#eternalguilt

do you know how this sounds?:P

REPOST, don’t reblog.


TAG ten muses.


bake a cake from scratch | ride a horse | drive a submarine | speak a second language | dance | catch a fish | play an instrument | throw a punch | build a deck | ice skate | unclog a drain | program a computer | change a flat tire | fire a gun | sew | juggle | play poker | paint | fly a kite | sculpt | write poetry | change a diaper | sing | shoot a bow and arrow | ride a bike | swim | sail a boat | do a backflip | play chess | give cpr | pitch a tent | flirt | stitch a wound | read palms | use chopsticks | write in cursive/calligraphy | use an electric drill | braid hair | make a campfire | make a mixed drink | do sudoku puzzles | wrap a gift | give a good massage | jump-start a car | roll their tongue | magic tricks | yoga | tie a tie | skip a rock | shuffle a deck of cards | read morse code | pick a lock

tagged by: miss-barbiebex

My Tumblr Crushes:

thequarterbxck (7%)

memoiired (7%)

wickednightmares (7%)

riverdalesnxncydrew (5%)

tryingmother (4%)

hecantbekilled (4%)

eternalguilt (4%)

wavexrider (4%)

She knew that Stefan hadn’t wanted to be a vampire for as long as she’d known him, and now he got to be human. He’d gotten what he’d wanted at her expense.

Everyone got what they wanted at her expense.

She’d done it to survive. If she hadn’t, he’d have killed her with no remorse, and would have gone on to do it to Elena and God knows how many other people. He’d done it to Enzo, and she couldn’t save him.

And it killed her.

She thought that Stefan having the rest of his human life to feel crippling guilt for what he did would have comforted her.

But it didn’t.

When all was said and done, Enzo was still dead.

“Stay away from me.” She heard his footsteps behind her. She didn’t have to turn her head to know it was him, coming to grovel.

*places a cup of coffee in front of you* FOR INSPIRATION

1ST RULE: tag 9 muses you would like to know better: @anditsxsorrows &. @azazelsfavorite &. @baddecisionsandbourbon &. @eternalguilt &. @elenaloveablekotsala &. @griefoverkill &. @jakerileyapd &. @mscaroline-forbes &. @menxyouxneed &. @niiklausx &. anyone else who is not tagged and wants to do this!

2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true for your muse

APPEARANCE:

I am 5'7" or taller

I wear glasses

I have at least one tattoo

I have at least one piercing

I have blonde hair

I have brown eyes

I have short hair

My abs are at least somewhat defined

I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY:

I love meeting new people

People tell me that I’m funny

Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me

I enjoy physical challenges

I enjoy mental challenges

I’m playfully rude with people I know well

I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it

There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY:

I can sing well

I can play an instrument

I can do over 30 pushups without stopping

I’m a fast runner

I can draw well

I have a good memory

I’m good at doing math in my head

I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute

I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling

I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch

I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports

I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else

I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else

I have learned a new song in the past week

I work out at least once a week

I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months

I have drawn something in the past month

I enjoy writing

FANDOMS ARE MY #1 PASSION

I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss

I have had alcohol

I have scored the winning goal in a sports game

I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting

I have been at an overnight event

I have been in a taxi

I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year

I have beaten a video game in one day

I have visited another country

I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS:

I’m in a relationship ( verse dependant )

I have a crush on a celebrity

I have a crush on someone I know

I have been in at least 3 relationships

I have never been in a relationship

I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them

I get crushes easily

I have had a crush on someone for over a year

I have been in a relationship for at least a year

I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”

I live close to my school

My parents are still together

I have at least one sibling

I live in the United States

There is snow right now where I live

I have hung out with a friend in the past month

I have a smartphone

I have at least 15 CDs

I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT:

I have breakdanced

I know a person named Jamie

I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce

I have dyed my hair

I’m listening to one song on repeat right now

I have punched someone in the past week

I know someone who has gone to jail

I have broken a bone

I have eaten a waffle today

I know what I want to do with my life

I speak at least 2 languages