#faded memory

VHS - permanent marker on paper, 8 x 10 inches, 2015

haven’t seen your face in months and i lowkey miss your touch it’s been awful hard i need you by my side

we haven’t talked in a while i can’t quite remember your smile who’s keeping you busy? i’m pretty sure this should be easy

skimming through old conversations keeping those feelings alive each month a different chapter of the novel i started to write you fade through the pages the memory of your eyes seems too far i miss your presence and how it made me feel alive

i try to push the thought away but my feelings about you are wide awake it hurts like hell oh how hard i fell

did you even love me or was it all play pretend? oscar worthy performance right in front of my face

skimming through old conversations keeping those feelings alive each month a different chapter of the novel i started to write you fade through the pages the memory of your eyes seems too far i miss your presence and how it made me feel alive

were all those loving words fake? was it just a movie i made for myself? all these questions in my head causing an awful lot of pain

i wanted you to want me to love me as hard and deep as i loved you was it too much to ask? or was I not enough?

skimming through old conversations keeping those feelings alive each month a different chapter of the novel i started to write you fade through the pages the memory of your eyes seems too far i miss your presence and how it made me feel alive