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He was last to exit although he was already standing up. He probably made sure they left first :"

Him having their backs and watching out for them

Those who say love is pure and simple is nothing but a hypocrite . How will I put into words my urge to kill you, to anhilate you, to ravish you! But whenever I come near my brain, my rational mind becomes foggy! How!- who are you, just a illusion of my mind or a creator of "indrajaal" (maze of illusion " ( কে তুমি জাদুকরী).. Whenever you are around, suddenly my life becomes calm, stable - I hate serenity within me! ( তোমাকে বুঝি না প্রিয়, বোঝো না তুমি আমায়) I..I despise it (spits the saliva from his mouth on the face of his own photo frame), I like screams, howling of people, I like the smell of rotten flesh, people crying for help but never getting it but never getting it.I Can..n't tolerate serenity, the sweet smell of your sweat when I devour you at night..why do you smell so sweet?!This world is a survival game I ne..ed to kill, manipulate, to surge the blood storm, "I want this world to surge in blood stream"..But why near you I feel like home.. why the heck do you make me feel me I am at home..( তুমি মায়ের থেকেও ভালো)! This world is a brutal place and you you are just a b**ch.. You Fei Fei you are a mere moth running towards the flame ..

I d..o want to kill you because you make me feel like home but how dare anyone dare to harm you, how dare that son of a bi*ch - dare to scratch you- even dare to think change my plan in their dreams! I will make sure that dream of him becomes a nightmare ( Smirk)..Fei Fei do you remember under that intoxicating moonlight..you told me, "I am that sun in your life .. for whom you rise everyday" - I may not be your winter's sun which provides you comfort but I am YOUR Sun nonetheless - no matter how much I burn you .. Fei Fei you told me whenever you will die you wish to die in my hands...How dare that f*g, stop me from fulfilling your last wish!!

Can't stop myself from referring to this song "Aankhein meri har jagah

Dhoondhe tujhe bewajah

Yeh main hoon ya

Koi aur hai meri tarah~"

( rough translation of this line: My eyes look for you everywhere..Is it me or someone just like me?..)

I kept on adding lines of Bengali song , that came to my mind! Without any reason ., heehe .. sorry o⁠:⁠-⁠)

Biggest shoutout to @hermanoga all these ideas came to my mind because of them...The biggest cheerleader of VeinFei.. THANK YOU..🌻🍄 (Yellow and red goes well together)

FeiFei Sun bacsktage at the Jil Sander f/w 2013 rtw show Creative Director Jil Sander Makeup Artist Pat McGrath Hair Stylist Guido Palau Casting Director Maida Boina