tags: modern au / established relationship / domestic intimacy / soft & protective levi / warmth & care / sfw / 547 w.
summary: you try to warm up alone, but Levi notices instantly and brings you back to bed, wrapping you in care, warmth, and quiet closeness
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you wake up cold.
not the dramatic, shivering kind. just a stubborn chill clinging to your arms and legs. you shift under the blanket, nudging closer to leviâs warmth, but it doesnât help.
you stare at the dark ceiling.
levi sleeps beside you on his back, one arm near your waist. his breathing is slow and steady. proper sleep. the kind he rarely gets.
you hesitate.
waking him over something this small feels selfish. you tell yourself youâll warm up soon.
you donât.
carefully, you lift his arm, inch by inch. you pause, waiting for him to stir. he doesnât.
you slip out of bed.
the floor is cold. you wince silently, grab the hoodie from the chair, and pull it on. you wrap the spare blanket around yourself and head for the couch.
close enough. quiet. you wonât disturb him.
you glance back once. levi hasnât moved.
âjust for a bit,â you whisper.
you curl up on the couch, knees tucked in. itâs not as warm as levi, but itâs something. sleep returns, light and fragile.
levi wakes instantly.
not from noise. from absence.
his hand reaches for you and meets cold sheets. he sits up, eyes sharp, irritation flickering before concern settles in.
âtch.â
your hoodie is gone. so is the extra blanket. the living room light is on.
heâs already moving.
youâre curled up on the couch, blanket tight around you, sleeves covering your hands. even asleep, you look small.
he stops and watches you for a moment.
then he crouches and presses two fingers to your wrist.
cold.
âunbelievable,â he mutters.
he brushes your cheek. âhey.â
you stir. âlevi?â
âwhat are you doing out here?â
âcouldnât sleep,â you mumble. âcold.â
âand the couch was a better idea?â
you shrug weakly. âyou were tired. didnât want to wake you.â
he exhales slowly. âstay.â
he returns with another blanket and tucks it around you with careful precision.
âyou donât need to make yourself uncomfortable to avoid bothering me.â
you peek at him. âyou looked peaceful.â
âyouâre ridiculous.â
he slides one arm behind your back, the other under your knees.
âlevi,â you protest softly, but donât resist.
âyouâre freezing.â
you wrap an arm around his neck without thinking. heâs warm. solid. you sigh.
he carries you back to bed and settles you under the covers. then he climbs in and pulls you close, closing every gap.
you relax against his chest.
âsorry,â you murmur.
âstop apologizing,â he says. âif youâre cold, wake me.â
âeven in the middle of the night?â
âespecially then.â
sleep takes you almost immediately.
levi stays awake longer, listening to your breathing, making sure your hands warm up, that you stop curling in on yourself. only then does he sleep, arm firm around you.
morning comes slowly.
you wake up warm. truly warm. sunlight slips through the curtains. leviâs arm is heavy around your waist.
you shift.
his grip tightens. âdonât.â
you smile. âi wasnât leaving.â
âgood.â
you tilt your head. âyou noticed fast.â
âhm.â
âi didnât think youâd wake up.â
he opens one eye. âi notice when youâre not there.â
your chest tightens.
you kiss his collarbone and settle back in. he exhales and pulls you closer.
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all you want is to let your girlfriends sleep... but all they want is to take care of you.
tags: pure fluff, sick!reader, protective girlfriends, caretaking (1k)
Youâve never tried so hard not to cough in your life.Â
You stare up at the ceiling, swallowing hard, trying to will the scratchy tickle in your throat away. Your shoulders still betray you, shaking with a tiny, muffled cough you canât quite hold back.
Wanda, curled up beside you on your right, stirs at the sound. She hums softly in her sleep and snuggles closer, her arm tightening around you. Natasha, on your other side, doesnât move, thankfully.
You sigh. Itâs no use.
Your girlfriends have been taking care of you all day, making a much bigger fuss over your cold than it probably deserves. The last thing you want now is to wake them when theyâre finally getting some rest. So you move carefully, easing yourself out of Wandaâs sleepy hold and inching away from Natashaâs side. You sit up, holding your breath.
Relief floods you when neither of them wake. Wanda curls around a pillow in your place, and Natasha lets out a faint, steady snore. You slip out of bed and pad quietly down the hall toward the kitchen, finally letting yourself cough once youâre alone. It racks your body, harsher now that youâre not suppressing it.
You donât know how itâs possible, but you feel worse than you did when you went to sleep. Your head throbs, chills ripple through your body, and your throat burns like fire. You donât know if you can make it better, but you do know youâre not getting back to sleep anytime soon.
Walking into the kitchen, you wrap your arms around yourself as a harsh shiver tears through you. You probably shouldâve grabbed a hoodie and some socks on your way out of bed, but itâs too late for that now. Instead, you busy yourself filling the kettle, setting it to boil, and rifling through your massive tea stash until you find your favorite sick-day comfort: vanilla chamomile. While the water heats, you sink heavily into a chair at the kitchen table and slump forward, your head pillowed in your arms.
Part of you wants nothing more than to crawl back into bed. But another cough claws its way out of your chest, reminding you why you canât. So you stay where you are, cold and aching and missing your girlfriends, waiting for the kettle to boil.
When it finally does, you pour yourself a large mug of tea and grab the box of tissues from the counter. You bring everything back to the table and slump down again, hastily pulling a few tissues free just as your nose tickles. You sneeze several times in quick succession, groaning afterward at the pain in your head.
âBless you,â a rough, sleepy voice murmurs.
You whip around in your chair and freeze. Natasha and Wanda are standing in the doorway to the kitchen, both of them bleary-eyed but unmistakably alert, matching looks of concern already etched into their faces.
âWhat are you doing up, sweetheart?â Wanda asks, frowning as she crosses the room toward you. She presses a gentle kiss to your cheek, then pulls back with a soft, unhappy sound. âOh, babyâŠyouâre still burning up. You should be in bed, sweet girl.â Her fingers card through your hair, brushing it carefully off your face.
âI agree,â Natasha says, sitting down on your other side and rubbing slow circles into your back. âIf you wanted tea, we couldâve gotten it for you, baby. All you had to do was ask.â
You cough into your elbow, shoulders slumping with a tired sigh. âI was trying not to wake you guys,â you say hoarsely, eyes dropping to your mug. âYouâve already been doing so much for me. I just wanted you to get some sleep, and I couldnât stop coughing.â
âSweetheart,â Wanda sighs, running her fingers gently down your arm. She looks at you for a long moment, green eyes soft and searching as she takes you in. âWeâre your girlfriends. Of course weâre going to take care of you. And you donât need to worry about keeping us up.â
You give Wanda a dry look. âSo if I donât get any sleep, that means none of us get any sleep?â
Natasha smirks, tipping your face toward her with a finger under your chin. âBasically, yeah. Weâre in this together, baby. Remember that time you stayed up all night with me when I had food poisoning?âÂ
Wanda chimes in. âOr that night I was having nightmares, and you held me the whole night through and rubbed my back?â
You sigh, shoulders slumping. âYeah, but that was different. That was you guys. And this is⊠me.â
Natasha chuckles softly. âI think that feverâs making you a little delirious, baby. Youâre not making any sense.â Her thumb brushes your cheek. âLet us take care of you, okay? We want to.â
âYes, we do,â Wanda agrees gently. âNow come on, sweet girl. Letâs get you back into bed. Donât think I havenât noticed you shivering.â
Natasha grabs your mug of tea while Wanda scoops up the tissues, and together they guide you back toward the bedroom. Wanda helps arrange the pillows on the bed so youâre propped up comfortably, and Natasha carefully hands you your tea once youâre settled.
Then Wanda turns the humidifier back on, the soft hum filling the room, then returns with a small cup of medicine. âTake this, sweetheart,â she murmurs, pressing it into your hand. âIt might help with the cough.â
You down it quickly, immediately making a face. Both of your girlfriends chuckle. Wanda hands you a glass of water, and Natasha settles in beside you, tucking you close and drawing you under her arm. She presses a kiss to the top of your hair, holding you firmly.
âWeâre right here, baby,â she murmurs, her voice low and protective. âAnd weâre not going anywhere.â
âAnd no more sneaking out of bed,â Wanda adds, giving you a stern look that doesnât quite hide her fondness. She leans forward and presses a kiss to your forehead, humming softly against your skin. âJust stay here where we can look after you. Weâll get you whatever you need. Rest now, okay, detka?â
You smile faintly, feeling impossibly loved, nestled between the two women you care about more than anything in the world. âThank you,â you whisper, letting your head fall to rest on Natashaâs shoulder. âI love you.â Wanda curls up on your other side, wrapping her arms around your waist.
âWe love you too, sweetheart,â Natasha says quietly, and Wanda hums in agreement.
as they put another blanket over a shivering whumpee
in exasperation, as whumpee keeps trying to hide a very obvious injury
worriedly, bringing up how whumpee seems to be sleeping a lot less, or how they're not themself lately
in anger, when whumpee's attempts to shrug it off or fix it on their own finally backfire horribly
with hurt clear in their voice. Were they not friends? Did whumpee think so little of them that they thought this would go unnoticed? Had they been a bad friend?
âNervous?â the doctor asks and whumpee nods a little. âAh, donât worry. Iâve done this many times.â
Whumpee isnât worried about that. They never used to fear needles, but after Whumper⊠well, they donât really like needles, at all. But flu season is starting and caretaker, waiting outside, insisted.
âIâll be quick,â the doctor assures Whumpee as they slip out of their jacket and bare their arm. âJust a prickâŠâ
Whumpee looks away and closes their eyes. The prick is indeed minimal, and just like that, it is over. Whumpee slumps back and laughs nervously. âThanks, doc.â
Whumpee moves to stand, but falters and stumbles. The doctor reaches out and steadies Whumpee. âWhoa, careful. Donât worry, thatâs normal after getting a shot if youâre nervous. Just take a second.â
Whumpee nods, but the world isnât getting clearer. Their vision blurs and they blink hard. The doctor guides them back into the chair, and their hands stay on whumpeeâs shoulders as they lean over them.
âStill as pretty as you were back then, huh?â
Whumpee blearily stares up at the doctor, as they take their mask off.
âWhâWhumper.â
Whumper smiles. âIt is wonderful to see you again, Whumpee. Donât worry, rest up. Youâll need your strength.â
Whumpee doesnât get to reply before their vision swims and their muscles go limp, head falling to the side as terror strikes their heart.
Feveruary is a sickfic event with a closer focus on comfort and caretaking!
Hello guys! After a busy year, Feveruary has been taken over solely by myself (as Somber is taking a well deserved break) so I appreciate everyoneâs patience and understanding at the lack of clarity of this yearâs event.
That being said, I canât wait to see what great things are written this year, we had an amazing year last year and I hope this continues. Hopefully these prompts live up to the expectations, I know many people have been waiting a while for them. As always, the ask box is open for any questions!
Prompt Text Version Below!
1. "Don't get too close."
2. "You're going to get yourself hurt."
3. Migraine
4. Whiny Sickie
5. "I told you to wear something warm!"
6. Flu Shot
7. "Did you seriously think I wouldn't notice?"
8. Sharing Blankets
9. Unlikely Caretaker
10. "You can't catch it... Probably... Maybe."
11. "We better get you cleaned up before (blank) sees you like this."
12. Sent Home From Work
13. "Are you alright to drive like this?"
14. "I'd kiss you right now if you weren't contagious"
15. "I don't think I've ever seen you ill before."
16. Sneaking Out of Bed
17. Bad Timing
18. "You're not being needy. You're being human."
19. Refusing Medicine
20. Cancelled Plans
21. "Don't lie to me. You're pale, you're sweating, and you can barely stand."
22. Ear-Infection
23. "Jeez, if that's your bedside manner, I'd rather take my chances on my own."
24. Contagious
25. "It's just a cold."
26. Pharmacy Run
27. "I don't think that's exactly hygienic."
28. "Your boss called..."
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Feveruary Day 23âAlternative: Suffering In Silenceâ Polytryx x sick!mira
Sorry itâs quite short! Hope you enjoy nonetheless đ«¶
CW: Mentions of family trauma
Safe With Us
Miraâs never been one to show weakness if any kind. Growing up where any kind of slip was used to shame her for not protecting the âfamily imageâ, she learned early on that being sick was something no one else ever needed to know about.
Headache? Tylenol and powering through. Period cramps? They hate to see her coming, you wouldnât even know her insides are stabbing her. Even a fully blown cold hasnât knocked her out in the past. She simply felt as though she never had any other options. So she powered through for years.
But now? Sheâs escaped the harsh remarks and glares from her family. Sheâs made a name for herself as part of the biggest pop group in the world. She has something she never thought she deserved. Love.
Rumi and Zoey bring a light into her life in a way she never knew she could be a part of. With them sheâs found herself happy, freer, and bit by bit parts of her walls and past slowly started crumbling away ever since she first met them.
Which is why when she wakes up one morning with a pounding headache, completely stuffed nose, and what sheâs pretty sure is a fever, she scowls into her pillow and pulls the blanket closer around her. At least sheâs in her own room right now. Most nights they all sleep together in one of their giant beds, but for whatever reason, last night was different.
Sheâs been lucky for a while now. For years sheâs been able to hide any ailments from the girls. So why should this time be any different?
But now, that luck seems to have fun out, leaving her utterly miserable with what might just be the worst cold sheâs ever had. Doesnât matter though. Her old habits slip back in easier when sheâs unwell, and while every new instinct she has is telling her to be honest with her girlfriends, thereâs that little voice inside her head telling her they canât know.
The problem with sporting a rather high fever is, Mira absolutely forgets about the part where if she doesnât leave her room, her girls notice. And itâs already getting later into the morning.
âMira never sleeps in.â Zoey murmurs worriedly to Rumi as the two of them stand just outside their girlfriendâs door. Rumiâs lips are tight with concern before she speaks, the wheels in her mind turning at whatâs best to do.
âI know, Zo. Iâm worried too.â Her hand comes around Zoeyâs waist, pulling her closer.
They both look at each other like they donât know what to do next. This quite literally has never happened, but they donât stay fazed for long.
âOkay.â Zoey hears the change in Rumiâs tone. The gentle switch from worried to âsheâs our girlâ.
Rumi knocks once, softly, before trying the handle and thankfully finding it unlocked. She pushes it open slowly, soft light from the hallway spilling golden into dark bedroom. âMira? Aein? Are you okay?â She calls quietly into the dark as the two them shuffle in. Behind them, Derpy slips in and silently pads to the bed, staring at the Mira-sized lump under the blankets.
A small groan coming in response makes both the other girlâs hearts sink in deep concern. Quickly but calmly, they both make their way across the room. Already sensing whatâs going on, Rumi uses her powers to light the space just enough to get a better view of Mira while being dim enough not to bother her. She sits gently on one side of the bed while Zoey climbs onto the other.
âR-Rumi?â Mira rasps, blinking at the almost dream like lighting coming from her girlfriendâs demon patterns. She knows it all too well, but in her fevered state, sheâs not even sure if sheâs really there until a cool, familiar hand is reaching out to rest against her forehead.
âOh, AgiâŠâ Rumi hums and Zoey reaches out too, feeling the sick girlâs flushed cheek. âYouâre burning up.â
âDuhâŠâ Is all Mira mumbles, though itâs barely a coherent word. Zoey shifts closer, hand resting on her shoulder as Rumi immediately starts maneuvering Mira so she can hold her against her chest.
âWhy didnât you tell us you were feeling well?â Zoey tucks herself carefully around them both, arm draping over Miraâs waist. Sheâs quiet for a long moment.
âDidnât wanna botherâŠâ Is all she gets out before instinctively turning to cough into Rumiâs chest. She feels both sets of arms around her hold a little tighter.
âYou are never a bother? You hear us? Never. Youâre out girl and we take care of each other. No matter what.â Rumi assures softly but her tone leaves no room for anything but that truth. And Zoey hums in agreement. âWe love you, Mira.â A strange feeling swells in Miraâs chest, not from sickness this time, but from love. The realization that she can be loved so deeply and gently finally settles in, raw and beautiful and new.
These girls make her feel it, know it, believe it, in every part of her being that she doesnât ever have to suffer in silence anymore.
âIâŠâ Miraâs voice cracks with her emotions and she simply turns her face further into Rumiâs soft hoodie.
Rumi soothes a hand down her back as Zoey snuggles in a little closer. âItâs okay, agi, just let us be here with you, yeah?â Rumiâs voice is in the softest, most sincere tone Miraâs ever heard her use. And the two of them simply choosing to be here with her makes her blink back a few sneaky tears that somehow find their way rolling down her cheeks.
âWeâve got you, Mir. You can let go.â Zoey adds just at softly, pressing a warm, lingering kiss to her girlfriendâs feverish cheek. Mira can only nod as the tight feeling in her chest sheâs had since she woke up like this finally loosens under the unwavering care of her girlfriends. Even Derpy purrs his agreement from the edge of the bed where heâs curled up by their feet.
Maybe she doesnât have to be strong anymore, she feels the thought more than thinks it as she starts drifting off, Rumi continues her soothing ministrations on her back and Zoeyâs thumb smoothes the last of the crease in her brows. Safe in her girlfriendâs arms, safe with their love, she can finally justâŠrest.
"You're gonna get yourself hurt one of these days," Two-Bit tells him.
Darry feels a flash of anger. "What choice do you think I have, Two?" He coughs harshly. "If I don't work, ain't nobody in this house gonna be eating. Even with Pepsi's check, that won't cover much more than the mortgage."
"And how are you gonna take care of your brothers if you fall off a damn roof? You're wobbling on your feet, man. You don't need to be climbing ladders."
"I told you, I ain't got a choice," Darry grits out. "You think I don't want to take the day off and lay around until I feel less like I'm about to die? There's no other option!"
Two-Bit gets a determined look on his face, and marches over to the phone.
"What are you doing?" Darry asks, and Two-Bit holds a hand up for him to wait.
"Mr. Johnson?" Two-Bit says, and then Darry is hissing at him and trying to grab the phone. "I'm a friend of Darry Curtis. He's real sick today, and he's stubborn enough that he thinks it's a good idea to come to work." Darry keeps whisper-yelling at him while trying to get the phone. The fact that he can't just take it says something about how sick he is, but hell if he's gonna admit to it. "Of course, I'll make sure to tell him. And sir? I know this ain't the common practice, but you know Darry's the sole provider of their house. You think I could cover his shift for a couple of days, so he still gets a paycheck?" Two-Bit pauses. Darry is just looking at him in horror now. "I'll be honest, I ain't done the work before. But I can lift a good hundred pounds, and I promise you I'll do anything you ask." He pauses again. "Great. Thank you so much. I'll get the address from Darry and head straight over."
Two-Bit hangs up the phone. "There. All taken care of." Darry is gaping at him. When he makes another call. "Hey, Sodapop." Darry's gonna kill him. "Your brother's real sick. I took his shift at work and made him stay home. You think you can either check in on him or get one of the other boys to?"
"What the hell?" Darry says, then immediately starts coughing.
"Go back to bed. Everything's taken care of. All you gotta do is tell me the address of the job you were headed to."
"You can't-"
"It's done," Two-Bit says. "Now give me the address and get your ass back to bed."
Meanwhile, at the DX....
Soda feels even more like he made the right decision coming to work. They need the money, and if Darry is too sick to go to work, they need Soda's paycheck more than ever.
It was the right call, he thinks. He just feels a little bit woozy at the moment. "I'm gonna go on break," he calls to Steve. When he gets into the bathroom, he does a double take at his appearance. He successfully snuck out of the house this morning, but Pony was half asleep and apparently Darry was not in good shape either. Here he was just thinking that he was extra sneaky. (Maybe he's only medium sneaky.)
He splashes some cool water on his face and dries it. His face is hot, but he's so cold that he's chilled to the bone. His face is still flushed, and his eyes are glassy.
Steve has been busy working on cars all shift, and he has spent more time looking at an engine than looking at Soda. So Steve isn't really paying a lot of attention.
Soda just needs to make it through this shift. He'll be fine.
And then everything goes black.
Steve is swearing up a storm when Soda comes to. He doesn't catch the beginning, but he realizes Steve is also muttering about a damn fever, so he supposes the cat is out of the bag.
"I'm taking you home to your brothers. The hell were you thinking?" Steve asks, and Soda closes his eyes just before he feels burning hot tears roll down his cheeks. His breath hitches. "Soda..." Steve says, much softer. Soda lets out a sob then. "Christ. It's gonna be okay."
"We need the money," Soda gasps out, tears still rolling. "Darry's home sick. Which means he's probably halfway to dead, if he took a day off."
He feels Steve push his hair out of his face. "Don't worry about that," Steve tells him. "I got you covered." Soda starts to protest. "You know it drives me crazy that Muscles won't take money from us when we try to kick in. Hell, we should be buying groceries as often as we all eat there. So I got you. Damn thrilled about it, actually." He helps Soda up. "Now let's get you home to your brothers. I'll put up the 'back in fifteen' signs, and let's hope ol' Wanda don't require a push-start to drive you home."
When Steve brings Soda in the door, he finds Darry already on the couch. "Pepsi, what happened?"
"He's sick, too. Needs something to bring his fever down, passed out at the damn station." Darry moves to get up. "You take him, I know where y'all keep the medicine."
Then Soda is leaning against his big brother, and next thing he knows he's got tears running down his face again. "Aw, honey. You feel real bad?" Darry murmurs, his own voice raspy. "I'll save the lecture for when you're feeling better, but I don't want you going to work when you're sick like that, little buddy." Soda buries his face in Darry's shirt.
"But we need-"
"We're gonna be fine," Darry tells him gently. "Because Two's stubborn as hell, and he took my spot on the crew when he made me stay home."
Soda slumps against him, exhausted and breath still hitching. He takes the medicine that Steve gives him, and he doesn't remember much else after that because he drifts off, half in Darry's lap.
He wakes up to Ponyboy's voice. "I can't believe he tried to go to work." Pause. "I can't believe you tried to go to work. You're both ridiculous."
"Come on, Pony," Darry says wearily. "You know why we got to work."
Soda keeps his eyes closed. Maybe that will keep the lecture focused away from him.
Ponyboy's mad, though. "You both woulda skinned me for going to school in that condition. And most of the time at school you're sitting. You were gonna climb around on a roof? And it ain't like Soda don't spend most of his shifts at the DX running around." Well, guess he's gonna hear the lecture either way. "You need to use your head," Ponyboy snaps.
Soda cracks an eye open when Darry asks, "how long you been waiting to use that one on me?"
"Since my fourteenth birthday," Ponyboy says drily. "And we all know you're playing possum, Soda. You snore when you're sick."
"Do not," he mumbles, and he feels Darry's chest rumble a little when he chuckles.
"You two knuckleheads-" (man, Pony is going all in on this lecture) "so focused on paying the bills, you ever stop to think about what would happen to me and if I lost the two of you?" His voice catches in his chest.
"I'm sorry, baby," Darry says. "Don't cry."
"I ain't crying," Ponyboy says, sniffling and scrubbing his eyes with his sleeve. "But you two can't leave me. You just can't."
"Pony, you're getting dangerously close to me pulling you down into a big sandwich hug, germs be damned," Soda warns, and Ponyboy smiles a little, then.
"Y'all sit back and cuddle each other. Somebody's gotta be conscious to bring you soup and medicine. And it's Friday, so you're both gonna have more nursing back to health than you can stand. I got all weekend to take care of you, stubborn asses or not."
Soda wants to argue, he really does. But when Darry lets it go, he just snuggles back into his big brother's chest.
Notes: Every year, one of these prompts gets away from me. This is it.
It happened after theyâd just passed the two week mark.Â
Two weeks of Yeosang fighting this stupid cold. Two weeks of restless nights, of incessant coughing and sniffling and sneezing. Two weeks of him having to remind his members that it was, after all, âjust a cold,â and he was more than capable of attending regularly scheduled rehearsals if he just took it easy.
It had also been two weeks of Yunho playing the role of caretaker, something he was slowly losing patience for. Given that both he and Yeosang were relatively germaphobic, Yunho had taken over doing all the chores in their apartment to prevent contamination, (except loading the dishwasher; that had been Yeosangâs one task because the dishes were about to get cleaned anyway). It had been two weeks of Yunho trying not to visibly squirm every time he encountered his roommate (or feel guilty when Yeosang purposefully avoided him.) Two weeks of fetching small things for Yeosang when the other man inevitably forgot about them, (not his fault, and Yunho didnât really mind, but stillâŠ) Two weeks of Yunho tossing and turning at night, unable to stay asleep due to the near constant coughing from the next room.Â
Was it Yeosangâs fault? No. But that made it even harder for Yunho to be fully angry with his roommate, leaving the dancer in a thoroughly frustrating position.Â
At the two week mark, on a Thursday night, after a grueling day of rehearsal that Yeosang had been sent home early from, Yunho sat despondently on their dorm couch, staring blankly at his lock screen. He hadnât seen his roommate since returning home an hour ago. To be fair, he hadnât gone looking. Rehearsal had been hell, especially for Yunho as the guest choreographer had been particularly harsh on him as the main dancer, so a petty part of Yunho was jealous Yeosang had gotten out of it. Sure, Yeosang had looked worse for wear, paler than the past week, cough somehow more constant too. It made sense for him to sit out, but⊠still. The mental and physical exhaustion weighed heavy, and Yunho felt that an hour of staring into space, completely alone, was warranted.Â
But when Yunho finally stood to head for a shower, Yeosang stumbled into the room. Yunho pressed his lips together, biting back a wave of unbidden irritation. But then Yeosang paused, one hand grasping the kitchen counter for support as he bent in half with a desperately painful cough. That was⊠wrong.Â
âSangie?â Yunho felt his stomach twist, concern peaking.Â
âYunho, I⊠Iâm not⊠Iâm not feeling very well,â Yeosang stammered, voice ragged and breath wheezing as he tried to inhale. He gasped once more before stumbling forward, knees giving out. Yunho lunged forward, hooking his arms beneath Yeosangâs and gently guiding him to the floor.Â
âYeosang?!â Yunno exclaimed as the shorter man continued to wheeze in his arms. The dancer pushed Yeosangâs hair back from his eyes. âSangie, whatâsâŠ?â Pausing in a lighting bolt moment of realization, Yunho pressed his hand back against Yeosangâs forehead. âYouâre burning up!â The panic in Yunhoâs stomach wound tighter. âHoly shit, Yeosang, youâre burning upâŠâÂ
Shaking his head, in a split second decision, Yunho hoisted Yeosang up to his feet and dragged him towards the bathroom. And it truly was a drag, as Yeosang hung like a sack of wet noddles in Yunhoâs hold. Heart thundering wildly, Yunho deposited Yeosang onto the closed toilet lid before turning on bathroom lights. Now, the labored sound of Yeosangâs breathing echoed around them, and Yunho bit his lip, desperate to keep the panic at bay. He turned to the shower knobs, the whole reason heâd come in here; done right, a little water could fix anything. Hot water helped ease congestion, yes, but cold water brought a fever down. With a decisive nod, Yunho twisted the cold water knob, and then turned back to his roommate.Â
âAlright, Sang, work with me,â Yunho mumbled as he reached forward, lithe fingers pulling off Yeosangâs hoodie. He wore a thin, white t-shirt underneath, and was already wearing sports shorts. Yunho nodded, deeming that enough. So he hauled Yeosang to his feet and dragged him into the shower. Yeosang immediately started whimpering like a wounded animal as he fought weakly against Yunhoâs grasp, the icy water crashing down upon them both. âI know, love, itâs so cold, but we have to get that fever downâŠâ
Yeosang gasped, a terrible choking sound, and suddenly clutched at his throat, coughing desperately. He went completely limp in Yunhoâs arms, the dancer nearly slipping in his effort to keep them both upright.Â
âFuck,â Yunho whispered, his left arm wrapped across Yeosangâs chest while his right scrambled to turn the water off. Stumbling back into the bathroom, Yunho fell back against the wall with Yeosang landing in a heap on top of him. That terrible, rasping wheeze, punctuated now by harsh coughs was the only sound in the room, echoing louder and louder in Yunhoâs brain. The dancer squeezed his eyes closed, terribly aware that he was seconds away from a full on panic attack despite the fact Yeosang needed him to be rational. With a steadying breath, Yunho put that thought on repeat: Yeosang needs me, Yeosang needs me, Yeosang needs me.Â
Snagging the towel from the hook above them, Yunho wrapped it around Yeosangâs shoulders before settling him against the wall. Yeosang whined pitifully as Yunho stood up. He slipped on his water-logged socks, left knee colliding painfully with the floor. Hissing in pain, Yunho pushed himself back to his feet, now limping slightly to the dining room table where heâd abandoned his phone. Fingers trembling, Yunho opened his most recent calls and clicked a number without looking, knowing that no matter what, a hyung would be with whomever he called.Â
*
A phone on the coffee table began to buzz. Mingi looked up from his Switch. âItâs Yunho, hyung,â he called over his shoulder to Seonghwa, the owner of said phone.Â
âYou can answer it!â the eldest called back, nearly done preparing dinner for the trio.Â
Mingi snatched up the phone and hit âaccept.â âHello?â
âHYUNG! You need to⊠itâs Sangie, heâŠâ
Mingiâs spine straightened at the rushed tidal wave of words screeching from the other end. âWhoa, whoa, Yunho, slow downâŠâ Out of the corner of his eyes, Mingi saw both Seonghwa and San freeze, eyeing him nervously. âWhat are youâŠ?â
âHelp! He needs HELP!â Yunho sounded no less panicked.Â
âOkay, weâre on the way. Hang tight.â Mingi hung up, jumping to his feet as he met the worried eyes watching him. âSomethingâs wrong downstairs.â With a nod, Seonghwa turned off the stove, abandoning dinner, and following after Mingi as the rapper dashed to the door. San grabbed his keys before following the other two into the hall and down the stairs, allowing them to enter the apartment shared by Yunho and Yeosang.Â
As soon as they pushed the door open, Seonghwa called, âYunho?â
âIn here!â The trio followed his voice to the bathroom where they found the dancer, sopping wet and trembling, desperately holding up an unconscious Yeosang. Despite the water dripping from his hair, it was obvious that Yunho was crying. âHeâs so sick, hyung,â the dancer exclaimed, meeting Seonghwaâs gaze. Seonghwa nodded, eldest brother mode taking over.Â
âMingi, take Yunho out of here. Sannie, Iâm gonna need you to hold Sangie while I call a manager,â he ordered, calm and firm in just the way the others needed. San instantly slid to his knees, pulling Yeosang into his lap.Â
âCome on, love,â Mingi murmured gently, holding his hands out to Yunho to pull him to his feet. As the rapper dragged his best friend from the bathroom, Seonghwa heard Yunho begin babbling again, his voice getting higher and higher and tearier as it disappeared down the hall. He shook his head; he had to trust Mingi to solve that one for now.Â
Seonghwa pulled out his phone, dialed their manager and waited only two rings before he heard that familiar voice. âHyung, we need an ambulance. Yeosangâs currently unconscious.â Seonghwaâs lips pressed together as he listened, San watching him intently as the eldest started rummaging through the drawers of the vanity. âNo, we havenât checked yet, I just got here and Yunhoâs practically hysterical.â A low growl sounded in his throat as Seonghwa shut the last drawer with frustration, clearly not finding what he needed. âCanât find the thermometer. Heâs definitely burning up, though.â San pressed a hand against Yeosangâs forehead, shooting Seonghwa a thumbs up of confirmation. As Seonghwa nodded along with the other side of the conversation, San readjusted his arms around Yeosang, whoâd started slipping from his grasp. The harsh grating of Yeosangâs breathing was one of the most terrifying things San could ever remember hearing.Â
âOkay, thank you, hyung. Weâll be here. See you soon.âÂ
San watched, silent and scared, as Seonghwa hung up the phone, then clicked another number and held the device to his ear again.Â
âJoong, Yeosang needs to go to the hospital. I already called management, and theyâre calling EMS.â Seonghwa nodded to whatever the captain was saying. âOkay. Figured as much. See you momentarily.âÂ
*
As Hongjoong opened the door, Wooyoung sprinted past him towards the bathroom, which the captain expected. But Hongjoong and Jongho were stopped in the den, caught off guard by the sounds coming from the room. Mingi and Yunho were the couch, Yunho nearly shouting incoherent nonsense, nearly hyperventilating. Mingi looked up, helpless, at the newcomers.Â
âWhatâs going on?â Hongjoong asked, rounding the couch and kneeling in front of the duo, his hand finding Yunhoâs knee and squeezing. He started a bit to find the cloth of the dancerâs pants were soaked, but figured that was a story for another time.Â
âItâs my fault!â Yunho gasped out. âI-i-i didnât, I didnât check on him, andâŠâ
âHey, hey.â Hongjoong grabbed Yunhoâs tearstained cheeks, forcing eye contact. He could feel Yunhoâs teeth chattering. âBreathe with me. In.â Hongjoong sucked in an over exaggerated breath.Â
âHyung! He⊠Sang collapsed!â Yunho exclaimed, hiccuping panickedly. He shook his head. âI almost drowned him!âÂ
The captain pulled one of the dancerâs trembling palms against his own chest. âBreathe, Yu. In.â Hongjoong inhaled again. Yunho mimicked him, admittedly very shallow. âOut.â Hongjoong kept it up until he felt Yunhoâs hand stop shaking in his. âGood man.âÂ
Yunhoâs free hand clasped at Hongjoongâs fingers, the ones still resting against his cheek. âIâm sorryâŠâ he sniffled quietly, the last few tears leaking from his eyes.Â
âBaby, no.â Mingi reached forward, squeezing his best friendâs shoulder. âYou did so good tonight, Yunho.â The dancer shook his head, lips still wobbling. âYes, you did. You tried to help Sangie however you could; thatâs what matters.â
âNot to mention, hyung,â Jongho spoke up, leaning over the back of the couch, âthereâs no way you could have predicted or prevented Sangie taking a turn for the worse. It was definitely him pushing himself at practice so much. Nothing to do with you at all.â The maknae ran a soothing hand through Yunhoâs still damp hair, frowning a bit at that but, like Hongjoong, determining that could be clarified later.Â
âYeah, youâve been taking such good care of our Sang the past two weeks,â Mingi said, smiling softly, encouragingly, adoringly. Yunho bit at his lip, sniffling again.Â
âAnd Iâm sure that hasnât been easy on either of you,â Hongjoong added.Â
Yunho nodded, scrubbing at his eyes. Then his hands fell into his lap. âIâm just so tired.âÂ
âJoong?â The voice was Seonghwaâs. Obviously, the eldest was oblivious to what was happening out here, but it tore the captainâs heart in two nonetheless, to be needed elsewhere when one of his crew was so visibly upset.Â
âGo, hyung,â Jongho insisted. âMingi and I got this.âÂ
Yunho nodded, grabbing Hongjoongâs hand and squeezing. âSangâs more important.â
âNot true,â Mingi muttered as he pulled Yunho against his chest while Hongjoong stood and rushed towards the bathroom. Jongho looped around the couch, nodding to the leader before taking his place on the floor next to his tallest hyungs. Hongjoong felt his chest swell with pride. Damn, why were they all so good at this?
Hongjoongâs reminder that the eight of them were, after all, just humans came in the form of yelling as he got closer to the bathroom. Well, yelling wasnât the correct term; harsh talking was more like it.Â
ââŠare not going,â Seonghwa was saying, tone a sharp, dangerous warning.Â
âLike hell Iâm staying here!â Wooyoung shot back. As the captain settled into the doorwary, he saw San glancing helplessly back and forth between them. Wooyoungâs glare was pure fire as he clutched a pale, unconscious Yeosang against his chest. It shattered Hongjoongâs heart on sight. Which gave him the courage to step into the room, to take charge as ATEEZâs Captain.Â
âWooyoung, Seonghwaâs right. Iâm the only one going to the hospital with Yeosang.â As Wooyoung began to protest, Hongjoong held up a hand, silencing him. âI know how you feel right now, I do. But whatâre you going to accomplish at the hospital, Woo? Iâm just going to sit in that waiting room for god knows how long. We have to let the doctors do their thing. Thatâs what Yeosang needs right now. And the second he wakes up, I will call you and get you into that room. You too, San, if you want.â San perked up instantly at the promise, nodding enthusiastically. Wooyoungâs lips were a tight line of discontent, anger warring in his dark eyes as he glared at Hongjoong. âYou can be mad at me all you want. Thatâs not going to change anything.â
âHyung.â All four of them looked up as Jongho appeared in the doorway. The maknae flinched a bit, not expecting such a rapt reception, and thus focused his attention on Seonghwa. âMingi and I are going to take Yunho up to your place,â Jongho said quickly. âI fear seeing the paramedics would send him into another meltdown.â
Seonghwa clasped the maknaeâs hands. âYou are a saint.â Jongho nodded, shooting one worried glance at Yeosang before hurrying back down the hall. âAnd on that note, we need to prep our boy for lift off. Sannie, come help me pack him up a bag?âÂ
The air was thick in the cramped bathroom as the two men disappeared into the hall. Hongjoong watched, expression guarded, as Wooyoung repositioned Yeosang so the performerâs body was more upright; heâd started wheezing again, that terrible rasping sound heâd been making when Wooyoung had arrived. It got a little less aggressive the more vertical Yeosangâs torso, which was difficult to maintain given the manâs current state.
âIâm sorry, Hongjoong,â Wooyoung muttered, eyes cast down towards his best friend. His fingers tightened against the towel still snugly secured around Yeosang. âI⊠Iâm scared. For him.â
âI know, Woo. Iâm sorry you canât stay with him. I just⊠I donât want the hospital to freak you out more.âÂ
Wooyoung nodded, reluctant but resigned.Â
EMS arrived shortly after their manager, and whisked Yeosang away in a cloud of professionalism. When the door closed behind them, Wooyoung stood motionless in the hall, unsure of what to do with himself until a warm hand clasped his shoulder. Â
âCome stay with us.â Seonghwa nodded his head back towards the hallway, to San, whoâd left on a mission to grab a few of Yunhoâs things. âYou and Sannie can have a sleepover.â
A few minutes later, the trio quietly entered the dorm. Jongho sat on the couch, staring blankly at the TV. The sound was so low, it was obvious heâd just turned it on to avoid dead silence.Â
âEverything go okay?â the maknae asked as San collapsed next to him, immediately resting his head against Jonghoâs shoulder.Â
âSmooth as we could hope for,â Seonghwa sighed, watching as Wooyoung followed Sanâs movements, curling up on the performerâs other side as Jongho began to play with Sanâs hair. âWhereâre the twins?â
âAsleep in Mingiâs room. At least, Yunhoâs asleep. We slipped him some extra strength Benadryl to knock him out. Not that he needed it, but still.â Jongho shook his head. âI havenât seen Yunho that worked up in a while. Maybe ever.â
âHeâs scared,â San spoke up. âAnd heâs tired. Thatâs a bad combination when you throw in stress like your roommate passing out in your arms.âÂ
âThank you, Jongho, for being so calm through all that,â Seonghwa added, smiling with pride.Â
Jongho shrugged. âHey, we can only have half of the team freaking out at once. Wasnât my turn today.â San snorted out a laugh, and Seonghwa could see Wooyoung also fighting a smile. He had little choice when San threw an arm around his shoulders and tickled Wooyoungâs neck, eliciting a squeal from the younger man.Â
As the couch descended into light chaos, Seonghwa padded down the hall. He peeked his head through the doorway of Mingiâs room. The rapperâs eyes, illuminated by the soft glow of his phone screen, turned towards him instantly, followed by a small wave of the phone hand. His other arm was trapped under a snoring heap of Jeong Yunho.
âEverything good?â the eldest whispered.Â
Mingi nodded. âWe might have to do some damage control in the morning, butâŠâ He paused, beaming down at his best friend, âI think he just needed to sleep.â Then his face turned serious again. âHowâs Sangie?â
Seonghwa shrugged. âWeâll know when we know. All we can do is get some rest and be ready to help tomorrow.âÂ
Mingi saluted. âAye, aye, sir.â
Seonghwa mirrored the salute, finally feeling at peace again. âAs you were.â