Oct 19, 2018
What if I’m making up my disorder for attention? What if I’m not real??Â
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What if I’m making up my disorder for attention? What if I’m not real??Â
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I don’t know if I mentioned this on my blog yet, but I’m actually gonna stop the integration process for a while. I think I need my alters for right now and I’m not ready to integrate them yet.
Who was first? Who is the original? Am I only an alter? Was I the original? I can’t remember. I thought I knew.
Now I’m unsure.
I was feeling super secure and valid and then I was going through the fucking dissociative identity disorder tag and some person was complaining about “fake” traumagenic systems and now I hate myself again. :) thanks tumblr, you always know how to make me feel like shit.
Hey my little alter, Chickadee, made a blog. It’s kind of an age regression blog for me as well? (not kink related at all- I don’t like D/D/L/G or C/G/L or any of that stuff). It’s mainly her blog tho and she only lets me post stuff she’s comfortable with. Again, I really want this to be her space out in the world.
Anyways it’s at @baby-chickadee and you can follow it if you want SFW age regression stuff. Or if you want to just see what kinds of stuff she likes! You won’t be able to message her or ask questions tho. She is a child, and I don’t want to risk any interaction with kinksters or M/A/Ps
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Seth locked himself inside his house in the headspace. I went and knocked on his door and he wouldn't come out for a while. And then he dragged me into the middle of a field of tall grass and told me that he's not safe and that he doesn't trust anyone. And I kept asking "why?" and "what's wrong??" And he just kept saying that he doesn't trust anyone and that he's scared of Chickadee (who is fucking 7?? So I don't know what he's on about) and then he said that he wouldn't front until he knows that the body is completely safe. And then he ran back to his house and locked the door and I don't know what's fucking happening, but hooo boy is it rough.
My mom really wants me to talk to my psychiatrist about my dissociative disorder but I’m really really scared to do so. What will my psychiatrist do? What if she thinks I’m fucking crazy? God I know I need to tell her but I really don’t want to.