ahhhhhhhh it's the day today. its finals today. and it will commence in less than 2 hours. while i'm typing these words on tumblr, the chorus of 'roses' by against the current is playing. they say we should live in the moment, and i guess this is the perfect song for the current moment? out of the blues, memories now keep flooding back. it's been 2 years since i knew & live my life with t1. and i guess today is the final day i would see them play together with this roster </3 there's so much i wanna let out to be honest but i guess some words are just left better unspoken. they are meant to be felt inside your heart instead. dear zofgk, we have come a long way back from 2021. and i have witnessed each one of you growing to where you are now. i'm forever grateful to be part of your life. i'm forever grateful for you to be part of my life. and i will always forever be grateful growing with you. i guess getting to know you guys was the best mistake that happened in my life. a beautiful, wonderful mistake. our journey this year wasn't a smooth one with a lot of hiccups and topsy-turvy emotions which overwhelm us. but that doesn't stop us from believing in each other. and in ourselves. we reached semis in 2021, runner-up finalist in 2022 and now tbd for 2023. getting 5 consecutive runner-ups is devastating & heartbreaking as hell but i'm confident we will end the curse today. no more 2nds. no more runner-ups. but only happiness today. only clinching victory today. and the championship title will be ours today. in sha Allah. this might be our last roster ever and i only wish all the best for each one of you. there are times when we feel that we didn't do or are not good enough but take that as a learning opportunity to focus in the present and be better. i feel that way too sometimes. i feel like i could have done better in life. but i guess life isn't a bed of roses in the end. of course we can't turn back time, but in the end, we are all living in the present moment; and there's always something to look forward to. we have come here so far facing the toughest obstacles and it's too late to go back now. so let's do our best and play well no regrets, aites? most importantly, don't forget to breathe in, live in every moment and enjoy the game with each other. we fans will be rooting for you till the end. have faith in you no matter what happens. much, much love for you all <3
to an ease & calm heart and mind today, perfect communication, perfect drafting, perfect pick & bans, perfect synergy, perfect health, perfect condition, perfect shotcalls, perfect top-jug synergy, perfect jug-mid synergy, perfect bot lane that is popping off, all lanes ahead of opponent's lanes, perfect herald smites, perfect baron smites, perfect drake smites, perfect elder smites, perfect roaming, perfect map awareness, perfect blue & red buffs, internal perfect gigachad alpha buff, newjeans buff, against the current buff, chrissy constanza buff, do'a buff, perfect micro, perfect macro, perfect understanding, perfect shots, perfect timewatch, perfect ults, perfect objectives, perfect baron flips, perfect cs lead, perfect core items lead, perfect mental, tilt proof, extra 1hp buff, full of mercy, full of rezeki, playing your hearts out, enjoying the game to the fullest, appreciating each other, t1 fans buff, zeus buff, oner buff, faker buff, gumayusi buff, keria buff, tom buff, roach buff, sky buff, becker buff, josh buff, joe marsh buff, t1 buff. zofgk buff. and nur adlina buff :')
Ya Allah, nothing is impossible to you. and You can make the impossible happen. Ya Allah Ya Fattah, Ya Razzaq, Ya Sami, Ya Mujib, Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim. dengan izin dan rahmatMu Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan mereka today. and grant them Ya Allah victory for today. worlds championship 2023. in sha Allah. alhamdulillahi rabbil 'alamin.