I haven't posted anything about this year. Well, like others, this year has been a rocky road for me. I ended my first job for personal reasons, did something adventurous which I'm very proud of, went to places I have never been, befriend a stranger, conquer a fear, change a career, and a lot more. It is quite hard to sum up what a year has done to me and how it changed me. Looking back, I cannot recognize myself anymore, for I have learned a lot of things from exploration. There were so many chances I took, changes I managed, choices I stood on. Despite all these, I was able to survive and I learned a lot too. This year is my year of discovery. I learned that: (1) No matter how kind you are, people will take it as a weakness. Nevertheless, kill them with kindness. (2) A bitter heart has a lot of courage inside, never underestimate it. No matter how bitter it acts, repay it with sweetness. Sometimes, bitterness is just a result of draught. Let it experience what sweetness is. (3) You are never what the people say unless you make yourself one. (4) Do NOT judge so quickly despite all the mistakes. Have a room for patience and kindness. (5) Learn to let go. When things didn't go the way you planned, let go and accept it. Sometimes, things fall apart to be in the right place. (6) Always believe in yourself. If you believe in yourself, people would believe in you too. (7) Love the people around you beyond measure. (8) Be a blessing to others. (9) Decide where your heart is. (10) Lastly, do what makes you happy. After all, happiness is not always found but created. I have still a lot of things to learn. I have still a lot of things to comtemplate about. Nevertheless, I am very thankful for all the things that happened - all the good and the bad. I hope, I will be facing 2016 with more courage and a kinder heart. Hopefully, figure things out, know what my heart desires.
