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What Hides in the Heart

Rating: E Tags of Notice: Pre-canon, Pre-relationship, Angst w/happy ending, Complete Summary: They’ve been friends since forever and somehow it only took one night to change it all. Fedyor isn’t thinking about it. He’s not. 

Just like Ivan is pretending everything is fine, pretending it all never happened, with all the emotional tact of a complete rock. Fedyor almost isn’t surprised, but he’s not down with this pretending game. Not one bit.

The Empty Halls

Rating: T Pairing: Fivan, slight background Malina pining, hint of Darklina Tags of Notice: Jealousy, public BJ, Alina POV / Alina realizing that Fivan is a thing. Complete Summary: Alina isn’t adjusting to life at the Little Palace. Hells, she doesn’t want to. She may as well be a prisoner that they’ve ordered Genya to politely dress up as a guest. It’s like a sick dog and pony show and it just doesn’t end. Mal is the only person she needs and he’s the only person she can’t have at her side, trapped in this new, odd place, full of strange people, no matter how welcoming most of them are. She’s a mapmaker, but frankly, navigating the tricky relationships in the Little Palace is the last thing she really wants to do. 

She's noticed one thing for certain; the friendlier Fedyor is with her, the more unpleasant Ivan becomes.

As the Moon Chases the Sun

Rating: T Pairing: Fivan Tags of Notice: Pre-canon, Pre-relationship, jealousy, lust, Zoya & Ivan being awful people together way more tags Complete Summary: Prequel to ‘What Hides in the Heart’. Zoya does not give good motivational talks. Ever.

This Bed Has Three Sides

Rating: Hard E Tags of Notice: Modern AU, Dysfunctional poly, jealousy, Past Darklina, Lots of Bickering, P w/Plot, Dirty Talk, Light D/s, Extreme Smut. M/M/F and eventual M/F/M. way more tags WIP Summary: All relationships have their struggles. Especially relationships like this one. If you told Alina Starkov months ago that she’d end up in bed with not just one, but two men after her ugly breakup with Aleksander Morozova, she would have laughed you down the street. 

She never imagined her post-breakup life would be this risqué.

Easy, Steady

Rating: Hard E Tags of Notice: Modern AU, Pegging, Established Polyamory, Pw/Feelings, Dirty Talk, Extreme Smut Summary: Fedyor wants her to top tonight, but not in the way Alina’s expecting. (part of the ‘This Bed Has Three Sides’ AU)

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EXTRAS

Once More, But With Actual Feeling

He steps into the shower behind her, as he has been doing every day for the past few days this week. She ignores him, for a moment, as if he’s not there, finishing rinsing out her hair.

A large hand runs down her spine, tracing the path of the water, and Alina’s nipples prickle with awareness.

She pretends to ignore him some more, because that’s fun. Especially when he grumps over it.

“You know what to do,” he finally tells her over the warm spray, his voice like rust.

She does know.

Pressing her hands to the wall, Alina sticks out her rear for him, arching her lower back the way he likes. He’d like it even better if she were to bend herself in half and grab her ankles, but she’s not giving him the distinct pleasure of watching that today.

The sensation of the plug being pressed between her cheeks makes her inhale sharply. He rubs it against her a bit before saying, “Relax. Exhale. Touch yourself for me.”

His palm on her hip is soothing, controlling. It’s easier when he tells her what to do. It gives her something to focus on.

So, Alina does as he tells her to, exhaling long and slow, distracting her mind from the feeling of him inserting the plug; an act which is sort of embarrassing all on its own. She makes a bratty noise when it pops in and he squeezes her bottom, fingers digging into her flesh greedily.

He nibbles her ear, listening to her breathe.

“Good girl.” He fucks her with it, just a bit, tugging and pressing, tugging and pressing, voice rasping, rough as a cat’s tongue, “Soon it will be my cock.”

That makes her shiver for an entirely different reason.

His other hand is cupping her stomach, soothing her, and Alina nods her acknowledgement of his words, leaning her head back against his chest when he finally allows her to straighten up.

~*~

“Why can’t you do it?” She complains, much, much later. Days later, in fact.

“You know why.” Fedyor cuddles her in his lap. “He wants to be first.”

They’re sitting in front of the fireplace, watching it crackle and spit. Their new home in the suburbs has its perks and part of Alina feels more at home here than in the city; it reminds her of her childhood.

The snow is coming down hard outside, and she’s happy to be cozy with Fedyor, wrapped up together in front of the fire with fuzzy blankets around them, like two kids. It’s a winter wonderland outside, but the grand fireplace is warm and comforting.

Alina pouts at his response, titling her head to look up at him.

He grins fondly and nuzzles her nose. “Don’t give me that look. It’s better that you experience it before we’re…” his soft cock twitches beneath her, revealing his interest. Fedyor’s voice dips, getting thick. “…before we’re both inside you. Together. I don’t want it to be a bad experience.”

He’s right of course. She gets that, but still; Fedyor is her comfort zone. Trying new things with him is not scary. Sometimes silly, sometimes embarrassing, but never scary.

Trying new things with Ivan is.

Thinking of a new angle to get her way, shifting in his lap, ignoring the slight discomfort of the plug moving inside her, Alina says, “But you and I could just try it now-”

Fedyor’s cock twitches again, filling with blood, growing firm. “Don’t tempt me, Alinochka. He’ll be pissed if I have you there before he does-”

“…and if I cry, at least he won’t know-” She hates crying in front of Ivan; that’s terribly embarrassing. Crying in front of your beloved nemesis lover is never very boosting for the ego.

Sliding a hand under her, Alina cups Fedyor’s growing erection and he inhales sharply through his teeth. “Alina, please, I won’t go against him.” He grabs her wrist and pulls it away gently. “I’m not going to let him make you cry. Vanya doesn’t want you to cry either; that would upset him too, despite what you might think.” He strokes her hair softly, soothingly. “He’s going to be very excited the first time he’s taking you here,” he taps her rear meaningfully. “I don’t want the first time to be when I’m in your sweet pussy. I need his brain working right when we both fill you. We want to be careful with you, sweets.”

Her insides clench at his words, imagining the feeling of them both taking pleasure from her at once…