#firsttrip

my first lsd experience wasnt all too interesting. but my second experience was quite the adventure. if it werent for my stupid actions, then i wouldnt of had so much fun. i took three tabs, so about 600 milligrams of lsd. in the beginning, after an hour of feeling nothing, i began to get this weird feeling. i cant really describe it but it felt like something began to press against my back. it was like the back of my head was crushing itself. it felt like if my nerves could make a face, it would be smiling devilishly while looking at me straight in the eyes. this feeling lasted for about 20 minutes. when youre on lsd, you loose your sense of time. you realize that when on this drug, reality and time begin to fade away.. but after the weird feeling, all of the edges of my room began to shift accordingly to the rotation of how my eyes moved. as it shifted, i saw shades of blue and green and red around the edges. i looked up at my ceiling and the dots on my ceiling was shifting and moving as well. i started to see what looked like ancient letters on my ceiling. they were moving as well. my whole body went numb. i couldnt feel myself. it felt like i couldnt feel myself but at the same time i could but, with even more detail. it was like i could feel every single saliva molecule in my mouth swishing around. it was like i could feel the blood moving throughout my body. my room felt like it was growing and shrinking. my sense of balance was off. it felt like gravity was moving me side to side, up and down, and in every single direction. when i listened to music, it didnt feel like i was hearing it from the outside world, but in my head. when i closed my eyes as i listened to music, it was as if i was on a spaceship and my brain was loosing itself in a place called "hyperspace." i saw many universes and dimensions. it felt like my very soul was being lifted into space when i closed my eyes. i began to question what was really real. i wrote in my notebook thoughts that passed through my head. i was shaking so much i could barely write. but what caught my eye is that i wrote down "everything is god." which when i saw when i was sober kinda freaked me out. but then i went outside. it was cold outside and foggy. it felt like a monster was hiding in the fog waiting to kill me. my field of vision felt like it expanded. i looked at my phone and everything on the screen was melting. the words and letters were moving around, almost as if they were being pushed by the ocean tide. the grass in the ground looked like broccoli. the grass was also growing and shrinking. i looked up in the sky, and the stars themselves looked like entire galaxies, moving and swirling across the sky. it was beautiful. shadows were moving, especially in the corner of my eye. i went on a walk and the tree branches on the side of the road looked like dead deceased arms trying to grab me. the floor felt weird. when on lsd, i noticed that i changed my mind a lot. i changed my clothes a lot for some reason. for some reason i just didnt like how i looked a lot. but the highlight of the trip was definitely when i saw my mom. as i was tripping in my room, she knocked on my door. when i opened it, my mom looked like a skeleton or like some sort of voodoo witch. i wasnt really scared. i actually thought it was cool.