I wanted to arrange the dining room, and finish painting the living room and dining room.

I slept in because I worked39 hours in 4 days, Thursday being a 13h10m day.

Made some breakfast and did the dishes. Then I went through probably half a dozen bins, 4 of which need to go into storage.

But I'd wakened up at 3AM with a stomach ache which only got worse, to the point by about 1PM that I was weak and had to sit down. Wolf went out and bought me electrolyte solution.

So other than helping him with some security-clearance paperwork, I got nothing else done today at all.

February 18, 2019

Crap I missed yesterday.

Dog, dessert, house, frozen shot

💫 Day x/100 Days of productivity💫

1/3/18

I am not counting this day :/ I went to the library in the morning and wrote an abstract for my paper but I never typed it so that wasn’t really productive. College is ending so I embellished my autograph book a little.

So today was a complete fail .. I was dealing with a lot of horrible emotions yesterday, missing the person that was more my mother than my own, hoping a miracle will bring her home soon <3 Breakfast

coffee with 1 TBSP of 1% milk = 6 calories  Mid Afternoon:   Chocolate Cake + icing ( 2 pieces) = 580 calories)

Night time:  Chocolate Cake + icing (1 piece) =290

Yeah, well, okay, today has been a spectacular fucking failure hahaha. Ugh. I hit 1400 cal before lunch and I’m currently at 1800 cal. I went for a run and even then, I only have 45 calories left... Ugh.

I surprisingly don’t feel too bad. Just really disappointed. 

So I think I figured something out. I went to bed pretty late and was stressed out this morning so I had around 6 hours of sleep....my theory is that when I get less than 7 hours of sleep, I become completely CARB CRAZY. Like hoooolyshit, I was snacking like crazy this morning. I had a second breakfast of a bagel with chevre cream cheese (which is holy shit delicious) and I was planning on skipping lunch but had the TASTIEST avo chicken wrap instead.... omigod droooool. 

But I do really regret all the choco-covered almonds I ate today. That was super unnecessary. And a bag of pop chips. I don’t even like pop chips. Really shouldn’t start my work morning with sour patch kids :/ Tonight, we are going out for Thai and so we all know how that’s gonna turn out (me consuming everything that is oily and yummy) Hopefully, I have SOME self control. 

Maybe I will just look at today as a cheat day? Lol. Anyway, lesson learned. I need my 7.5-8 hours of sleep.

And historically, I’ve failed like every single flippin weekend, so I’m a little nervous about that but we shall see.