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AHHH

1. Okay I started shipping this after Gerry’s appearance in ep 111. I mean, how could you not? Literally I could listen to them go back and forth for ages, I didn’t even realize that ep was almost forty minutes. HE WANTED HIS FRIENDS TO CALL HIM GERRY!!! THE PAIN IN JON’S VOICE WHEN HE TELLS GERRY TO ‘JUST REST’ WHEN HE BURNS THE PAGE!!

2. I love their banter and just super genuine compatibility. they share a sense of humor and a hatred of leitner and i just think they have chemistry!! from like, season one, jon was super fond of him and they hadn’t even met!! if they had met before all of this i just think it would be over for everyone. sorry jontim and jmart my other loves, these two woulda been endgame....unless we polycule them up.

1. Childhood Friends to Lovers 2. *Gasp* And They Were Roommates! 3. Only One Bed 4. Found Family All Piled Together In One Room Sleepover 5. Soulmate AU

6. has fandom ever made you enjoy a pairing you previously hated?

... jonelias. i really really dislike elias as, like, a person, but there’s something about jonelias that i’ve grown fond of the more i’ve been exposed to it? (not in a positive or fluffy way, for the most part though. more as a way to explore a darker, more complex relationship built on manipulation and power imbalances. also, jonelias fics with jonmartin endgame are just so enjoyable to me.) also jonpeter haha

22. popular character you hate?

yes!!!! this is my fave idea that I have brewing at the moment! I replied to an ask about the general premise, but would you like a little excerpt? 'He's in the attic again.' It didn't matter how many times they went through this. Every time she said it was like the first time: a sickening jolt of fear and confusion and something painfully, dangerously like hope scratching at the inside of his chest. The tide of exasperated patience washed it away soon enough.

He exhaled. 'He's not in the attic.'

Her eyes narrowed, flicking back up to the ceiling and roaming briefly in a circle, as though tracing unheard footsteps from above. 'I can hear him.' 'I know.' He shifted the tray as delicately as he could, debating trying to hold it with one hand and using the other to guide her back into the bedroom. The movement flicked a splash of the hot liquid onto the back of his hand and he hissed in surprise. 'I know.' He repeated. 'I know you can. But he's not here. I checked, remember.' Her gaze was hooked on the ceiling and so he shifted until she was compelled to look at him. 'Remember, I checked.' 

13. gender identity?

i aaam a cis woman but over the past few months i've realised i'm not as attached to that as i thought? like. hm. i'm certain that i am a woman, but wouldn't be offended if someone thought otherwise. previously i was like "people have to think i'm a woman immediately upon meeting me or I Will Die, so i'm going to subscribe to these certain norms so that happens." i focused a lot of my identity on being this model femme lesbian which??? wasn't healthy??? now i'm leaning into being more gnc and it feels good! i feel good

20. favourite book?

the book thief is very special to me! gets me every time

28. something you wish you were better at?

embroidery! i've only got like. two stitches down? and they're really clumsy? so when i look at my pieces and compare them to others it kinda fucks with me. practise makes perfect i suppose

Fear Entity Aesthetics - @eturni

L O N E L Y

LMAO the mood shift between these two

In A Week- How do you want to die?

bro I don’t even know, whenever I think about that I get all weird and emotional, so natural causes I guess, fingers crossed for old age but who even knows at this point lmao

To Noise Making- Do you like to sing?