I've been too sick from mysterious summer illness to really process the rape.
My sense of time is warped, I feel like I'm on a ten second delay and my eye-everything else coordination has gone retarded. I walked straight into a door frame earlier, confident I was actually walking through a door. I think it's half dehydration and half medication. I'm like Kitty no balance, I have no sense of direction or concept of balance. I imagine it's entertaining as fuck to anyone watching.
Also, the return of shark week. I've spent so much time I'm the bath trying to relieve cramps that my feet are falling apart from water log.
On the good news side though, I got my vaginal and mouth swab std results, and I an gonorrhea and chlamydia free in both my mouth and fanny flaps.
Just kidding. About the flaps. I dont really have flaps, more like creases. Not kidding about the clap free traps though, I'm half clean as a whistle. Waiting to do the blood tests, then hopefully I'll be 100% disease free.
I haven't figured out how to utilize my support network, but I'm so grateful to have it there when I do figure it out.
You gremlins have been great. :)