this took waaay longer than expected omg-
pff- okay but i had to search for my tablet and it had everything but 2020, except for february- i did find a lot for january, but all of them are spoilers for stories, or just really bad doodles so thereās that
i used to draw on one layer on paint 3D because i was used to it, and i still donāt know why i havenāt realized how limited it was??? like besides having no layers, and few brushes, it had no pen pressure either- i swear i still donāt know how i did full illustrations with sketches and zero layers either-
but it had a way to record your drawings and i still have some of those recordings, but thatās for another time ;)
for march and april, it was my first drawings on tablet, and boi do they look bad-
except charaās pose, i mean, the neck,,,looks,,wow- great eXEpt ThE Shading and lightning they do suck
the only excuse i have is that there is literally no brushes, i mean really, i only had the blur effect and motion blur to help me but except that nothing
from may to july was pretty bad ngl. i have nothing to say except that i got medibang on may, so thereās that. (i canāt believe i thought my anatomy was good back then hahahHA-)
the rest is good. i personally feel like i havenāt really improved much there except the use of modes and lightning/shading.
now that theĀ āart analysisā is done, i want to thank some people for just making this year livable and much better. so first of all:
@zu-is-hereā i feel like if i didnāt go to your blog in april, i just wouldāve spent the whole year in a pretty bad state- illness and stress donāt really go well together x) and i forgot to mention, but it was because of you that i got medibang and firealpaca in the first place! i feel like i vastly improved because of that- using different programs and all made me realize a lot of stuff and i canāt be grateful enough. your blog was the best thing that couldāve happened to me<3
@help-im-a-gay-fishā okay but half of my wips and headcanons came directly from YOUR influence- like- youāre so creative it hurts (not in a bad way ofc)Ā
your art and writings are always such a delight to see and i canāt help but feel so happy that you paid attention the little writings i made on zuās blog either- (i forgot to thank zu for that too but gosh i canāt be grateful enough for her) ā„
@jann-the-beanā i have to admit, i was waaay to shy to interact with you- because i just lOVED your writings! you were a pretty big influence too! i really though you were too cool to like my messy stuff but aaah- i canāt express how happy i was that you liked my art/writings/headcanons and i still am a bit shy to really talk but just know that i love your content <3
@amemi-iā you are such a nice person- really, i canāt really express everything with words but iām so glad i got to know you, even for a bit! your art is amazing, just as you, and iām very glad i have someone to talk to from time to time ā„
@bluepalleteuniverseā youāre so cheerful i actually thought you were a kid at first xD no but okay youāre a really amazing person and i always loved your interactions with people! et puis Ƨa fais du bien de savoir que quelqu'un dāautre peut comprendre mes charabia en franƧais x) you and your art are very lovely ā„
@dragon-tamer-1ā youāre a very nice and supportive person! (to tell you the truth, i wouldāve probably stayed anon for muuuch longer if you didnāt mention that youād follow me in an instant if i were to reveal myself, and few people later on stated the same thing, and because i thought it was worth a shot, i wanted to make a gift for people i liked, and thatās how i started the project, because itās way better than just revealing myself right x)) so thank u for being a very nice mutual ā„
@fio-violetā your art genuinely amazes me- itās got something so special in it that makes me LOVE it to such a degree- please know that i absolutely adore it <3
@rikablue27ā i just needed to say that your art is SO so amazing and i was really surprised people didnāt pay attention to it- but i can say i really admire your way of drawing people and your shading/lightning! your perspective is also very neat and i canāt wait to see more of your art ā„
@ihavekarma3-blogā itās literally the same thing for you and rika, youāre a very talented person and i only wish you the best for the other projects
@ask-undermineā your daily positivity and your constant support always make me very happy and i just wanted to thank u for that ā„
@kotikaleoā your style is literally the cutest thing iāve seen and iām really amazed by every work you manage to make! you deserve every kind of support and i really canāt help but be inspired by your works <3
@amaraldā like- i know for a fact youāre an amazing artist and a really nice friend, but youāre also a very sweet person to interact with! your asks always make me so happy and iām really glad i got to meet you ā„
i just listed everyone from the top of my head but thereās still so many more people i am thankful for, like YOU! everyone who sees this: iām so glad youāre still here and enjoying peopleās content and i wish you a very happy day/night and good year <3
