doesnât have to try so hard, to pretend, or hold back. He blinks and Ian notices when Anthonyâs eyes grow white, that milky, unnatural fog to them.
âAt least your magic held out during the funeral,â Ian says. âGod, I canât imagine what would have happened if you shifted into demon form in the middle of it.â
âAre you kidding? People would have loved it. Theyâd wonder how we did it. The whole internet would have been talking,â Anthony says.
So much of him is the same, Ian notes, but at the same time, so much is different since he died and came back again. The eyes are one thing. Then thereâs the magic, nothing too powerful, nothing like a storybook, but he has this dark magic flowing through him that comes with the territory, being resurrected demonic style. Itâs the same magic he uses to conceal himself while around anyone else but Ian.
To everyone else, Anthonyâs death was a joke, a production, fake.
Itâs only Ian that knows the truth.
Because it was Ian who brought him back.
It was Ian who found the book, who drew the summoning circle in dark red paint on the wood floor of the Pressalike home office. It was Ian who murmured the words he needed to say to bring his best friend back from the clutches of death.
Really, it was the least Ian could do, he was the one who killed him during their Food Battle after all.
So, now, heâs got his best friend back but in a very undead and demon sort of form and though physically Anthony is not himself, what with the foggy white eyes, the sharp teeth, black claws, the horns that jut from the wave of dark curls on his head, in every other way, heâs still Anthony.
âSo, we missed a great opportunity,â Ian jokes.
Anthony laughs, his mouth opening, allowing Ian to see all those pointed teeth. Once heâs quieted down, Anthony leans against Ian, resting his cheek against Ianâs shoulder. Ian, still in his priestly get-up, and Anthony still dressed in his own funeral attire, meet, one supporting the other. Ian rests the side of his head against Anthonyâs.
They had told each other they loved each other tonight and Ian had meant it. He knew he loved Anthony when Anthony left the first time around. He knew he loved him even more when he died, and he knew he loved him fully and unending when he dabbled in the dark arts to bring him back.
It is a mutual agreement between the two, Ian knows. Nothing can separate them, not life, not death, nothing. Not anymore, not ever again.
âNow, we just have to figure out how to actually bring you back to life,â Ian says with a sigh.
âYeah,â Anthony says, ânot that being a demon is all bad.â
âYeah, but I hate lying to everyone,â Ian says, âit makes me anxious.â
âI get it. Weâll figure it out. Honestly, we probably need to loop Amanda and Damien in on this. This kind of seems right up their alley.â
âGood point. Lets keep that as one of our options.â
Ian feels Anthony nod, âWill do.â
Eventually, they need to get up and go home. Home being the Pressalike house where they film their sketches because Anthony can really only go three places, either the Smosh Office, The Pressalike house, or Ianâs house, and Ian doesnât really know why itâs only those three places, maybe something to do with he energy he left there, what he put into those spaces, but itâs where Anthony needs to be, like his form is bound to one of the three locations at any given time.
So, they need to go âhomeâ but right now itâs nice to sit in the quiet of the set together, basking in all theyâve achieved, while simultaneously wondering where to go next and how exactly to get there.
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honestly just more damangela would be amazing, but if you do hurt/comfort type fics could you do one about anxiety around going public about their relationship maybe? i need a really well written one like that for my soul
also i think itâs so cool youâre doing this. voting is important!
Damien/Angela - Hard Launch
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âSo, is it awful?â Angela asks, peeking at Damien through her fingers.
The nerves are swarming inside her, making Angela feel like sheâs shaking even though her body is perfectly still. This is sort of how she felt when she first started performing. Her first few times on stage were fun, exhilarating, but she shook with nerves the entire time.
Before Damien answers, his hand finds hers. He covers the hand she has spread out on the table with his own. Damienâs hand is warm, a comforting weight. Angela lets out a nervous little sigh.
âItâs social media. Itâs a mixed bag, as usual.â
Angela groans softly and hides her face. Damienâs thumb rubs over the back of her hand.
âHey, I mean I see lots of support, but also people saying they knew it, and people assuming weâre pulling a prank.â
âIâm gonna kill Shayne and Courtney,â Angela mutters. âTheyâve ruined the art of a hard launch.â
Damien laughs.
âSo, no one is mad?â
âNot really. Not at us, at least. More so theyâre fighting with each other. Which is common in fandoms.â
Angela finally lets her hand drop from her face and she watches as Damien locks his phone, setting it down on the top of the cafeteria table they are sitting at. Itâs a break between shoots and the cast and crew roams the building. They donât really need to be careful here because Smosh has known about them, has been aware. Angela is pretty sure Nate wanted to cry when she and Damien let him know they were in a relationship. Ian had kept a tally board on his officeâs whiteboard attached to the wall until Anthony told him it was probably a bad idea to even jokingly track their employees who have started dating or got married.
âNo regrets?â Damien asks, his voice is smooth and calm, but when Angela looks at him, she can see where his features flicker with the hint of nerves. His eyes watch her face, searching for a cue, something he admittedly already struggles with.
Angela takes Damienâs free hand -the one he had been using to hold the phone- in her own. Her palm set in his and her fingers curling around his wrist.
âNone. Iâm nervous, but I donât regret it. I donât like the idea of hiding us.â
âThink of it more like we were keeping us safe, guarding something precious, like a jewel or something, you know?â
Angela smiles fondly at Damien. âMore nerd shit.â
âHey, youâve been my girlfriend for a year now. You know I like my nerd shit.â
âYeah,â she says, âand I like that about you. I like a lot about you.â
Damien brings her hand to his mouth and presses a kiss to the back of it.
Angela lets out a laugh, even as her cheeks flush just a little.
Sheâs happy. He makes her happy. Damien is sweet, kind, hilarious. They are both so busy that neither of them ends up feeling neglected because in ways they are both workaholics. Smosh brings them together, anchoring them back to each other, and the fact of how busy they are, when theyâre together, itâs even more special, the time feeling all the more meaningful.
âEven if stuff gets bad for whatever reason,â Damien says, âIâm here for you. I always will be.â
Angela gets up, walks around the table and crouches close to Damien. She leans in quickly, pressing a kiss to his cheek, then his mouth. Damien hums happily, smoothing a hand over the back of her hair affectionately.
âI know thatâ Angela says, âAnd Iâm right here for you too.â
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the way this isn't even an actual fic. let alone one that has deleted scenes. i don't think about it apart from when i'm like what should i write for mark lol. but! my forensic lecture was so boring yesterday that i spent the hour thinking about if it WAS a solid fic then what would be a scene i'd chew over and probably end up deciding nah this doesn't work or say what i am trying to have it say. so. long story short here is valtteri and george talking about fucking and being mind-bonded with lewis but fucking doesn't actually mean fucking or smth like that
"What?"Â
Valtteri's voice is hammered flat and low. This is the time for George to brake. He is about to end up in the wall, missing the racing line, tyres spinning.
He keeps going.
âDid he have sex when you were, uh, bonded with him? Or be with anyone?â
It is a little embarassing that he stumbles over Valtteri being bonded with Lewis, and not, more normally probably, his teammate and friend having sex. George tries to be glad that he actually gets the question out at least semi-coherently this time.
Valtteri stares at him unblinking. It is a heavy thing, heavier even than Totoâs. His eyes really are blue, George thinks, a touch hysterically, blimey.Â
He feels like he sometimes does after a particularly hot shower; raw and cooked and unpeeled at the edges, like a frog.
georgie, Alex texted him once, sick of George talking about sharing his mind with Lewis, or more accurately, sharing-but-not-sharing, it could be worse yeah.
And then: just think about it mate
Alex believes proper punctuation, or really, any punctuation at all, only belongs in things like job contracts and historical romance novels.
u could be paired w bottas
Oh, fuck off.
George remembers that now, blood gone cold.
Valtteri blinks.Â
âAre you really asking me this?âÂ
George doesnât think heâd understand Valtteri any better if he shared a mind with him. Not that he understands him at all now.
He can see Lewis laughing from inside the garage, surrounded by his mechanics. George and Valtteri are tucked away in a walkway leading off of it. Perhaps not the best place for a chat like this but the question, well chewed over, slipped out before George could help himself. When Lewis first spotted them, the sea in Georgeâs head didnât even ripple as Lewis made a questioning face at him. George only shrugged back.
âI just,â George starts, and then stops again. He is crossing a line, he knows he is, even if he doesnât know exactly where or what that line is. This is something he should probably only be asking Lewis, if he is allowed to be asking at all in the first place. Georgeâs head spins. His throat has gone dry. âYou donât.â
He inhales deeply, and lets it sit in his chest before breathing out. He does it again.
He glances over in Lewisâs direction to see him trying to make eye contact.
âI donât get him,â George admits finally. It feels like he is showing Valtteri a hole in his chest and shining a light through. âIâve tried â but, itâs just. He is just, I donât know. Is he holding back because of â Is this how he is?â
The sea in his head wavers, shivering.
What George didnât tell Alex is that sometimes it feels like he does share a mind with Valtteri. He isnât sure someone could be in Lewis Hamiltonâs head and not feel connected to Valtteri Bottas.
George knows he is crossing a line, mentioning this to someone other than Lewis, but this is Valtteri. He can hate it all he likes, covet it in a way that he wishes he never found out he was capable of, but it is true. When it comes to Lewis, Valtteri doesnât really count. Or maybe, he counts for more, somehow.
George has never forgotten the sting in his hand after smacking that helmet, or the plane rides before and after. He once woke up two seats over from Valtteri with a blanket tucked around his knees, despite having fallen asleep without one.
âIt is not you,â Valtteri tells him like that is not the best and worst thing George has ever heard. âLewis isnât.â He frowns here, careful. There is a slight colour to his cheeks.
George might actually be dying.
âThis is not what Lewis does. He tried, I think, before, but it didnât suit. He needs, um.â Valtteri rolls his eyes fondly. âItâs not about you. He is just Lewis. This is how he is.â
âOkay.â George clears his throat. âOkay, okay. Yeah, alright.â
âAlright,â Valtteri says, only a touch mocking.
âYeah,â George continues, ignoring him. âI can work with that. Okay.â
Valtteri rolls his eyes again. George decides it is still fond.
i love u. so very very much. happy birthday. hereâs 3k of medieval schumilton. sorry about the soulmate fic lol i will get to it eventually ! mb
The stranger raises his eyebrows as he straightens up from his bow, hand curling into a loose fist at his hip. Mick narrows his eyes at him.
Heâs seen Lewis do the very same thing over and over again. It is one of the few tells the Head of the Kingsguard has â flexing his fingers when heâd prefer Mickâs father to duck and run behind him even though he canât ask him to because no, Your Majesty, they havenât done anything yet but Iâve got a feeling, a bad one, Sebastian, please remind the king what happened the last time he ignored one of my feelings and â
His dad grins, easy and loose, waving a hand. âNo need for the formality, Bottas. You took an arrow for Mika â you do not bow here.â
The manâs â Bottas â mouth twitches, ticking up at one corner, something in his face relaxing as he stands at a casual parade rest, hands not quite behind him. The handle of the double headed axe peeks over his shoulder, stained dark wood, notched and leather wrapped. A days worth of travel dust and dirt clings to his boots and cloak, face unshaven but eyes clear and hands washed.
Bottas. Mick knows that name.
âWell?â His dad says, rising from his chair, hands on his knees because he likes to act a decade older than he is. He grips Bottasâ elbow when he walks over to him, hand clapping his shoulder. âWhat can I do for you? Are you staying for a while or just passing through? We have rooms to spare if you want one, and I could have food brought up. Rather late for dinner but Iâm sure weâll be able to find you something.â
Bottas shakes his head, shifting on his feet minutely. He rolls his shoulders ever so slightly. âNo, thank you. I ate before I arrived. I was â I was hoping to stay for a couple of nights but ââ
âDaniel thought itâd take you at least five years before you came calling but see,â Sebastian grins from the doorway, doublet open, trousers creased. âI knew better.â
His dad laughs and Bottas flicks his eyes up before turning to look at Sebastian. âAnd how many did you think?â
Sebastian shrugs, long silver chain under his clothes glinting in the firelight. Mick doesnât miss how Bottasâ eyes follow it for a moment. âLess than five,â he replies, eyes bright, and lets the door swing shut behind him, Mick catching a glimpse of Jensonâs armoured shoulders standing guard in the hallway, as he steps inside, pulling Bottas in for a close embrace.
Bottas laughs, bringing his arms up to grip him back, Sebastianâs doublet bunching up under his hands. âGlad to know Ricciardo has faith in me.â
Sebastian pulls away, hands on either side of Bottasâ face. He taps him lightly on the cheek as he says, âI just knew youâd miss us too much to stay away. Lewis agreed.â
Bottas shoves him, cheeks heating. âWell if Lewis says youâre rightâŚ.â His eyes are heavy with a joke that Mick does not understand but Sebastian seems to as his grin widens.
âSpeaking of Lewis,â his dad says, arms crossed, leaning back against his desk. âI wouldâve thought youâd bring him with you?â He looks at Sebastian who shrugs, lips struggling to press together around the stretch of his smile as his face lights up, delighted with himself. âI was with Daniel and a few others,â he replies, not looking at Bottas, eyes wide. âI didnât know if this visit was a secret or not.â
Bottasâ smile flattens into a dead-eyed stare. Sebastian turns to blink at him. âConsidering how things were left with him last time.â
âAnd how,â Bottas says, quietly. âWere things left last time?â
Sebastian tilts his head to the side, smile sliding crooked. âAs I just said, I donât know. Did you not hear or is that left ear still bothering you?â
âAlright.â His dad rolls his eyes at the two of them, cutting Mick a look of fond exasperation. His dad doesnât like many people or, well, that is not entirely true. He likes people but he just doesnât have the patience most of the time. There are very few he will tolerate at a late hour, especially one where people will not talk directly to each other. He remembers his hand on Bottasâ shoulder, how he stood like Lewis. He looks at the easy way Sebastian stands in the manâs space, even as Bottas glares at him.
You took an arrow for Mika.
Mick came up with a game three months into Lewis training him, desperate for an insight into the manâs life, desperate for anything. Lewis had played along in that way that he does where Mick isnât sure if he understands why Mick seeks him out when he doesnât need to, why he catches Mick watching him so often. For every hit Mick manages to land on Lewis, Lewis tells him a story, about anything at all as long as Lewis is in it.
This one, Lewis had said, tapping a thumb along the thin white nick on his jaw, barely longer than a nail. It was nearly fully covered over by hair. Mick squinted against the sun, leaning in closer.
A friend gave it to me. During the Bull campaign, I had broken a few fingers and so, could no longer shave by myself. He had flexed his hand, fingers long and thick and stretching, covered in thin tattoos. But to let someone that close to your throat with a blade, he had laughed. Not very easy, you know? Still. It had started to bother me. I hate, he said, mouthing twisting. Having a long beard, especially when it is messy. Gets in the way. How Seb does it, not a fucking notion. Apologies for the language, my prince, heâd grinned and danced away when Mick kicked at him.
Your friend, Mick had poked as Lewis, like always, came wandering back. Lewis had only shrugged, pulling his sweat dark shirt over his head and swapping it for a new one. Guanyu grinning at him, a few feet away where he was leaning against a pillar, waiting to escort Mick to afternoon audiences.
Valtteri Bottas, Lewis said, face soft. A good man. The best perhaps, if I am being completely truthful, but truly awful at giving you a shave. When he looked at him, smiling, Mick could see the scar again.
Or at least, he is when Daniel is trying to make him laugh with dirty jokes â I donât know if youâve heard the one about the honey badger and a bottle of gin but it nearly got me killed. Mick choked on his water and Lewis grinned, slapping his back.
âMick?â
His dad is looking at him, eyebrows raised, and Mick clears his throat, the back of his neck growing hot. âYes?â
âWould you go and bring Lewis here?â
âItâs his night off,â Mick says, a little too quickly judging from how Valtteri Bottas looks at him. Sebastian laughs beside him. âI know,â his dad says. âBut he will be angry with me if we wait until morning to tell him that Bottas is here, and I am not in the mood for an angry Lewis Hamilton.â
Sebastian laughs again, nudging Bottas with an elbow as he asks what happened to the gloves that he sent him and why isnât he wearing them.
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When Mick finds him, Lewis is sitting cross legged on the floor of the Kingsguardâs barracks, feet covered in thick socks. His shirt is loose around his shoulders and untucked. The fire in front of him throws in the room in strange shadows and glowing orange light.
He does not look up when Mick enters, only putting down his sewing as he gets closer. âMy prince. Is there anything I can do for you â itâs very late, you know?â
Mick recognises the material Lewis is holding as one of Sebastianâs tunics, the deep navy of his family house. Lewis seems to be embroidering an even darker blue into the body of it â delicate tiny flowers. Mick reaches out a hand, tracing one with his fingers.
âYes,â Mick says. âI know.â
The firelight softens the line of Lewisâs face, rounding out the bags under his eyes, catching off the metal in his ears. There is a bruise along his left jaw, under his beard, old and green and yellow.
Mick was too young when the war came around years ago. He was not out on the battlefield, on the front lines or even in the camps. He had not seen Lewisâs wounds until they had long since healed. He knows all their stories only as just that. It is more than pleasant, he has found, to see the injuries that Lewis seems incapable of not collecting when they first appear, and even better, that they come from sparring and training now than anything more sinister.
âMy father is asking for you. We have a visitor.â He watches Lewisâs eyebrows raise. âAnd I thought I had convinced you to start calling me Mick.â
He gestures at the empty room, at the closed door and darkened windows. âAnd weâre alone. As you asked.â
Lewis hums, pressing his lips together. âSo we are.â And then he falls quiet. Mick has the suspicion that he is being laughed at.
He rolls his eyes, holding out a hand to help Lewis up. âCome. We shouldnât keep them waiting.â
Lewis grins when he takes it, a bite in the dark, fingers curling around Mickâs. He doesnât stand up, bending his head over their hands, hair piled on the top of his head in elaborate braids, exposing the back of his neck in one long vulnerable line.
The scar on his throat wraps around from the front, ending in the nape of his neck, thick and white and shocking in the low light.
âAs my prince wishes,â Lewis says again, quiet like he is saying something else, and his mouth presses quickly against the back of Mickâs hand, thumb digging into his palm.
Mick swallows, stomach swooping. He pulls his hand away, flicking Lewis on the forehead before moving away. Lewis laughs behind him, loud in the silent room, and Mick turns his back on him so he can smile.
Lewis catches up with him just barely out of the room, bumping his elbow with his, boots pulled on, shirt tucked in but rumpled, jacket open. There is a long knife strapped to his left thigh. He looks solid and broad, eyes still gentle with rest and warmth. The skin on his hand where Lewis kissed tingles. Mick hasnât been able to stop smiling.
He catches Lewisâs gaze as he falls into step with him and Lewisâs grin grows with whatever he sees on Mickâs face. Mick has been thinking someday for a while now, around Lewis, and he is starting to think that, maybe if he plays this right, someday will become today.
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Jenson gives Lewis a two-fingered sloppy salute when he sees him, shifting on his feet. Lewis exhales, raising one eyebrow. âIâd tell you to be at ease but,â he says, gesturing at Jensonâs casual stance and relaxed face. Jenson only grins, pushing the door open with his foot, winking at Mick as they pass.
Lewis laughs when he sees Bottas and barely hesitates before heâs crossing the room, throwing his arms around the other man, half lifting him off his feet. Bottas lets him, one hand cradling the back of Lewisâs head. He is careful not to touch the thick scar on his neck. Heâs blushing faintly when Lewis releases him, the lines around his mouth tender. When they settle, Lewis still holding his elbow loosely, Bottas looks years younger, at ease for the first time since he arrived.
âI have your shield.â Lewis is grinning, all the exhaustion from earlier bled away. âItâs back in my quarters. I can go fetch it?â
Bottas shrugs and Mick notices how Sebastianâs shoulders loosen as he replies, âNo need. I can pick it up in the morning.â
âYou are staying then?â Lewis is watching him carefully, still smiling. Bottas looks at his dad then, head inclined in deference. âIf you will have me.â
His dad waves a hand. âI told you. You are always welcome here. If not for what you did for Mika, then what you did for me. And besides, I would never hear the end of it from these two if I turned you away.â
Sebastian grins as Lewis rolls his eyes, tugging Bottas into one of the seats by the fire, glancing back at Mick as he goes.
âYouâve met?â Lewis asks Bottas who shakes his head, obviously amused. Sebastian drops onto the thick carpet before the fire, stretching out like a cat. âPrince Mick Schumacher,â Lewis says, waving his wrist with a grand flourish. âSon of King Michael and Queen Corinna Schumacher. Age twenty five, proficient in swordplay and hand-to-hand combat, likes reading and blueberry jam and ducking his guards.â
Mick laughs, stomach heating, and kicks at Lewisâs feet as he drops into the chair by Sebastianâs head. âProficient?â Bottas looks like heâs biting back a smile. âThatâs high praise, you know, coming from him. You must be very skilled.â
Mick shrugs, trying to swallow as his throat sticks dry and scratchy. âI have good teachers.â He resolutely ignores the look Sebastian throws him.
Lewis jerks back, twisting in his seat. âWhat is that supposed to mean â âcoming from himâ?â Bottas stares at him, opening his mouth but Lewis never gets to hear what it means because his dad interjects from across the room, seated back at his desk.
âWait. Mick ducks his guards? Regularly?â
Lewis and Sebastian both turn the same unimpressed flat looks at their king, the movement fluid and so in tune with each other you would think they had practised it. âAnd where,â Sebastian starts, slowly. âDo you think he couldâve gotten that particular trait from?â
His dad falters, jaw working, and Mick turns away, hiding his smile. Lewis winks at him.
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Jack is looking out the window, the low morning sun glinting off the steel of his armour, when Mick comes out of his room, pulling on his boots.
âReady?â Mick asks, and Jack grins at him, popping a grape into his mouth. âJust waiting for you, Mickie.â He swipes another handle of fruit from Mickâs breakfast tray before side stepping him to get at the door first. He pauses, hand trapping Mickâs fingers on the handle, for just enough time for Mick to get irritated before swinging it open wide, forcing Mick to scramble back, nearly tripping over Jackâs feet.
Jack laughs behind him and Mick regrets the five months he spent pestering and petitioning his dad to allow Jack to be his sworn shield.
âI thought Guanyu was on shift this morning.â
Jack falls into step with him, one hand on the hilt of his sword, eyes alert for all that heâs still smiling. âYou know, someone could think you are growing tired of my company. Not me, of course, I am well aware Iâm your favourite, heavy burden that it is â youâre so clingy â but one could worry.â
Mick rolls his eyes, and frowns slightly. Jackâs hair is longer than heâs seen it in years, not by a lot, mind you, but just â longer. Jack hates when his hair is long, hates how hot it makes him, hates how it falls in his face. Mick presses his lips together, looking away. He wonders who has caught Jackâs eye, who heâs trying to impress.
âYouâd do well to worry more,â Mick says and nearly walks into a visiting merchant coming their way as he avoids Jackâs ankle kick. Mick is red in the face when they continue on, trying not to smile, as Jack laughs beside him.
âAh,â Jack says, smug and terrible, and Mick is definitely going to find out who Jack has become interested in now and be insufferable about it. âLewis is already here before us. Iâll leave you to his very capable hands then.â
Mick gives in, shoving him away by the shoulders, which isnât even as satisfying as it shouldâve been because Jack, the arsehole, catches himself before he falls, cackling as he wanders away.
âHaving fun?â
The circles under Lewisâs eyes arenât any lighter in the morning light. Mick isnât all that surprised. It had been late when he left Lewis and Sebastian to another one of Valtteriâs stories, laughing and fire warm and wine drunk, and they hadnât seemed like they were stopping anytime soon. Still, Lewis looks good â happy, well rested.
âNo,â Mick says, mouth twisting into a petulant frown. Lewisâs laugh is loud and when he throws Mickâs sword to him, metal bright in the sun, Mick catches it easily.
âWill you be at the feast tonight?â Mick asks, when it looks like Lewis will continue talking about Jack and him. Lewis grimaces, mouth twisting, and Mick walks into the ring, blinking against the sun, trying not to smile.
âOf course,â Lewis says, not bothering to hide his lack of excitement, settling his weight onto the balls of his feet, stance familiar. He holds his sword like itâs an extension of himself, like he barely even registers it as something other. Watching him and Sebastian fight always draws a crowd.
Mick shuffles over a few steps, Lewis following him, eyebrows raised, until the sun is at Mickâs back and in Lewisâs eyes. Mick grins at him. âYou still owe me a dance.â
Lewisâs smile is a small and lovely thing. Mick can feel it in his belly, hot and sweet, filling him up. âSo I do,â Lewis murmurs, and when Mick darts forward, Lewis is there with his sword raised to deflect him, eyes bright.