#exprobs

Your words or actions won't define my happiness. Learn to love yourself before you hate on me.😊✌ #oldpic #fineyourself #dontcometome #oldnews #dontneedyou #exprobs

I have an ex-girlfriend who started a gofund me to speak her story about being raped and going through trials and tribulations. I was there through her entire time and asked her to talk to me and tell me what was going on. As I am reading through her entire story, I was thinking about how she never tried to help herself. How I tried everything in my power to keep her secrets and help her. I tried to love her and give her what she wanted and she doesn't write that in her story. Only that her life was hell and that everyone put her down and said she was a lier. I wasn't there when she was 13 and being hurt by that guy but from the age of 15-18, I tried. I tried so hard to help and even destroyed my own mental state... She isn't speaking a whole truth so... is it a lie? What do i even think????? Did I even make a dent in her life? 

I do know about my ex fiancè throwing up nude pictures she took of me on instagram. Now answer me this, if someone broke your heart and treated you like complete shit, didnt respect you and your views, cheated on you, left you when you needed them the most , didnt even bother to lift a finger or make the time to see you while you were in the hospital, told you she missed you and also mentioned she was feeling extremely suicidal.. what would you do? Because i simply told her to go to the hospital. Im not going to run after someone as manipulative and selfish and now pathetic as her any longer. I gave her all i had and she destroyed me. I ignored her after the fact that she told me to go fuck myself and called me selfish bc i wouldnt go to the hospital with her.. she was never there for me so karma bit her in the ass and she felt the only way to get even was to post nudes of me on instagram... am i wrong for feeling the way that i do? Because she just finish really breaking my heart and making me really feel nothing but hate for her. That was childish especially coming from someone i was engaged to... sad. I honestly cant believe that this female has my heart, and that she would go this far to humiliate me. I spent weeks getting over her, crying and what not but this is really what lead me to really being done.