Jul 10, 2023
MY 14 YR OLD FANGIRL SELF NEVER CHANGED ONE BIT TO MY 23 YR OLD BODY IM STILL A FERAL TEENAGE GIRL HYPERVENTILATING OVER HER FICTIONAL HYPER FIXATIONS ALL THESE YEARS
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MY 14 YR OLD FANGIRL SELF NEVER CHANGED ONE BIT TO MY 23 YR OLD BODY IM STILL A FERAL TEENAGE GIRL HYPERVENTILATING OVER HER FICTIONAL HYPER FIXATIONS ALL THESE YEARS
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To say I have too many shows to watch and too little time to watch all of them would be an understatement.
"You interrupt my reading once more, and this book might become a lethal weapon."
-Me to a classmate who wanted to borrow a pen.
I can't multi-stan. Anyone had a similar problem like this?
Also I get affected by what's happening to him a lot. For example, I'm currently obsessed with Saint Suppapong. And I get a little bit sad everytime I see his current series can't make it to no. 1 trend on twitter or on LineTV top views. Even though admittedly I don't like it that much I want him to succeed. :(
Do you have any tips on how to control this behavior? I don't want it to affect me so much anymore. I know I should like chill out but it's a loooot easier sad than done.
I realized I probably have the weirdest way to check in with myself when it comes to my relationships.
Whenever my brain needs to reassess if the relationship is still working out, it goes "Well, would I break up if [insert the celebrity I am obsessed with at the moment] would come along and show interest?
If yes, well. If I would leave bc a stranger that I only know through interviews comes along, this doesn't work out I guess.
If no, holy shit, you compete against [celebrity] and win in my in head scenarios, you must be special and do a lot of things right, I guess I can consider myself pretty lucky.
Am I the only one doing this? Is this weird? Am I completely messed up? Please tell me!!
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i miss the times were I only fangirled over fictional characters, you know.Â
i know they don’t exist and it sucks but i think it’s even worse if you have a crush on someone who DOES. they don’t even know you, if they would ever meet you it would get super weird because you are a fan, i kinda feel guilty about writing/reading fanfiction about them because, come on, they are real people and we shouldn’t do that i guess, it’s weirder to fangirl about a real person than a fictional character in front of your boyfriend/girlfriend, and if THEY are in a relationship i am so torn because i am so happy for them and i only wish them all the best in the whole wide world but at the same time my heart crumbles and it hurts so damn much..
i didn’t have those problems when i only fangirled over fictional characters. easier times guys, easier times...Â
i tried to write today but my brain just farted
Rewatching SNK stresses me out so bad but not as much as knowing everything that will happen in the future, like, I can't even