Having autism and cptsd is a weird ass combination because I cannot which trait is from what
Fixations? Hallucinations? We'll never know.
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Having autism and cptsd is a weird ass combination because I cannot which trait is from what
Fixations? Hallucinations? We'll never know.

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having to put some of my other interests aside to make more room for my brain worm type fixations feels like i’m the judge on a really cut throat reality tv show and i’m trying to let them down nicely:
“well I like you and really admire your companionship.. but unfortunately you aren’t what i’m looking for right now :(. would love to stay in touch! and maybe in the future?”
Urrgrhrhrhrhrhh…my alien stage fixation is coming back..and my Epic fixation…and my miraculous fixation. Ughhhhhhshshshsh…I miss shipping all the characters and making fanfiction…
Fortunately Dungeon Crawler Carl book 8 and Good Omens 3 are coming out soon so my family will get a break from hearing about Project Hail Mary.
Pros of a fixation:
You can’t think about anything else
Cons of a fixation:
You can’t think about anything else

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Hey do you guys ever get infiltrated by someone's voice.
Like in the context if i watch a lot of always sunny the Gang is my inner monologue, from the jokes they'd make to the actual actual voice.
Like their voices are in my head voicing my own thoughts through their filter. ALSO. And it wears off after some time... or if i get involved and obsessed with something else. Does that make sense?
It can be fun, but it gets to a vague and disruptive line where it Annoys Myself And Those Around Me.™️
so.
2026 is the new 2020 (i keep getting back into fixations i had during the pandemic)