#fibromyalgiaflare

Heading to bed 4 hours early... Yes Please. The last few weeks have caught up with my system and I’m in full flare, all my bones hurt, my head is foggy, vision off and head hurting... only thing to do is medicate, slow down and try to catch up on the sleep deficit. *yawn* Night All! #selfcare #fibromyalgia #fuckfibromyalgia #fibromyalgiaflare #checkingout https://www.instagram.com/p/B1c_A-Mg1-o/?igshid=1xavwo4wxeza4

All day, everyday #fibromyalgiawarrior #fibrowarrior #fibromyalgiasucks #fibrosucks #fibromyalgiaflare #fibroflair #fibromyalgiaflaressucks #fibroflairssucks #fibromyalgiaawareness #fibroawareness #tryingtolivelifetothefullest #pushingthroughthepain https://www.instagram.com/p/B1Kilz9J7yXaKS7Kw650O0GohZHdu3UrrYnaD40/?igshid=567tddwwobcs

Sad but true #sickgirlproblems #fibromyalgia #fibromyalgiasucks #fibrosucks #fibromyalgiaflare #fibroflairssucks #fibromyalgiaawareness #fibromyalgiawarrior #fibrowarrior #fibromyalgiawarriorwoman #fibrowarriorwoman https://www.instagram.com/p/BzZROeRJdFgzYeMjFD363TvoAjdMIqNwB4fLLA0/?igshid=l5nca1v48qj8

This is the shizz that I live and cope with, and still do what I need to do as best as I can. #Fibromyalgia is a many-headed beast, a name given to a collection of over 200 symptoms, any permutation and combination of which can strike whenever they please. Sometimes it interferes with my life a lot; sometimes it interferes less; some days are better than others; but it is always there in some shape or form. These days, I'm grappling with a bad flare-up, but also need to fight through the pain, the burning, the brain fog, etc, and make deals, raise investments, wrestle with Imposter Syndrome and panic attacks at home and goats in the backseat of my car, and take care of the farm. I do have the privilege of a manual wheelchair and an electric wheelchair for such times, but the places where I need to go to get goats are not wheelchair-friendly -- the don't even have paved roads -- so I'm forced to leave all my mobility aids at home. 🤷 See, folks, #accessibility is important! Without it, life for many of us becomes much harder than it otherwise needs to be, y'know? I also have the privilege of a super-supportive spouse (unfortunately, a supportive spouse IS a privilege here 🤷); he drives me around to wherever I need to go and back, (mostly) without cribbing 😂, which makes things easier for me; because otherwise, I'd be stuck arguing with rickshaw- and cab-drivers; or @careempak Captains, who have honestly been getting loonier with time. So that's life these days. I'm hoping that this current flare-up passes soon, because meh. 😑 #fibromyalgiaawareness #fibromyalgiaflare #fibrolife #accessibilitymatters #accessibilityawareness #accessibilityforall #accessibilityxdesign https://www.instagram.com/p/BuN4V6JllPw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=h4zn3jrugikc

Oy! Another painful wake up. (#fibromyalgiaflare) Friday and Saturday I had great wakes though, and a few PAIN FREE hours before worthlessly blobbing out in the afternoon. This flare has to end. Goodness gracious. Please, please end. At least I feel better about not having found a jobber yet, woulda already lost it with premature sick time, no doubt. Fuck this fucking disease. . Lots to do today though, and I’m going to insist on having a good day despite already feeling like shit, 27 minutes into my day. (Ugh. So long to go.) Imma peel myself out of this cozy awesomeness bed, do my morning exercises, do my meditation/tarot, chug my water/make my decaf, and then imma kick some day ass. Kick it good. Real goooood. (at San Pedro, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq7l5SZHVT4/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=gw3vz0r3rayk

@Regran_ed from @fibromyalgia_inspirational - This is difficult to look at. Imagine what it feels like. #fibrowarriors #fibromyalgiaflare #fibromyalgiaawareness #fibromyalgiawarrior #fibromyalgiafighter #fibromyalgiapain #IAm_MsJohnson 💞 - #regrann https://www.instagram.com/p/BqJZ6RnBh4O/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1mgew2nwohwk3

Sometimes all you want to do is stay in bed and eat chocolate! #fibromyalgiaflare #fibromyalgia #bedrest #electricblanket #lindt #chocolate #truffles #paingoaway #springgetherealready #iphonephotography