A Black Cloud Follows Me

Life sucks. Big time. My boss is awful and makes my life so horrible that I cry everyday. I'll quit my job to work 20 hours somewhere else (hopefully) but still in a job I don't wanna do anymore. I don't know what to do for a living. My depression and anxiety are still here and therapy is going well but at end of the day it'll never leave. I've been single my whole life and I don't think anyone will ever love me. I don't see my friends very often that's why I don't have many friends left. And during easter weekend my grandparents were taken to the hospital and we had to say goodbye.

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Currently I'm so obsessed with these songs:

2 bands that shaped me and are sooo important to me (I'll never forgive Ticketmaster for ruining my oasis experience)

Architects is one of those bands that got me in to metalcore and they'll always have a special place in my heart. Can't wait to see them live again next month.

A friendly reminder for myself that it's okay to be myself.

Landmvrks is one of those bands I listened to once some years ago and they never left my head/heart. One of my favorite bands with one of my favorite lead singers (in any way, great singer and I'd marry flo in a heartbeat).

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Both to Blame by The Plot In You

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