#exploring self

Everything you seek is waiting inside you to be found, but only if you take the time to understand

Information Overload by Devika Haridas Today I asked my heartif what you were doing was alright?To leave a man you love like how the passenger poem grumbled on Spotify,I read about a man on man fighting for a close touch and I thought if competence is what is to be trained to that meatball,When a cancer moon wanes tonight you might as well call him back, said a friend online or brutally split…

“Washing” by Devika Haridas I have scrubbed plates since six —Sitting down, standing up —pipes, drains and tumblersFood scrapes and wishing bonesBlowing bubbles and sweeping ash from mirrors of my soul, my day and my face.I like these shining pots, squeak squeakpick those squeaking fingernails scraping in clean,that jolt of metal rushing into my brain,Then one day, washing them clean, The sunset…

To feel sunlight and golden, To kiss the autumn breeze To see the hummingbirds in my garden,Took me long enough,To see my hands and feel the buzz,Like the magic of germinated seeds,To love them, like infants Took me long enough, to feel,Complete, with fear of oversteppingOversaying over respect and yet saying and over stepping took me long enough, to open my mouth,To put a crown on my head, for…