#etdm

Shit I had a nightmare. But it’s been 3 hours since I woke up and I kept on thinking about it and trying to enjoy my Christmas with my family. But someone woke up me up today and I just laid there because this is reality. And there’s no going anywhere and I can’t do anything. Apologize?. I don’t think I ever did before you left..... for everything. I don’t know what to believe tbh.... I need guidance but I don’t believe in religion and alldat. I think I just need some closure. Well cheers to that mf! Jk I’m sober rn just going to smoke a shit load of weed.