#first render

I honestly don't know how many people will see this, but I'm just going to put it out here anyway. I want to become an aspiring artist, and I'm trying my best to learn how to make art whether 2D or 3D. I've been doing so (mostly 2D) for about 3 years now and I've made progress, although it's not steady. All of the work I'm stuck with outside of art stresses me out so much that I just don't have time for it.

A few weeks ago, I made my very first 3D render of a jelly dessert from a YouTube tutorial (I got stumped on the donut and decided to make something else). It took me about 6 hours, including the time I waited for it to finish rendering, which was done at 11 PM at night. I showed someone I know the image because I was very proud of it and how long it took me. I was told "AI could make something better" and "it's just a jelly, what's so good about it?" I don't know if they were joking or not, but it really hurt at the time and now. When I expressed that, I was told that I "get hung up on the little things." Maybe it's because the "women get too emotional" I hear from them sometimes, but I just didn't want to argue. I got no support whatsoever because no one else I know does art either, and I'm not the kind of person to socialize.

This is my first ever post and my first ever render! ...So be nice to me please? ^^

Meet Myata Baya - My NotSoBerry matriarch 🍃🧪

Yesterday I opened my NSB save file and noticed it was Spooky-Day the next day, so I went into CAS to create a costume for her.

~ ✰ Lola Star ✰ ~ my very first render! 

dennings

Deep in the forest I stroll... to hear the wisdom of my soul.

I finally took the jump and made my first render! Technically this is the second one, but who’s counting. It’s far from perfect but I love the lantern light and the general atmosphere.