days.
12/8/17
my days are getting longer, the weight on my shoulders is getting heavier,, and it’s gradually becoming harder to breathe.
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days.
12/8/17
my days are getting longer, the weight on my shoulders is getting heavier,, and it’s gradually becoming harder to breathe.

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China Cabinet.
12/11/17
have you ever been so close to someone,, but felt like you were a million miles apart?
i’m holding you and i can feel your warm embrace through every part of my body, but i feel like your soul is on the complete other side of the galaxy.
and you’re kissing me, but you’re not even here. and you’re saying you love me clearly, but the only sound coming out is a soft whisper in the absence of empty void that fills the room.
and you’re holding my hand, but my fingers are numb & fragile, collecting dust like an antique on the top shelf of your mother’s old china cabinet. you’re losing me.
do you even care ?
i have a hard time acclimatizing after our vacation, especially finding it difficult to catch up with people, get into the groove at the job ( which, let's face it, doesn't have a groove anyway, because it continues to be a downer, no matter the time you spend away from it ) or generally getting my act together when it comes to doing chores. back home at my parent's i always help in the house, but here i slack off and just want to crawl under bedsheets and listen to bazillions of podcast and play stupid tetris games. the prospect of writing blogposts also gives me hard time, i feel so uninspired to invest time in it... i just hope that things will smooth out again, eventually, and i hope that everyone who is even slightly interested in this person that i am, is bearing with me and sending me a little bit of patience. that's me and my mom walking on the beach that was close to the wandering dunes we visited at #slowinskinationalpark . those views let you realize how little our minds are, back where reality bites your ass everyday. i wish i could take these expansive landscapes and bring them to where i live, so i can recharge my batteries more often. #throwback #mood #feelingdistant #feelings #poland #balticsea #beaches #seaviews (hier: Słowiński National Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz_KfFuIHqO/?igshid=7unlav5o8cpc
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When your mind seems to go to mental land and the fricken grid won't work with you u just fricken paint the crap over it but it's suppost to be another pixel piece for some reason today I can't draw a damn 4 yrs old drawing grid just wouldn't work so instead of burning this panel I thought I at least can paint a abstract piece on it layer one for now. Experiment cost time #ftw #ministry #youneverhadtheanswers #now #youwanna #tellmethe #factsoflife #artfundamentals #express #experiment #workwith #me #art #cbus #columbusdiy #feelingdistant #ohiostateart #ohio

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