There are little moments I wish I could experience but there is little to no chance I will ever get to do them. Either because of my own physical limitation or because they only exist in the world of fiction.

(Warning some of these are dark, but I wanted noted that just because I think about experience it it doesn't mean I would ever do it or would enjoy it. Sometimes I like the idea of the feeling of power I would have. Sometimes my morbid sense of curiosity gets the best of me I want to know what the thought process is or how it would feel to do some of these things. But again, I would never and don't actually want to do some of these things.)

- Breaking a pool que over my thigh with ease and spinning the halfs in my hands like a badass

- Being a girl Dean Winchester tries some cheese line on and getting to say "I pity the girls that works on"

- Kicking a door down

- Drinking with Amanda Brotzman and the rowdy 3, and shamelessly flirting with Amanda

- To aggressively yell at a room full of men, who are trying to tell me what to do and talking over me, "I am the Queen and you will respect me as such or you will suffer the consequences!"

- To shoot a cock a shot gun

- To ride a horse around a cattle ranch

- (warning: dark) To look someone trying to hurt myself or loved ones dead in the eye whilst holding a gun to them

- Compete in a drag race (of the car kind not the Ru Paul kind)

- Get tipsy and dance to classic rock from a duke box in a dive bar/biker pub.

- Meet a big bad and getting to say the phrase "I'm sorry, was I meant to be scared?", whilst sitting sprawled out on a chair

- To become an alternative model

- To be able to post pictures of me lookin hot as all hell in next to no clothing on the internet without risking my job

- To attend the music awards with my musician husband and his best friend. Again looking bomb as hell.

- To go on a radio show and promote women lifting up and supporting other women

- To stand on stage in an ornate theatre in a beautiful dress and belt out a song

- To drink with Wynonna Earp, I genuinely think we would get on really well

- To be wearing a dress in a fantasy world with a sword concealed under a cloak