#equestrian problems

Gods I hate posting ISO. Sydney needs a shorter girth, and even with being as specific as possible on exactly what I am looking for, people are still posting everything but what I am asking for. Oh, and having to weed through the scammers. Ugh.

I feel like I keep ~ruining my horse~ and I don’t want to ride anymore bc of it. We go through cycles where he’s lovely and light and working perfectly for months and then all the sudden he decides “fuck contact” again for a few months and curls away from it any time I try to pick it up. It’s been going since I got him and I can’t help but feel like it’s my fault. Which is rlly frustrating. Ughhhhh. What’s more annoying is I can usually get even the most strung out dead sided school horse working properly and yet I can’t get my own fucking horse to do it...

Getting the knot or buckle all done up and realizing that the saddle is waaaaaay too far back.