#fictivex

(Undescribed)

📖♈alchy / (fictive)alchy: a term for when one identifies with, as, and/or connects to alchy (link) in a way affected by being a fictive

📖♈intussmoker / (fictive)intussmoker: a term for when one identifies with, as, and/or connects to intussmoker (link) in a way affected by being a fictive

📖♈paranoid / (fictive)paranoid: a term for when identifies with, as, and/or connects to (being) paranoid in a way affected by being a fictive

📖♈PIN-EYE / (fictive)PIN-EYE: a term for when identifies with, as, and/or connects to the song PIN-EYE by Jhariah in a way affected by being a fictive

Alchy is top left, intussmoker is top right, paranoid is bottom left, PIN-EYE is bottom right. I love these xsymbol things I love being prompted to elaborate on my specific experiences with different labels. All of these are self-indulgent, thanks to Honey 2 for breaking the flag into layers so I could recolour easier

📖♈(x) (link) coined by @dreamqai. Alchy coined by @ladysuccubus, intussmoker coined by the now-deactivated soybeanqai, colours for (fictive)paranoid taken from this paranoid adjective (link) flag by @flagtism, and colours for (fictive)PIN-EYE taken from PIN-EYE lyriden (and lyribic) (link) by the now-deactivated autonine

As alchy/alchie is exclusive to those who are alcoholics/have an alcohol addiction disorder, (fictive)alchy is as well. None of the others are exclusive

📖♈(x) or FICTIVE(x) . . . a term for when one identifies with , as , and / or connects to (x) in a way affected by being a fictive .

PT: 📖♈(x) or Fictive(x), a term for when one identifies with, as, and/or connects to (x) in a way affected by being a fictive. /end PT

📖♈/fictive psd link

i used to be able to keep track when i was younger, or maybe i just thought i did? DID being a covert disorder that you might not even realize you have until late adulthood, i was pretty lucky to find resources on it when i was in my teen years and was able to get a proper evaluation and therapy, but i haven't had access to therapy since i was 16 and im not sure if i'm doing a good job taking care of myself and my system anymore

we used to have 100+ alters, lots of fictives, i had made lists and logs and hyper focused on maintaining info about the system every time i fronted, but now i only know that we're in the 30-40 range of alters, i don't know all of them and can only list like 10 off the top of my head... i feel like i'm doing it "wrong" now?

it all started going downhill after moving out of my childhood home and processing trauma, but now i barely remember my life in this world or the trauma i supposedly processed years ago,, i know my friends and the people i live with, but like the past 20 years of my life feel like a bad nightmare that i'm forgetting more and more each day and that i'm not even the one living my own life anymore

do any other systems feel like this? are you doing better now? how are you coping? i feel so lost

Currently undescribed

📖♈Just Like Your Father / (fictive)Just Like Your Father: a term for when one identifies with, as, and / or connects to just like your father xenoid (link) in a way affected by being a fictive

Just like your father xenoid coined by @rwuffles, 📖♈[x]/fictive[x] (link) coined by @dreamqai. Tempted to coin one of these for every day I'm stuck in front until it stops happening, not like they wouldn't apply to me lmfao

📖♈PANOPTIGENIC or FICTIVEPANOPTIGENIC . . . a term for when one identifies with , as , and / or connects to being panoptigenic in a way affected by being a fictive .

PT: 📖♈panoptigenic or Fictivepanoptigenic, a term for when one identifies with, as, and/or connects to being panoptigenic in a way affected by being a fictive. /end PT

📖♈INMATE or FICTIVEINMATE . . . a term for when one identifies with , as , and / or connects to being an inmate in a way affected by being a fictive .

PT: 📖♈Inmate or Fictiveinmate, a term for when one identifies with, as, and/or connects to being an inmate in a way affected by being a fictive. /end PT

📖♈DEMIPROFOUND or FICTIVEDEMIPROFOUND . . . a term for when one identifies with , as , and / or connects to being a demiprofound in a way affected by being a fictive .

PT: 📖♈demiprofound or Ficitvedemiprofound, a term for when one identifies with, as, and/or connects to being a demiprofound in a way affected by being a fictive. /end PT