#ereneda

   “ Do you even have to ask? ” He couldn’t help but flash her that classic Solo grin as he answered. She knew exactly he wouldn’t turn such an offer down even if he technically had other things to do and other responsibilities but he could claim his enthusiasm was due to her status, that even a Jedi could not DARE to deny the queen mother her wishes so when she asked him to accompany him he had no choice but to agree. Not that he would ever dream of rejecting any offer she made him but no one else had to know about such details. His love was hers and hers alone. It pained him sometimes, having to HIDE it like this, not being able to shout it from the rooftops, to declare his love for her to the whole galaxy but he had known what he agreed to when she had invited him into her bed. It didn’t mean he liked it though.

Jacen hesitated outside Tenel Ka’s room at Reef Fortress, not having seen a chance to have this conversation until now.  Biting his lip he took a breath to settle his nerves and then lifted a hand to knock.  When the door opened brown eyes found gray before he spoke.

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1) So, okay, she’s not proud of it, but Jaina was definitely super jealous of Tenel Ka at first when Jacen really latched on to her. She’d never had to share her twin before and she wasn’t sure she wanted Tenel Ka anywhere near him for fear of losing their closeness in favor of Tenel Ka. It took her a little while to get comfortable with how much Jacen liked the other girl but eventually she chilled out.

2) Jaina honestly doesn’t think she could function the way Tenel Ka does, in almost any regard, but especially with her choice to forgo the prostetic for her arm. There are very few people in the world who would make that choice witht he technology available to them and she finds it both kind of badass and kind of terrifying that TK’s answer to losing a limb was “well it was my bad anyways so I’ll just live without it now.”

3) Which leads me to the fact that honestly??? Tenel Ka kind of intimidates her sometimes. Like, she’s 100% sure that if TK thought there was sufficient reason to, the woman could and would come for her blood and maybe even win. It’s a weird mixture of mad respect and a little bit of awe.

It had taken years to get to this point, years that showed very clearly on the young woman now standing in an achingly familiar bedroom.  Her hair was no longer a rich auburn done up in braids, hard living and frequent cosmetic use had changed it to a rather frazzled blonde while her hazel eyes were hard and cold.  A small scar followed the line of her cheekbone under her right eye and more laced across her hands and arms from the last five or so years of getting into one scrap or another.  But despite her rough and tumble appearance she’d managed to sneak her way into the depths of the Fountain Palace on Hapes, until she finally reached the Queen Mother’s private chambers.

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Zekk [ @tastybouquet ], Jacen Solo [ @goodofthegalaxy ], & Tenel Ka Djo [ @ereneda ]

“It’s hard to be sure of anything, everything’s changed so much.  And even now that I can feel the Force again I feel cut off, separate from everything.”

miscellaneous angst starters. - accepting

 “I don’t know what the other options are.” Jaina’s tone was matter of fact, almost deliberately cool as if the distance between herself and the topic would make it more bearable. “Everything I have to face I have to deal with mostly on my own. THat’s apparently what it means to be part of this family.” From broken relationships and the loss of loved ones to having to fight a war against people she loved, there was no one else to take that on with her. She would do it herself on her own and suffer the consequences herself, as it had to be. Jacen wasn’t there to save her anymore.