#fanfin

In South Africa, we tried to discuss hope.

Whale Fall - Veiled Sea

Endless Ocean Luminous, Nintendo Switch

Drink, drank, drunk!! Just a little bit of fun, sorry its long :)

Enjoy xx

"OK guys, we have been asked to go to an NYPD Sex Crimes Conference next Saturday. It's a training day for us, Dodds said you all have to be there"

"Come on Liv, Really?" Fin complained back

"Yes really, it's in Brooklyn, so we will all meet here at 7.30 and take a squad car together, it's starts at 8.30 and is meant to finished at 5.30, I have booked us a table at a place near by where we are going to go for dinner so then we can have some team bonding"

"Does the team bonding involve shots?" Amanda joked back

"Team bonding is what you make it Rollins" Liv smiled back

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"Hermosa, I'm home"

"Hey Rafi, I missed you" he walked over to where you were sitting at the dining table with paper work all over it and he kissed you on top of the head.

"I missed you too. What are you doing?"

"We have an NYPD conference training day thing next Saturday in Brooklyn, Liv wants us all to go through some things, so we know what to say if we are asked questions. You know we have to impress the Chief and show him we are not all misfits" you rolled your eyes

"Sounds fun" he said with a half-smile

"Not really, but Liv is planning a team bonding dinner after so that will be fun" you laughed

"Don't get too carried away mi hermosa, maybe when you come home we can have our own team bonding" he lent done whispering in your ear.

****

Rafael was still asleep that morning when you left. The dress code was smart casual, so you had black jeans, a white button down, tucked in and a navy dress jacket over the top with a pair of black flats. Your badge was on your jeans waist and your hair was in a high pony tail.

You had left a little early to get everyone a coffee before you all meet and headed over to the training day.

"OH Y/N, what would we do without you" Amanda gave you a tap on the back as she took a sip.

The drive over was fun. Sonny was going to meet you guys there, it was closer to his place. Fin drove, Liv sat in the front, you, Nick and Amanda in the back.

"Fin, can you change the song please?"

"No…..you need to respect the classic. I' am driving I pick the music" you rolled your eyes with a giggle

The day wasn't too bad for your first training day, a lot of information you knew, but a few things you heard were interesting that you actually paid attention too. You and Amanda were asked to do a question and answer with other female police officers and detectives from other precinct’s about how you deal with preps and victims being a female officer in one of the biggest sex crimes departments in the state.

Chief Dodds was so pleased with you both he reported back to Olivia.

"I know your SVU work’s a little different to most others, but they done a great job and answered how they should of, especially the young one, Y/N is her name right"

"They are two of my best Chief, I would be lost without them" Liv smiled over at him.

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"Well that's a wrap" said Nick

"I need a drink" said Amanda

"We need to eat first, I'm starving" you complained

"Well let's go. We can leave the car here, it's only a block away" Liv answered

"Who's driving home?" Asked Nick

"I will" said Fin "Someone gotta control all y'all drunk asses"

"Can I throw my jacket in the car before we go?" 

On your walk over to dinner, you finally had a chance to message Rafael after being busy all day.

You; 5.35- Hey Rafi, we are finished and on the way to dinner. Hope you had fun today with your Mum, I'll message when we are on the way home. I miss and love you xx

Rafael; 5.44- I actually just got home mi hermosa. Yes I had a good day, Mami spoke the whole time about me bringing you over. I'll see you when you get home for our team bonding ;). But if you need me to come and get you, let me know. I love and miss you hermosa x

"Stop messaging your boyfriend, its team bonding night" Amanda nudged you, then linked her arm with yours as you walked.

"Here it is" Liv was standing in front of an alleyway.

"Liv we just done a sex crimes training day, and you’re taking us down an alley" You smart assed her, making everyone laugh.

“What Y/N, you don't trust me?" You laughed back, "Let’s go"

The place Liv took you guys was a hidden gem. As you guys made your way down the alley, there was a big wooden door right at the end with security standing in front of it. He checked all your ID's and opened the door for you all to enter.

"You are going to love this place Y/N, they have some of the best pasta in Brooklyn and the music is great" Sonny told you as you walked in.

There was a big dance floor in the middle and tables all around. Behind the bar as a huge fish tank filled with all different kinds of salt water fish. The host showed you guys to your table. You sat between Sonny and Nick, Amanda across from you between Fin and Liv. You guys all ordered drinks and dinner.

The night was going great, laughing, mucking around, and teasing. Cocktail after cocktail, shot after shot, the music was amazing. The last thing you remember was dancing between Nick and Amanda.

****

*Knock knock knock*

"Barba open up, Its Nick and Sonny"

Rafael was asleep on the couch with the TV still going, he looked over at the clock on the wall, it was still dark out, but he just made out the time, 4 am.

"Coming" he shouted back gruffly, he rushed to the front door and opened it. What he seen before him, he didn't know if he should laugh or be angry.

"What is going on?" he stared back at them, Sonny was holding your shoes and bag, Nick was carrying you.

"Here Barba, I have to go, Amanda is passed out in the car down stairs, See you Monday" and he rushed off.

Nick was carrying you bridal style. You had your arms wrapped around his neck and your head resting on his shoulder, snoring lightly. Rafael moved out of the way to let Nick in.

"Where should in put her?"

"Ah in bed"

Rafael led Nick to the bed room. He opened the door and walked over to the bedside table and turned on the lamp. He pulled the blankets down and moved for Nick to lay you down.

Nick placed you down and pulled the blanket up over you,

"Nick" you whispered, Rafael could smell the alcohol on your breath.

"How much did she drink?" He spat at Nick

"Between her and Amanda you don't want to know"

"Nick" you said again

"Yeah Y/N?"

"I need Rafi" you slurred.

"I'm here now hermosa, ssshhh. I'am here"

And you fell back asleep.

Nick and Rafael walked out of the room.

"Good luck with her when she wakes up" Nick laughed, "It's partly my fault, I should of stopped Amanda from feeding her shots, between the cocktails. But they were having fun. Lucky Liv and Fin left before the fun started. They didn't give SVU a good rep and I think they scared Carisi" he laughed again

"Well thanks for getting her home"

"Yeah no problems at all, I better go, we have to get Amanda home”

****

You felt like a jack hammer was going off in your head, you put your hands to your head and pushed down in hopes that would stop your head from exploding.

You rolled over, you were alone in bed, you seen the clock on Rafael’s bed side table, 11.30 am. You sat up slowly and seen that you were still in your cloths. How did you get home? You asked yourself. You got up slowly and made your way out the door after opening it.

You walked out slowly, using the wall to keep your balance. As you rounded the corner into the kitchen you seen Rafael sitting at the dining room table drinking coffee and looking through a case file. He must have sensed you and looked up.

"OH hey party girl, how you feeling?" And looked at you with a half-smile.

"I' am never drinking again Rafi" he burst out laughing "How did I get home?"

"Really mi Hermosa? Your an SVU detective"

You rolled your eyes at him

"Rafi, how did I get home?"

He giggled, "Amaro and Carisi. I heard you and Rollins scared Carisi with your behaviour last night"

"Hmmm I wouldn't be surprised, we were a bit wild, the parts I remember anyway. Amanda is bad" you laughed to yourself. “OH my head"

Rafael got up and walked over to you and kissed you on the temple. He then grabbed a glass filled it with water, opened the draw to the Panadol and popped two out.

"Take these, drink this and go shower. I'll order breakfast. Something extra greasy"

"You are the best Rafi, I'm sorry I came home so late, and well so drunk"

He laughed, "Its OK hermosa, as long as you had fun"

By the time you got out of the shower, Rafael had the food delivery waiting for you. Once you had finished eating, you were standing at the sink washing the few things you had used that morning when Rafael came up behind you, wrapping his arms round your middle,

"I think we need a day on the couch" he kissed the little bit of your neck showing over your t shirt.

"Sounds great to me" you smiled

Kim Hongjoong

would be shocked and would be lost for words for a minute.

He would stare for a second but then would look away so he didn't think he was taking advantage of the situation.

Would be too shy to tell you to fix it so he would do it for you.

Makes sure know one was looking or talking about what just happened.

“Let me just fix this real quick. This skirt looked good on you baby, but let’s not wear it in public unless I’m with you.”

Park Seonghwa

Is very protective of you and doesn’t like you getting a lot of attention from other guys.

Doesn’t really like you wearing too revealing clothes out in public

Once he sees your skirt coming up, he would immediately pull it down

He would offer you his jacket to wrap around your waist.

“be careful, I don’t want other men staring at what is mine, okay babe?”

Jeong Yunho

To be honest, I don’t even think he would notice that your skirt was riding up at first.

Once he notices, he would be flustered to the point that he thought it was funny.

Would joke around about your skirt coming up for days.

Even though he would be more of the jokester type during this situation, he wouldn’t let others joke or talk about it.

“babe, I don’t know if your skirt is suppose to be this short, but I can see your little bum.”

Kang Yeosang

he would notice your skirt slightly moving up before your behind was exposed.

Would be flustered and shy to tell you. however, he wouldn’t just stand there and watch your skirt come up.

Would tell you so you could fix it or would ask if it is okay if he helped you.

He would get more embarrassed about the situation than you would be.

“uh y/n, you skirt is moving up a bit, mind if a fix it for you?”

Choi San

wouldn’t know If your skirt actually was coming up without your control or if you were teasing him.

Gets distracted by the view and become flustered and turned on.

Would undo a couple of buttons on his shirt.

I don’t know why, but I imagine san would come up to you and slap your ass if this happened.

“what? It's not my fault you had that sexy ass of yours out, just waiting for a slap hun.”

Song Mingi

he would let you figure out the situation with your skirt.

He would be too surprised and taking back to say anything to you.

Would be enjoying the view a little bit too much than he should.

Would end up telling you if you didn’t notice.

“Nice…oh uh nothing. Your skirt jump came up a bit love.”

Jung Wooyoung

surprisingly, I feel like he would tell you calmly to avoid you from becoming embarrassed.

Use to seeing more skin from you, but knew your skirt coming up wasn’t your intention.

Would let you fix it yourself to keep you from being uncomfortable.

Even though he would be nice about it in the moment, he would end up teasing you about it.

“your skirt is coming up babe. Although, I’m not complaining.”

Choi Jongho

will be very innocent and shy during this situation.

Won’t know how to tell you without coming out as sounding like a pervert.

Will constantly be clearing his throat.

He would be a blushing mess after seeing your skirt come up.

“uhm hun, I don’t mean to sound weird… b-but your skirt is coming up a bit.

The Unknown Chapter Index.

Unexpected Chapter Index

Morgan hadn't moved passed the chair next to Creed's room. Eric had come and gone during the day, checking on Aleks, then overseeing the progress in the fence. No new trucks or people from the resistance had shown up. They were holding off okay, the people in the fence had already swapped to eat and rest, the people who had been wounded and then healed were also back on business.

Last time he had checked on Aleks, he was eating again but he looked really tired. Eric stayed to make him sleep, then left him to go back to Morgan. He had a dauntless set up in every room in the shelter.

When he walked towards intensive care he saw Morgan standing in the doors trying to look in from the circular window.

Eric walked faster to her and stopped to look in as well.

"What happened?"

"I don't know, there's only two doctors in and one came in with a case. No one came out to say anything" Morgan had her arms crossed at her chest, and worry was still written all over her face.

Eric placed a hand on her shoulder and neck and squeezed.

They took a step back when the remaining two doctors came out. Morgan moved one of her hands to Eric's and held tight.

"And?" She asked impatient

"It was a long and stressful 10 hour procedure but we've extracted all the shell casings from his neck and shoulder. He's lost a significant amount of blood, but we were able to counteract the loss with almost 6 units of blood. He's unconscious for now, the lower version of the serum we gave him will heal him, but not as fast to help him recover with time."

"So he's okay" Morgan concluded

"For now"

Morgan let out a big breath along with the tightening on her chest that had been there ever since she saw Creed stumble down on the wall. She let out a happy laugh and Eric pulled her to his chest, hugging her. Morgan felt Eric's fast beating heart come down to a normal level. Eric was also very much relieved that Creed was fine.

He gave Morgan a kiss on the forehead and took her by the hand.

"We need to let him rest, and you need to rest too."

Morgan reluctantly looked back at the door. One of the last doctors came out of the room and Eric let Morgan go to talk to her.

"I want a doctor in the vicinity of this room at all times, just in case something happens I want him to have a constant and fast response."

"We have another wounded to tend" she excused with arrogance. Eric grabbed her by the arm and kept her in place.

"Let them die, I don't care. You don't want to know what happens" he squeezed her arm harder "when people cross me"

Morgan placed a hand on Eric's arm to stop him, Eric didn't let go

"Are we clear?" Eric said slowly. The Erudite doctor swallowed her pride and nodded.

Eric let go of her arm and turned to Morgan, holding her by the hand and walking away from the room.

Eric had a special room prepared, just like the other leaders of the different factions. It was a little room with a private bathroom, a bed, a crib for Aleks, and a table propped in the corner with a light. Morgan and Eric headed to the nursery to pick up a still sleeping Aleks. Given it was already 2 am he would sleep soundly till tomorrow.

Still, Morgan didn't out him in the crib. She laid him in the bed with her and covered them both with a blanket. She gave the little one a kiss on the forehead and laid in her side, facing him and holding him by the side, caressing his chest while he breathed in and out.

"I'm sorry about Aleks but..." she whispered, she knew Eric was listening to her. She felt the matress move next to her, Eric laid on the bed and sighed. "Creed just... Have you ever had someone you care about shot right in front of you? Have you seen someone's eyes plagued with fear, and they slowly lose life and began to close?"

Eric could hear Morgan's voice quivered. He placed his hand on her hip.

"I've had it with you, and it hurt so much. And it hurts just as much with Creed. And I know maybe you've acted differently but I rathered have Creed alive"

"I'm not judging you for what you did Morgan. You handled it as best you could." Eric interrupted her. "I'm not angry at you. I'm angry at the people in the resistance, I'm angry at the people in the department. People, kids in Amity died. Maybe I'm getting a little too soft now that I am a father but... Those kids in Amity, the people and the kids in my own faction don't deserve whatever we have coming to us. As soon as we eliminate the threat, I'm closing down the city again. And we'll revert to what we were used to. Faction system and divergent hunt."

"I agree" she said, she turned to him and laid on her side "people have used us the department most importantly. You have to convince the other leaders"

"That won't be hard"

"You'll have to convince Christine" Eric rolled his eyes and then closed them.

"I'm not worried about Christine, we'll probably have to vote for this, and I know for a fact she'll be the only one to want the city to continue open. She doesn't have a shot at winning"

Before giving in to sleep Morgan leaned to Eric and kissed him on the cheek, making him throw his arm back and hold her by the shoulders, pulling her to his chest.

The next day, Eric left Morgan and Aleks sleep while he had a little reunion with the team leaders outside of Erudite. There hadn't been any more movements or more trucks from the resistance, but Eric wasn't going to sit tight.

He instructed to have the troops ready by after breakfast to make a little scout towards the settlement to eliminate the threat once and for all, he wasn't going to wait until more of them came out of the woodwork.

After that he walked back towards the room, finding Morgan and Aleks walk out of it.

The first time Aleks had taken his first steps, Eric was walking out of his office in dauntless, the little one saw him and released Morgan's grip, charging as fast as he could towards Eric's arms, he couldn't be happier when the happened, or so he thought. Two weeks after that and a week shy of his eleventh month Morgan was making him practice words, the easiest ones being mommy and daddy.

Morgan had spent a big amount of time pointing at Eric in meals and saying 'Dada' over and over again. When Aleks actually said it out of nowhere when they were having breakfast a month ago, Eric sat there paralyzed, Morgan face lit up and she clapped at Aleks to congratulate him for his first word. Eric just sat silent there, looking at his baby, he spent the rest of his day with him, not really working, he just carried him around and would often make him say Dada to show the other dauntless Aleks' first words. Momma wasn't far after that one.

Everytime Eric sat Aleks and saw the progress he was making he couldn't help himself to think it was a little step forwards in his development, and another step forward until he could have another baby. He wanted another kid desperately, as desperately as he needed Aleks when that idea climbed into his head the first time. Morgan had been very straight forward about that, no babies until Aleks was well into his 18 months or more.

Despite all that, Eric was enjoying way too much this new chapter in Aleks' life.

As soon as Aleks saw him he charged at him with his little feet and a big smile. Eric bent over when he was near and picked him up, trowing him up and catching him again, Aleks let out a laugh when Eric put him back down, his little fingers clasped to his own and Eric waited for Morgan to continue walking.

"We were called to a meeting after breakfast"

"Hello to you too" Eric said, Morgan rolled her eyes a little and leaned in to kiss him on the lips shortly. "It's probably a briefing meeting" he dismissed "I'm sending some troops towards the settlement, I need to assess the situation there and when I come back we'll shut down the city and work on repairing the fence"

"Okay. Are you taking him for breakfast?" She motioned at Aleks "I'm checking on Creed"

"Are you not having breakfast?"

"I'm not hungry"

"You have to eat something" Morgan turned to the corridor and let out a sigh.

"Fine dad, I'll eat something"

"I'm not being annoying, I need you well to help me from here" Morgan stopped looking at him to look at Aleks. Sometimes Eric took him to his round and sometimes Morgan did. Aleks was used to splitting off with one of his parents, and since he was holding Eric's hand he waved at Morgan goodbye.

She chuckled and kneeled to kiss him in the forehead.

"Once you are done with breakfast you can drop him off at the nursery, they'll keep him entertained for a while"

"I care for Creed's sake as well, but don't leave Aleks alone too long"

"I got it" Morgan stood up turned on her heels to walk down the hall

"Aren't you forgetting something?" Morgan let out a little smile and turned back on her heels to Eric, she walked a few short steps and gave him a long kiss on the lips. Once they parted Eric began walking "that's better" he said smiling back at her.

Morgan smiled back and continued her trek towards intense care where Creed should've been, except he wasn't.

The nurse that was cleaning up the room quickly as another patient was about to be admitted told Morgan that Creed had signed a voluntary leave to be discharged early in the morning. He hadn't made a full recovery, he still needed to be bandaged and not take any more damage, but aside from that he was making good time on the healing.

Morgan walked aimlessly looking for Creed, and if she didn't find him she would go and get Aleks.

Luckily she found him on the cafeteria they had set up on one big common area. She jogged to him and when she reached him she looked at him worried

"The hell are you doing you're supposed to be resting" she said, Creed only looked down at her with a cocked eyebrow and threw his arm around Morgan, leading her to the table

"I'm fine" he said with a hoarse voice. Morgan made a grimace and hugged him by the side, making him stop to hug him properly.

"I was worried about you. You could've died"

Creed let out a sigh himself, then hugged Morgan back running his hand on her back.

"The doctor said that I wouldn't have made it if you hadn't kept pressure on my neck, the blood loss could have been more serious if you hadn't"

Morgan smiled on his chest, then moved back.

"You took a shotgun blast for me"

"Because I know you would take one for me too"

"Of course I would" Morgan confirmed. Creed held her by the shoulders again and led her to a table

"And Eric?"

"Fine, he's trying to deal with this as fast as possible. And he's really mad about the whole thing"

"He's gone soft, that's what happens"

"He has, I'm not denying that"

Creed slowly sipped his coffee while Morgan looked behind him to find Eric walk toward them. Eric placed his hand on Creed's good shoulder and looked down at him.

"You okay?" He asked. Creed nodded while he took another sip

"I might need a few days off, maybe a raise, a bigger apartment"

Eric rolled his eyes and patted him carefully on the shoulder

"I'll get you a pre-war purple heart and that's it" Creed chuckled and looked at how Morgan smiled a little.

Eric extended his hand to her, Morgan took it and stood up from the cafeteria seat.

"I could hear their hearts beating every minute of the ninety." Dawson drew his head back, their gazes met. Belmont was a moth to a flame. "They can't hide it. They're terrified."

His free hand came up to Belmont's neck. It lingered on his pulse.

"I can hear your heartbeat, Belmont." He smiled with his teeth bared, two sharp fangs glinting in the dull light of the locker room. "Are you terrified?"

in which I've made ANOTHER crappy fic,,,,,,,,yah im sorry guys

Break my arms around the one I love.

on a balcony somewhere in the cauldron......  You are the most delicious thing I have ever tasted.

i finished this fic 2 days ago but i only wanted 2 share it after i finished drawing a little cover for it :D if u like it consider leaving a comment!! ❤️