Something about siblings who are fated to be together but werenât due to outstanding circumstances and having different feelings about their missing half.
One has lived with that sense of incompletion but was surrounded by friends and family who helped that feeling stay as muted as it did.
The other has only ever known that feeling, growing up with one other person who tells stories of you, your people, and your missing half time and time again so itâs impossible to ignore.
And then, when you finally meet itâs great and amazing but old habits die hard and your sibling leaves again because that feeling of something missing is something theyâve grown accustomed to so walking away towards a goal is nothing new
And thatâs not to say they donât care about you, because they do! Youâre their missing half! But to them, that established connection, especially when they can literally feel your energy all the time if they just focused, is enough for them.
But for you? Itâs heartbreaking. It feels like abandonment all over again because you feel like your lifeâs purpose has been waiting for this familiar stranger and here they go leaving you behind to babysit some kid. And when someone comes along and tells you that you two were an unstoppable duo, siblings who stuck together no matter what, you canât help wonder if somethingâs wrong with this version of yourselves.
