#except not really.

Or is that stupid? I need to know before I make myself out as a fool.

Just saying it out loud makes me think "Yeah... no he would NOT." But kind of hear me out. I'm thinking of it showing up in that kind of... more aggressive way. Like he doesn't 100% see it as "oh I think he's cute." but more "I want to hurt him. Well, not actually, but also I need to see him explode." Kind of way.

Henry doesn't WANT Ralph gone, but he also feels like he needs him to for his sake. Bro cannot handle the big feelings of actually loving someone (platonic and/or romantic)

But I think the main issue is actually more so the idea of Henry thinking of Ralph as cute / adorable in the first place. Like out of any way Henry could see Ralph, does "cute" and "adorable" actually fit?

It reminds me of people writing ships where they call each other pet names but like most of them don't stick or even make sense for those characters to call each other. Except instead of pet names, it's.. uh.. compliments?

Should mention that I do not see Henry ONLY thinking of Ralph that way, he see's him a bunch of other ways. I'm just wondering if "cute & adorable" is one of those ways.

Another thing to add that might save my ass (lol): I think what I mean when I think Henry would see Ralph that way is like "I love you and care about you, and I just want to protect you." Not in a infantilizing way (please god I hope it doesn't come across like that.) But more.. well idk, simply wanting to see him safe and happy.

I mean, that can also go into a whole nother dicussion of "Would Henry even give a fuck enough to feel that way?" And to that; UHH... Yes? Probably.

Like If I said this about Ralph, it would 100% make sense. But this is about Henry, so it doesn't as much. My opinion is that Ralph loves / cares about Henry more. But not by a lot, might I add. Or it's equal and Henry just doesn't express it as much, who knows.

EDIT!!: Okay I think it's only adorable and not cute. Those words may be similer but they sorta mean something different, enough that cute isn't the right word. I only mean adorable.

Thank you to @lindszeppelin, @blurredcolour, @floralcyanide, and @soloangel for tagging me ( or my main blog ) or in lindsay's case, messaging me this.

I am a dual citizen of the US and Canada by birth. My mom is the Canadian half of my parents, my dad is the American half. I was born in Edmonton.

I was named after hurricane Alicia because my parents lived in Houston when it hit. It shows in how I am as a person. ( And yes, I know why do you go by Ally, then, it's because it's a version of Ali. )

I am ten years younger than my parents marriage. Give or take some months because they got married in October, I am an April baby. So, they've been married 40 years this year, I am 30 now.

I have been going grey/have been prematurely grey since I was 15 or 16 give or take. Coincidentally I have spent many a year dyeing my hair a red not dissimilar to Priscilla Presley.

I was a theater and debate kid in High School. Dreamed of being a lawyer. Didn't happen, probably won't ever happen. Still kind of bums me out.

I'm an only child but if you ask my mother she is sure she was carrying twins because she carried so big with me. To this day she tells me I ate my brother when I act like a stereotypical "guy". She means it with all the love in the world, promise.

I used to study engineering once upon a time. Switched to psychology after a breakdown over failing Calc 2 for the third? time. Much happier and much better fit for me as a human being.

I haven't gone up to visit my family in Canada since I was like 3. The last time I tried to go to my cousin's wedding and me and my parents hit an 18 wheeler tire in Kansas and hit a deer outside of Cheyenne, Wyoming. We decided to not go especially after we were gonna miss it anyway due to the car needing to be fixed from the deer and less so the tire. My cousin got divorced like a year later.

I have a sailor's mouth. I have tried many a year to control it but if me having a kid can't even get me to control it, yeah there's no hope I'm stuck this way.

things I should be doing: replies, icons…

LET’S CUT TO THE CHASE. 

EVERYTIME I REBLOG SOMETHING VAGUELY HORNY OR POST A SELFIE THAT SHOWS SOME SKIN, PEOPLE COMPLAIN.

OTHER PEOPLE MAKE HORNY POSTS ALL THE TIME, NO ONE BITCHES ABOUT THAT. WHEN I DO IT IT’S WEIRD, BUT WHEN ANYONE ELSE DOES IT IT’S FUN AND ENTERTAINING? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? THE MAJORITY OF YOU HAVE HORNY BLOGS BUT NO ONE GOES “DON’T YOU HAVE A SIDEBLOG FOR THAT?” AT Y’ALL, BUT IT’S FINE TO DO IT TO ME?

REAL TALK, I’M FRUSTRATED THAT I GET TREATED ONE WAY, BUT OTHER PEOPLE DOING THE EXACT SAME THING I DO DON’T GET THE SAME RESPONSE OR TREATMENT. I’M NOT MAD AT OTHER PEOPLE FOR HORNYPOSTING OR THEIR NUDES, I REALLY DON’T CARE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE POST. IT’S THE DOUBLE STANDARDS THAT’S GOT ME FEELING SHITTY. 

IF IT’S NOT OKAY FOR ME TO DO, WHY IS IT OKAY FOR EVERYONE ELSE? THE POKING FUN AT ME FOR DOING THE SAME SHIT EVERYONE ELSE DOES ISN'T FUN FOR ME AND IS ACTUALLY HURTFUL, I’M TIRED OF BEING QUIET ABOUT THE FACT THAT IT’S HURTFUL. REPEATEDLY BEING CALLED A TWINK AND A CATBOY IS FUCKING TIRESOME AND I’M SICK OF IT. IT’S DIFFERENT IF SOMEONE I LIKE DOES IT, BUT THE CATBOY JOKES ARE OLD. THE TWINK JOKES ARE OLD. THEY’RE NOT FUNNY, I DON’T ENJOY THEM, DON’T MAKE THEM AT ME. 

JUST IN CASE ANYONE THINKS I’M VAGUING THEM. IN BIG BOLD LETTERS: I AM NOT VAGUING ABOUT ANYONE. I DON’T CARE THAT YOU HORNY POST OR POST NUDES. I’M NOT MAD AT YOU OR ABOUT YOUR POSTS. I’M TIRED OF BEING MADE FUN OF. DON’T READ THIS LIKE A VAGUE POST. THIS ISN’T ABOUT ANY SINGLE PERSON. THE ONLY REASON I’M NOT MESSAGING INDIVIDUALS THAT HAVE MADE FUN OF ME IS BECAUSE TOO GODDAMN MANY OF YOU HAVE DONE IT TO ADDRESS PRIVATELY.