Age 42 on November 25th. Life has been interesting to say the least. I never know how to ease into this kind of thing so I'll just get into it.
I've struggled with sui- ideation for as long as I can remember, but the word "struggle" is there for a reason because I fight it every day. Literally every day. It continuously shows up for me but then again, so do I, making it a constant battle.
I have a son now so I don't have plans anymore but I still have to counteract the thoughts and urges that come up. I found these memes and thought to vent a little. I never talk about this with anyone so might as well throw it in the blog and move on with life. More thoughts later.