#faggotism

IM NOT A STRAIGHTBIAN EITHER

IM NOT EVEN A GIRLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

So I started talking to my ex from like five years ago, last night. We skyped from 2am to 8am and said goodbye about a good forty times. And for the longest while he had his mic off, and he turned it on and i almost cried... he sounds like a gay boy but he has the nicest voice ever, it's so funny and adorable. And he bites his lip constantly and i was just going insane the whole time. His hair is really bushy and it's so cute. But the whole time all i could do was smile and laugh cause he's so cute and funny, but then i kept thinking of all our old memories, and how he was always there for me, whenever i needed him. We were like retardedly in love, like as hard as two twelve/thirteen year olds could love. He's the reason that i started liking Marianas Trench, only reason i ever gave them a chance was pretty much because of him. They were our band, every song had some relation to our relationship, we both loved them, and thought the world of them; and i'm so glad he made me listen to them because they've completely changed my life and i have him to thank for that. I still love him, love doesn't just up fly away. But i did, which sucked. I moved away from him twice, further and further. We once lived around the corner from each other, but we didn't even know the other existed at that point. And now there is so many songs, by Hedley and Marianas Trench that i connect to us. I can't stand knowing that he thinks i don't even care about what we had, or remember anything about it. It was one of the best moments of my life being with him. He use to be really negative, and it really bugged me, and he always questions the impossible, and it really bugs me; but those are the only two things that bug me about him... and the fact he gets a boner for rockband. But i miss him more than anything. " They don't know you, not like I do. Only you and I were meant to be. " " I'd be so good to you, you'd be so good to me. "

" I know we said it's just as well i don't keep you, keep you to myself, But i don't want to see you happier with somebody else." *everything in for the nights i can't remember*

yeah but basically, he's adorable, cutest thing, has a really nice voice, stupid, perfect, retarded, amazing, strong, non-cooperative, and mine. not yours; mine.