#extentialism

Voice of reason- Charlie from hazbin hotel

Logic- a very tired physics major who isn't getting payed enough

Disappointment in myself- just myself for once

Disappointment in others- Wolverine???

Voice of mischief ™- Leo Valdez

Pessimistic thoughts- Nico DeAngelo

Thoughts of crushs- Literally fucking Sappho of Lesbos (she's incoherent and screaming)

Fashion sense- Piper mclean, Freddie Mercury, and an angry Frenchman.

Thoughts on music or movies- David Bowie???

Manic phases- Deadpool and Freddie Mercury...

What if it truly does not matter what you do, but how you do whatever you do?

How would this change what you choose to do with your life?

What if you could be more present and openhearted with each person you met if you were working as a cashier in a corner store, or as a parking lot attendant, than you could if you were doing a job you think is more important?

How would this change how you want to spend your precious time on this Earth?

What if your contribution to the World and the fulfillment of your own happiness is not dependant on discovering a better method of prayer or technique of meditation, not dependent upon reading the right book or attending the right seminar, but upon really seeing and deeply appreciating yourself and the world as they are right now?

How would this affect your search for spiritual development?

What if there is no need to change, no need to try to transform yourself into someone who is more compassionate, more present, more loving or wise?

How would this affect all the places in your life where you are endlessly trying to be better?

What if the task is simply to unfold, to become who you already are in your essential nature - gentle, compassionate, and capable of living fully and passionately present?

How would this affect how you feel when you wake up in the morning?

What if who you essentialy are right now is all that you are going to be?

How would this affect how you feel about your future?

What if the essence of who you are and always have been is enough?

How would this change how you see and feel about your past?

What if the question is not why am I so infrequently the person I really want to be, but why do I so infrequently want to be the person I am?

How would this change what you think you have to learn?

What if becoming who and what we truly are happens not through striving and trying but by recognizing and receiving the people and places and practices that offer us the warmth of encouragement we need to unfold?

How would this shape the choices you make about how to spend today?

What if you knew that the impulse to move in a way that creates beauty in the world will arise from deep within and guide you every time you simply pay attention and wait?

How would this shape your stillness, your movement, your willingness to follow this impulse, to just let go and dance?

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I think death might be a kind of ever-lasting hallucination, where the body shuts down but death itself does not truly exist. 

Some hallucinations work like dreams. When you think about one specific thing a lot, you are very likely to dream about it. While hallucinating, you are often unconscious, and in those moments, you usually believe everything is real. You think you are still where you were last, things continue to happen, and sometimes you see disturbing images. 

But what is death might simply be the moment when the body becomes so exhausted (by old age, sickness, etc.) that it goes into a shutdown? We call this death, but what if it’s actually just a form of rest? We have never really been able to keep a body intact or in good condition for a long period of time.  

There are many people who have returned after being clinically death for a few minutes, even though many say you cannot return from actual death. A lot of these people believe in something after death, and humans have always wondered what the afterlife might be like. Many of these people have claimed to see things, things they always believed would be the afterlife. This made me think about the dream-hallucination thing I explained. 

I think death might be a kind of ever-lasting hallucination, where the body shuts down but death itself does not truly exist. 

Some hallucinations work like dreams. When you think about one specific thing a lot, you are very likely to dream about it. While hallucinating, you are often unconscious, and in those moments, you usually believe everything is real. You think you are still where you were last, things continue to happen, and sometimes you see disturbing images. 

But what is death might simply be the moment when the body becomes so exhausted (by old age, sickness, etc.) that it goes into a shutdown? We call this death, but what if it’s actually just a form of rest? We have never really been able to keep a body intact or in good condition for a long period of time.  

There are many people who have returned after being clinically death for a few minutes, even though many say you cannot return from actual death. A lot of these people believe in something after death, and humans have always wondered what the afterlife might be like. Many of these people have claimed to see things, things they always believed would be the afterlife. This made me think about the dream-hallucination thing I explained.