its four days til the conference and i threw my back out completely. the pain is dizzying. OH NO.
this IS my fault. I DID ignore the prof saying "this stage of the project involves lifting something very heavy so have AT LEAST one other student help you when you need to lift"
I instead decided, for some idiotic reason, to solo deadlift the sucker (a gallon bucket of adobe plaster) myself.
onto a table.
that was almost my height.
...so anyway yeah I'm STUPID















