#ethokin

The newest of each catogoy:

-Apparently I lived in Helscraft for a while, and for a least a few years, I raised Fundy there :D

-Bluebonnets, Yucca flowers, and Zinnias were the flowers me an Skizz made our rings out of, and then those flowers grew on his grave in LimL.

Kin Gods, why was it important for me to know that last part? - Etho

I LOVE MY PLATONIC HUSBAND SO MUCH

I think I just never realized I liked receiving casual physical affection until I was around Dogwarts. Ren and Skizz alone just loved to hug others, to lean on them when the nights were cold and to just grab hands when they wanted to make sure someone was alright. Martyn and BigB were a bit more closed off, but they still just touched each other to show affection often.

I think I just was never exposed to an environment where it was normal. I mean, Bdubs was really the only 'close' friend I had before 3rd Life that would've just showed off casual affection, but I'd never told him I liked it, so he never did it to me.

Funny how that works, isn't it? Only in a death game, where we were all destined to die, did I find a true family. - Etho ( Could I be 💖💛💚🖤 if that's not taken?)

'Let's see how far we've come'. Well, we didn't get very far in 3rd life, did we? Barely using diamond, everything made quickly and never made to last. - Etho (3rd life)

Me: 😳🫣🤭

Etho #🩵🗡️

i miss my soulmate

-double life etho

i can barely remember it, i have such absolute shit memory, i only know what even happened from watching my source, but i know how it felt

i cant remember what your smile looked like but i remember how happy it made me, i cant remember the feel of your hand in mine but i remember that i laughed. it all sort of melts away, and the world looks like a smudged oil painting in my head. i think i showed you my face once? did we sit by the fence or ignore it entirely? i cant remember

i wish i had more to say. how are you these days? any pets? that seems like a you thing, having pets.

i hope youre ok, i hope youre with people who make you happy

-etho